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I have decided that thinking too much is really bad for you. And that's all I've been doing these past couple of weeks.. I think (there it is) that I figured out where my life went wrong on one aspect. Way back in 2000-2001 in like 7th grade or something, we (my brother and I) got our first computer (Scary isn't it?). We got it for christmas and had to share it. So we came up with a system involving every other day. Well it was like that for maybe a year, maybe not even that long. I don't remember. But eventually my brother got his own computer and I started to get on the computer everyday. That was the downfall. Why? Because on those days that I wasn't on the computer, I would day dream. Create stories in my head, sometimes acting them out as I watched tv in the living room. Weird, I know. Childish, I know.. But it helped me stay sane.. Or as sane I thought I was. It was my life, and I miss it. The computer has ruined me...
In other news.. It's Friday. And I have 3 and 1/2 days of school left, including today. And honestly I'm glad!! I hate my school. In math yesterday, I pretty much broke down and sat in the back of the class on the floor by the wall for more than half the period.. Then I just kind of wandered it mindlessly while the teacher gave advice to this one girl in the class and other's played cards. That was pretty much that day.. |
