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Right now I'm just kind of here.. Part of my life is wonderful, going great and I'm happy. But because this part remains in the shadows.. it brings the other parts of my life down.. I feel extremely confused and out of place.. I wish I could talk to someone about this but I don't know what they would think.. I don't know what I would think myself..
This is a poem I wrote a while back when I was feeling confused like this.. Just.. Yeah, enjoy. Or whatever..
Consistent
Something slips through my mind.
Ticking, tocking, ready to unwind.
Carrying thoughts of the darkest kind.
Whispering, screaming, sending me a sign.
Always there to terrorize.
Clicking, spinning, bound to rise.
Bringing me closer to my demise.
Reaching, clawing, growing in size.
A destructive rotten prize.
Singing, ringing, senseless cries.
Dragging out these lonely highs.
Forcing, coursing, desperate lies.
My mind is racing to beat hesitation.
Pounding, skipping, helpless resurrection.
Nearly reaching the destination.
Cursing, bleeding, this exsasperation. |
Hangin' On..