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Yes, yes. I'm serious.. To those of you who give TWO SHITS about what I have to say. This is for you. -Cheesy, pissed off smile.- Since the 29th of May, the day before Memorial day.. I've spent just about every god damn minute of my time with my 'dearest friend' (sarcasm for those of you without the option of a brain) Brianna. And let me tell you something.. It Has Been A Living HELL In A Nutshell! As I may have posted before but just for an update, she stayed with me, at my house, for two days while I finished my last two days of school and she finished off two of her four. Then! We planned to go to her house Wednesday night so she could finish her last two days. BUT! She got out of school suspension for those days and didn't have to go. So I was fucking stuck with her for longer than I wanted. u_u' But anyways. It's NOW the 8th of JUNE. So I've been with her for TEN DAYS!! Now that may not seem like a lot to YOU people but you DON'T KNOW Brianna. (Lucky you -Glares.-) For those of you who do know her (which is few) HAHAHA! You're fucking stuck just like me.
Anydangway..
It was fine at the beginning.. She didn't start annoying me till like.. I dunno. Day one. v_v' But really started annoying me on.. err, Monday? I think. Yeah. 'Cause my mom had to stay the night at Brianna's house with us because in the morning (We were getting up early), we were all going to Pittsburgh to visit Brianna's parents and shop a bit. The ONLY reason I wanted to go was to get a Dragon stuffy that I saw in the one store a few days before when we went the first time. o_O;... But yeah. That was the *ONLY* reason. (I emphasize repeatedly to get my point across, don't take it offensively or anything) So.. Monday night. Brianna made dinner for us (How nice you say? Bullshit) it was some chicken and noodle thing or something. Whatever, anyways. I ate in her room with her in the only air conditioned room, and my mother ate in the living room. (Hah) So I finished and set my plate down to relax for a bit before I took it to the kitchen. I wanted to wait for a commercial. And immediately she gets on my case and goes "Oh, no! You better rinse off your plate and put it in the dishwasher. I'm not here to clean up after you." And I was just like bleh.. So a commercial came, but I really had to pee, so I left to go pee and whatnot, saw my mom passed out on the couch with still a half full plate of food and I took it from her so the dogs wouldn't get to it. I walked back into the room and sat down to finish my drink. (OH, this whole time she's on the phone with someone she likes that lives in another state. u_u) She asked what I did, so I told her. She just 'randomly' rolled up a magazine and smacked me in the thigh with it. I was like "What was that for" all snappy and she goes "I dunno.." so I got pissed off. Then she got pissed off at me for being pissed off and flipped out on me, saying shit like "Don't give me that attitude. I cooked for you. I don't ask that much of you! Just put your dishes away after rinsing them off!" "You know better! You should've scrapped off the food on your mother's plate into that little garbage in the sink and put it away!" Blah blah some other bitchy stuff. So after she got up and took HER PLATE and mine to the kitchen, I left. I saw her go back into her room, Still on the phone. And blah blah. So I went into Brianna's parents room, the room I was sleeping in. (creepy, I know.) I left the door open, flipped on the light and just sat down on the wooden floors, leaned against the water bed and wrote a depressing poem. Because I was depressed and pissed off. And at the bottom I wrote myself a little Author's note or whatever and to sum it up, it said something like "I hate life and no one will ever be happy with what I do." (x_x The only bad part of that, is that I left it out and my mom read it the next day and asked me about it. But oh well, it's true.) Then, in Pittsburgh, we were going through shops and what not and we were in the Gap and I wasn't really complaining (even though I was) but I feel I was more or less, insulting every peice of clothing and bullshit that the store sells. o.o.. But Brianna, as usual, always bitchy, she well.. bitched at me for "complaining too much" so I was like, "Okay, I'll go stand by my mom. She doesn't care and actually joins in with me" And walked away. Then I just sat there, on a chair in the store, nearly in tears because I was SO much more than pissed off.. Then when we got out of the store (finally!) and I just sped a head of them. I couldn't stand hearing them talk about me and have the parents try to help us sort out our differences. Because it won't fucking work. Brianna is ALL about HER and HER NEEDS. She doesn't give two shits about me. And if she DOES happen to slightly, she doesn't fucking show it.
So, she actually told me yesterday that I had to find something else to do for the rest of the night because SHE was tired of ME. WHAT THE FUCK! What about me Being tired of her! I just can't fucking leave. Her mother doesn't want her to be alone. -Mocking tone.- So I was like, Son Of A BITCH. -_- So I just sat there the remainder of the time, silent, untill we left. I was silent through most of the car ride then I was like. Fuck this. I'm not going to let her put me down. I do that enough to myself. So I used my mom's cell phone to call Emily and see if we could hang out. We could..
I went there yesterday, and we went bowling with Emily's sister and some of her friends. They were nice. It was fun. I got my HIGHEST SCORE IN BOWLING EVER! 106!! x.x Whoofuckinghoo. -Cheers unenthusiastically.- But yeah, It was alright. I got to rant and complain to Emily and she ranted and complained back about the stuff that's been going on recently in our lives. That's always good. So I stayed the night there and just got back home at like, I dunno.. 3:54 and 53 seconds. o.o.. Yeah, so. I have to wait for my mom to get home, which should be soon because it's now 4:54. (I've been typing this for an hour? o.O Stupid distractions and brain cell explosions) So we can figure out if Brianna can tolerate me again and if I can go back to her hot hell house. x_x;
That's all for now, I'll try to update again as soon as possible with as many complaints as I can muster up by being stuck with Brianna.
Oh oh!! I'm on a Godsmack binge so if anyone has ANY Godsmack songs, pictures.. anything related. Lemme know. And also! My mom said that I could get my ear pierced at the top.. those bar things that go across the ear. I don't know what they're called but her one friend does it. She's going to take me to see her some time this month hopefully. That's all for now, I swear. |
An update? Say what? No way! Are you serious!