Sunday, May 15, 2005

Cleaning day.

I've been cleaning since I woke up. Which was around 11, I think. I didn't get on the computer till 12:39 though. I knew if I did, I wouldn't have cleaned as much as I did. O.o Even after all that, I still have to do the dishes and the laundry. I'll update later if anything else comes up. Ohh.. I'm also thinking of changin my theme again. x_x;; No one seemed to care for this one too much so. I'm going to change it. I'm not sure to what yet, but it should be up withing the next few days or so. Look for it!!

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Meh.

I'm up to a total of 33 guestbook signings. Aren't I loved? Not. u_u And the only people that comment are people TWO people that I talk to on MSN. Apparently, whether you comment on other people's sites or not, doesn't matter. They still ignore you. Whatever, this is why I give up. My self-esteem is low enough as it is people!! But yeah.. Yesterday.. I left.. unexpectantly.. and went to a friends house. It was alright. We jumped on her trampoline for a while in the dark with music and stuff.. Then it started to sprinkle so we went inside and like an hour later it started to POUR with LIGHTNING! It was awesome. We watched it for a while. Then Candice(I was at her house) she called her mom and asked if I could stay the night. And I called my mom too.. but.. I didn't get a hold of her.. and just, left her a message. I haven't seen her since. -Shrugs some.- We had to walk in the raind and lightning, down to my house so I could get some stuff. But yeah after that, we got on Candice's computer and got on yahoo and went into some random chats and made fun of people. It was fun, till yahoo fucked over and stopped working. So.. we did some other random crap on the computer then went to bed. o.O; We woke up around.. 10-11 something and did more stuff on the computer. We also jumped on the trampoline again for a while then Candice and Makaya(she was also there the whole time. XD) left with her mom and grandma to go to the mall and I came home. >< Only to realize that I lost a 100 dollar check. Mrrrh. -Sighs.- So my day WAS fine. Then THIS crap happened.. So.. Whatever. Bye. OH Oh OH!! YAY! My mommy took my check!! I DIDN'T LOSE IT!^_^!! This day just brightened up like seven times!!

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Friday, May 13, 2005

I think I'll finish this..

I actually have the time and will power to possibly finish this little scene. Just to clue those of you who didn't see it. I'll repost it. {Raising his sword by the end of the blade with the sharpened side away from the palm of the male's hands. He flung it upwards with little might from his hand and into the air. His golden gaze jerked to the mass of zombies staggering towards him. He counted out in his head about fifteen to twenty. Just as one lurched forward, he flipped up backwards with little or even no momentum and snatched within his palm the handle of the sword he just threw, landing again a few yards back. He landed flat footed with his knees bend and the sword in his right hand, tucked back under the left arm. Leaning forward and swinging out his arm with brute force just as the zombie made it up to him again. The blade of the sword, sliced with lightspeed across the neck where the jugular vein would be. The zombie crashed to the dusty ground in a hurry, and sprawled there for a few moments before oozing out a gaseous liquid with a tremendous smell to it. The male pushed his blood sleeve to his nose to impede the stench from gagging him. He had no time to waste as the rest of the zombies, angered and enraged beyond levels of reason, charged at him with flawling limbs and goozing flem dripping from their grotesque mouths. He lowered his arm from his face and slashed the sword forward, releasing it from his hand and sending it flying through three zombies, knocking them down.} Now to continue.. The zombies oozed and moaned with cries of anguish as they charged forward blindly to avenge their fallen comrads. The male jumped backwards with his hands free to allow him further distruction. He raised both arms out to his sides, his hands even with his hips. His fingers were curled as if he was holding something round; they pulsed and within one instant ignited in blueish-red flames. He flicked his wrists downwards, shaking off the fire in little pelets like it was water. It hit the ground and shizzled in the dirt, speading and creating a large cirle of fire around his feet. It launched up like a water fall on rewind and engulfed his body. Shadowing him from view. He flung in random directions with his hands, lines of fire, plowing down zombies and leaving them steaming on the ground. When the fire disipated, one left stood standing in front of him. I thrust a fist forward, claws extended as it slashed across the face of the male. The male's eyes narrowed and he licked his lips of his own blood and spat it out on the zombie's forehead then rammed his fire engulfed fist through his chest. The zombie cried out fierce and shrilly as he erupted into flames. The male jerked his arm back, shaking off the intestinal juices from the zombie with a satisfied smirk stretched across his facial features. There! It sucks but IIIII Like It! So there, enjoy and whatnot. Oh, oh! Also, I did that play thinger.. in English, and it wasn't that bad. ^^ I think we did really good. But yeah, that's all for now. Later today: Eeehh Math class.. Good old math class. u_u That Matt kid was doing it again.. He was touching and poking me.. Mrrh. I'm not sure what to do anymore. -Shrugs.-

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   I just realized something..

I have an undying hate for food. I hate being hungry.. I hate it because then I eat.. and after I eat, I feel WORSE than BEFORE I ATE! Good lord.. I can't explain the feeling.. but it's there.. it just.. makes me want to RIP my STOMACH OUT. Oh, god. I feel like.. a massive blob after I eat, even if it's just something.. as small as.. a SINGLE bag M&M's! x_x' Another thing I hate... My hair.. I really hate it.. it's frizzy, and greasy and just retarded... I don't like mirrors either.. Seriously.. The distort me.. They.. make.. my mind explode.. -Shifts some.- I hate food.. Food made me this way.. I want it to die.. {If that's possible.. without eating it..} x_x;; {Five minutes later} I have this.. stupid... thing.. that I have to do in.. English. I'm in a group of people.. and we have to like.. receit part of the play Julius Caesar or whatever-the-hell. And we have to do it like on stage and stuff, in front of the class and we have to speak loud.. and I'm SOOOO NOT a public speaking person. u_u; Plus there are people in my class who I EXTREMELY DESPISE! And they're jack offs and I try not to let them bother me, but they do.. So.. yeah. I hate SCHOOL!

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Today is going a bit better. ^^ I'm in clubs right now. A brief recap of my day.. First period was boring, as usual, second was loud x_X; Third, was study hall, and I went to the library. Didn't have anything to post so I didn't. -Shrug.- Fourth I fell asleep during the movie we watched and I also fell asleep during my other study hall 5th period. 6th, 7th, and 8th periods were all shortened! YAY!! 6th period I started to fall asleep but couldn't really. 7th was boring I have spanish homework. 8th err.. we took notes.. I was on my way there and the door was locked because I could see people standing outside, meaning the teacher wasn't there yet. So I was just standing there, minding my own business and that Matt kid walked up. He wasn't by me at first, he was hiting someone else in the head with a book cover or something. I couldn't see. Then he walked behind me and started hitting me in the butt with it. u_u' I didn't even notice at first, which is weird.. He pretty much left me alone the rest of class, made a few kissing jestures but other than that, I ignored him. He was picking on some other chick. o.O He stole her marker thinger, it was quite funny.

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Bleh..

Ugh. What a night.. I was in pain all last night and really tired for some reason? Probably from the pain. But I had to do laundry and stuff so that's what kept me moving, I guess. I don't want to go to school. I'm having my usual morning cough fest but this morning is particularly worse for some reason. I had a weird.. creepy dream but I don't remember it because I woke up suddenly in sort of a panic because I watched the power go out. I watched my clock and radio stop. o.o It was odd. So I had to go and wake everyone else up and reset clocks and whatnot. =/ It's Wednesday and I have clubs. plus I might go to the library in 3rd period study hall, so I might have an update then and again at the end of the day for clubs. If I feel like it.. Hope the day goes better than this morning and last night..

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

That kid in my math class was here again. x_x; He skipped yesterday to ride his 'dirt bike'. Meh. But! More importantly! I got to miss seventh period, Spanish class. First off, I fell asleep in 6th period, Health class then towards the end we had a fire drill. Which was dumb, because why would they do it at the end of the period? Well it turns out there was ANOTHER bomb threat or something. I dunno but we had to stand outside in the hot sun for most of 7th period. By the time we went in, they just kept us in our 6th period class until the bell would NORMALLY ring for 7th and we went straight to 8th. Fun. u_u;.. First of all it was fuckin' HOT!. Second of all, we had a free period, which is good ^^. Third of all, HE WAS THERE x_x! His name is Matt by the way, for those who care. He kept touching me.. and stuff.. He was touching my stomach, and brushing his hand against my ass. The one time he put his arm around me and whispered "Hey sexy" or something in my ear close. My friend, Dar, is persistantly telling me that he likes me.. -Blinks some, shifting.-

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Monday, May 9, 2005

  

I've been thinking a lot lately.. about everything going on in my life.. All the things I want to forget but can't. All the things I want to remember but can't.. why can't I just be happy? Right now everything is messed up.. Between possibly losing my house.. us not being able to pay taxes.. my parents have been divorced for a while.. and my mom had a break down because she saw his name on the sin in sheet at the Chiropractor's.. It's so hard not to cry when I see her cry.. Why does it have to be so hard? I can't think straight anymore..

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Whoo. Today was alright. I was kind of sore and moody all day, but it was decent nonetheless. That kid in my math class wasn't here today. ^^ I was glad.. But then again, I'm curious.. -Shrugs some.- Maybe tomorrow. P.S. Lemme know what you think of the theme thinger.. please..

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Sunday, May 8, 2005

Nature theme is up! x.x It's not the best thing in the world but, meh! The background picture I took myself, the avatar I found somewhere.. but it works. Updated post background.

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