Wednesday, November 11, 2009

   Nya, bored
I got sent home early today, while Josh and I were walking to school this huge pitbull attacked my leg, so I had to get a few stitches and it hurts, the damn thing would not let go of my leg, so I'm limping just a bit. This is the exact reason I don't like pitbulls, *pout* they hate me and quite frankly I dun't like em much either.
Speaking of which, I miss my dog Shasta, even though she eats pants... she's a good dog... I can't believe Dad wouldn't let me bring her. I've had Shasta since she was a baby!! And she's sick! She needs me!! *cries*

I have to get to work soon, maybe I'll go in early so I can be done earlier. I dun't need Josh coming home and doing the whole "Why dun't you ever have dinner ready when I come home?" I don't get mad at him for that comment, cuz if that boy ever tried to cook he'd blow the apartment to China!!

Damnit, I am so freakin tired... plus my wrist still hurts and so does that damn bite wound on my leg... I've learned one thing: Cars and pitbulls do not like me.

Reply to alphonse13: Hahah, surprising ain't it? XD I said I'd be on more, now didn't I? Hahah I'd be pretty surprised too actually. XD
Yeah its great that me and Josh have all our classes together, new school's always have the few who look at who like 'wtf?' but after the first day no one really pays us much attention, which for me is good. :D
I know, I swear my jaw dropped like eighty feet when she told me I got my birthday off. So far this is the first job I've had that i haven't wanted to strangle someone. XD
lol well knowing our brothers its probably that one! XD
I dun't think I even want to know what coulda happened if we did sleep under the tree, I think I coulda ended up tramatized for life. XD
I actually think that too, I feel a lot of better out here than I did back there, and so does Josh, he seems a whole lot happier and so do I.
Yup for the last few days I haven't needed to use em, he's been a good boy, but he ain't gettin his way any time soon no matter how behaved he is.
Hahah, well I've been on every day, so yay for me being on!! XD *hugs*

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Hey look! I updated!
Hahah yeah, I'm updating. I would updated yesterday, but school kicked my ass and then work kicked it ten times harder so when I got home I made dinner and went to bed.

So school out here is a lot better than back home, sure I got a lot of weird stares cuz of my looks and here and there a taunt or two, but other than that its really great. I'm really grateful Josh and I have all our classes together, but one of the girls out here thought we were brothers. XD
Work is easy, all I really do is stand there and ring every thing up for people. Mrs. Lawson (my boss' wife) came by after work today and dropped off a hell of a lot of food for me and Josh, and she told me I didn't have to work Friday cuz its my birthday. Aw, I love my job. Mr. and Mrs. Lawson are really nice people.

I am so tired right now, I just started dinner and I'm waiting for Josh to get home from work, so I have nothing better to do than sit here and tell you guys that. XD
Awd, I wish Josh would hurry up and get home... I'm bored and have no one to bug, I could always call Yatsu and annoy the crap outta him... but then again, I'm just not gonna talk to none of em till Christmas, I dun't want them knowin I'm doin good till then. *nods*

Well the food's almost done so I gotta make this quick...

Reply to alphonse13: Hahah, yeah he's off his rocker, either fell off or my brother Vicious pushed him off. Its gotta be one of those. XD
Yeah, I'm really grateful we met them again, they really saved our butts. They're really great people too. Hahah, that's what I was thinking too, after Dad left I looked over at the tree and told Josh "See that tree? Yeah, that's gonna be our roof tonight." he looked panicked XD but thankfully we didn't have too.
Yesterday went really well actually, wasn't as bad as anticipated. School's great and work's pretty fun, I like it a lot better out here than back out there, ya know?
I didn't need the stick, the squirt bottle or the crowbar at all last night, cuz as soon as Josh got back he ate and fell asleep! But I'm givin em up, I'll never know when Josh gets horny and might come after me! XD
Hahah, yeah, I'll be on here a lot more than I will on dA. *hug* Dun't worry, I'll probably be on everyday now, kay?

Well Josh is back and complainin, *sigh* I gotta get off and get dinner done. Bye-bye!! ^-^

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Sunday, November 8, 2009

First Day in Massachusetts
So we got here yesterday, but cuz my dad didn’t feel like driving anymore we all stayed in a hotel, then the next day he enrolled Josh and I in the high school, and left. Josh and I had no place to stay, so we wandered around town, got hungry and went to the old grocery store. When we got to the counter the guy looked at me and asked “Are you Ryuhei’s son?” Weird he knows my dad, I thought. But turns out he’s an old family friend, my dad used to work for him and he asked where we were staying and we told him we had no place to stay.
He told me that I could work in the store for him and he’d let us have the apartment upstairs, and he’d pay Josh to work on his farm after school. I hadn’t even seen the apartment and I agreed, a place to stay is a place to stay, right? Well, it’s just a small room, has a stove, sink, a dusty old dresser, an old bed and an old table. But it’s nice, even though we have to walk downstairs to the outhouse if we need to use the restroom.
Tomorrow I’ll start working at the store after school and Josh will learn how to work a farm, oh my poor boy. XD It shall be very funny to see, but I don’t get to cuz I have work as well. Here I thought this was going to be terrible, but no, I really think this will work. My first day here and I have an apartment and a job! Whoo!!

Oh and here’s how you and your boyfriend are perfect for each other: something amazing happens to you that saves your ass and you both start singing “Thank-you Jesus” while doing a weird dance. Lol it happened to me and Josh today when we got our jobs and apartment. XD
Hmm, I wonder how my dad’s going to react when he finds out his plan has backfired on him. Meh, I don’t plan on telling him till Christmas when he comes to visit, I don’t plan on talking to him either, even if this isn’t so sucky I’m still mad that he did this, ya know?

Eh, well I’ve had a long day and I’m ready to fall asleep, I start school tomorrow as well, so I need some sleep before I go.

Reply to alphonse13: Well from the looks of it, my dad has offically gone off his rocker... I have no freaking clue why he made us do this or what possesed him to even want to do this to us, I've been a good kid as far as I know. XD
Well I found a stick, now hopefully it will keep Josh away so I can focus on school and work. Oh but knowing Josh he'll find a way around the stick, I just know he will. *hug* I'm sorry, I am alive that's for sure and I will get on more often. This time I mean it, when I update my deviantart I will come by and update on here.

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Damn I've been gone for awhile....
Like it says, I've been gone for awhile. Sorry, I just keep forgetting! Okay, well right now I'm in Louisianna for a family gathering, I'll be leaving to Massachucets on Friday and guess whut? My dad's leaving me and Josh out there!!

Dad thinks Josh and I need to 'grow up' so he's leaving us in my hometown for maybe a year, with no money to get by on and no place to stay. Josh is thrilled at the idea, probably only cuz he can try to get sum, well too bad for him. I ain't lettin him havin anything. *pouts* I hate it when my dad does this kinda crap, I really dun't see what he's accomplishing by doing this other than making me resent him.
I dun't think this is how I wanted to spend my birthday next week, left in my hometown that I haven't seen for thirteen years with no moeny and a hornyass boyfriend... I guess the only thing nice about this birthday is its a Friday the 13th again.

My wrist still hurts like hell, my vein didn't want to connect properly... ugh, damn vein. *pouts* And it doesn't help when my half sister Libby slammed it in the car door the other day on purpose. Damn brat, she's worse than Kira!!
Yeah, my half sister Libby and half brother Auden are coming to live with us cuz my stepmum Lauren's in the hospital... I dun't mind Auden, he's a good kid. Libby's a little b*tch...

Sorry, I haven't been on. I keep forgetting and come Saturday getting on a computer is going to be impossible...

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

   Out of surgery!!
Well actually I've been out of surgery since yesterday, but eh, like usual they dopped me up way too much so I was loopy and couldn't get on. But my surgery went quite well, my wrist and my whole arm feel ten times better than the other day. My surgery was supposed to take place Saturday but it got posponed till Monday, which kinda sucked, ya know? At least its over with, right?

Nya, I'm bored and tired, I get to go home Wednesday evening so that'll be good, just have to wait one more day. Its so boring in the hospital, unlike the last time I was here, I had friends there with me. But nope not this time. Well Josh is here, but... eh, its Josh! None of my siblings have been by either... *pouts* Right now I'd settle for Yatsu coming by... Man, I must really be lonely if I'd settle to see him!

Dad called the other day, had sum interesting news. Vicious, Audra, and the girls are moving in with us. It'll be cool having my brother around again, I get to see my demon neices again... oh boy, nonstop biting and ripping my hair out... I could do without that. But other than that it won't be so bad.
I'll probably have to help Dad fix up the second basement so that Vicious and Audra have a room, then we'll have to fix up the two rooms down there... *sigh* Damnit, that won't be fun at all.

Well that'll probably be all I have to say...

Reply to Alphone13: Ah, well I'm okay. Surgery wasn't so bad. I'm alive and happy!! =D Maybe even a little high from the meds they gave me lol XD but I'm good. :3
Yeah, he's back and being his typical weird self, but I'm glad he's back, I've missed him a lot.
Horror movies rock! I perfer the old ones though, like Halloween and Friday The 13th. *hug* Thanks.

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi

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Friday, October 9, 2009

I hate surprises
I had a doctors appointment yesterday morning about my hand/wrist injury, and like usual no good news came. Apparently I have an infection in my vein that's spreading through the wound and I need surgery to clean it out. Joy, more needles... >-< Tomorrow I have to go to the hospital for my surgery and I'll be there for about a week, so don't expect a whole lot out of me after tomorrow, kay?

And guess who showed up last night? Josh. He dropped out of college and came back home, I'm kinda happy he's back but I feel bad that he dropped out, ya know? It was his dream to go there and now he's back home. He said he dropped out cuz the coach out there came harrassing him, and he said he missed me to much to be away for the next four years. Ah, I love meh boy. :3 I'm glad he'll stay with me while I'm in the hospital, I don't think I'd want to be there alone, Dad offered to stay with me, but he's still supposed to be resting.
School won't be so bad now that Josh is back, he said he'll do another year of high school to catch up on the stuff he missed last year. Looks like Nick won't be messing with me anymore, Josh and Nick are stepbrothers.

Well, I guess I'll get off a here and go watch Halloween 4 and 5 with Josh, today is Friday, Friday means: Haunted Friday. =] Its the day or horror movies and horror stories, my kinda day.

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--
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Saturday, September 26, 2009

   What I've been up to
Sorry I haven't been on in awhile, I was in New York for awhile with Josh looking at colleges. He got into a good college, so he stayed in New York while I went back home with Elena. I won't get to see him till November when he comes out for my birthday.

I started school Thursday, it sucks. I have every class with my worst enemy Nick. I hate that kid, I'm gonna beat him up, I swear I am. But art class and creative writing class is great, cuz my teacher rocks.
We were gonna go see my dad today, but... we got into a bit of a wreck. Oh don't worry, we're fine, cept my hand almost got severed, my left wrist hurts like f*cking hell, a shard of glass from my window nearly took my hand off, but thankfully it didn't. I know I should be typing with stitches, but when has that ever stopped me before?
Candy made a full recovery, its a mircale, she's all better now and at home taking care of Elena. Which I'm grateful for, Elena's a handful. Now only if Dad would get better, though he may get mad cuz I redyed meh hair. Oh well, its meh hair and I'll do what I want with it. *nods*

Okieday, my wrist is killin me, so I better stop typing. Gotta go.
*waves* Bye!! =D

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Monday, August 31, 2009

So its offical, my life is really messed up. Why? Cuz it just f*cking is, that's why! I thought it was all over and done with, but no, apparently not. I just wanna choke something!! And I can't find that goddamn stress bunny! (no its not a real bunny!! DX) Matt and Aiden keep teasing me and say I'm PMSing. Jerks, I kill em.

Yesterday was just one of my days, I had a heart attack, minor one, I'm okay. It just f*cking hurt. But that's the only thing that's happened to me. At least nothing worse happened, riiight?
It was a pretty decent day, up until I had a heart attack, but no seriously, it was a good day. My dad woke up, and the doctor say him and Candy will be fine! So I'm happy and content. Just the fact that I still have to take care of Elena until my Dad and Candy can walk again and can get the rest of their memory again, until they can they'll pretty much be living with my Grandmother, a nurse. I hate being the oldest, well Vicious is older than me but he lives in London. The little butt-face could come out and help, but nuuu, he's a butt and refuses to.

My mum's paying for me, Josh, and Elena to go to New York for a week to look at an art college. Hey, if I'm gonna be raising her for the next few years, I'm gonna at least try to give her a good future, damnit! Hopefully either me or Josh can get into a good college, Josh says he's gonna help me raise her till my 'rents are able to take care of her. =3 I loves him.

Reply to alphonse13: Yeah it was, he can be sweet. He's been helping out a lot lately. I'm proud of him.
Yeah, I'm really glad she's okay, and I'm also really glad Dad's okay. Its scary that I gotta take care of Elena for the next few years, but I'm pretty sure it'll be okay.
I know, Vicious really should, but he won't. He did the same when my mum was hospitalized last year. He doesn't want to see them.
Thanks. After reading you're comment, it really made me feel better. And like you said, I'm sure she won't be worse than me, I'll make sure of that.
That's what I've been doing for the last month. XD He is now afraid of brooms!
Oh, damn, wow that's scary!
We've been doing pretty well, we haven't fought since that one night. I'm pretty happy that we've worked it all out. *hug* Thanks for the support through all this.
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Well guys, I gotta go, I have a crying sister to attend to, and no its not Elena, its Kira on the phone.

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--
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Thursday, August 27, 2009

   Revenge is sweet, love is sweeter
My day has been very complicated... Yes it has. But... its also been a pretty okay day.

For starters I slept in late, till about noon. When I woke up and looked to see what time it was I panicked, cuz I remembered about Elena. So I jumped out of bed, she's not in her crib, and I began to panic.
So I run into the living room and there Josh is sitting on the couch feeding her. Phew. I sat down next to him and watched him feed her, it was cute. :3 I never knew Josh was so good with kids, Elena really seems to like him.
After Elena fell asleep and he put her in her back, he told me everyone went out, that Elena was awake when he got up, so he took her in the living room so if she started crying it wouldn't wake me up. When I asked why, he said I needed my sleep and it was his way of saying sorry for the fight he started. Aww, despite the fact he can be an ass, Josh is really sweet.

Josh, Elena, and I went to visit Dad and Candy in the hospital, Dad's still in a coma, but Candy woke up, she was happy to see us, especially Elena. :)
Right before we left Candy asked to talk to me alone so Josh took Elena to the car to wait. Candy said that she probably doesn't have much longer and asked me how I felt about raising Elena for them. I told her the truth, that it scared the shit outta me. She told me she knew I'd be okay, because I'm strong like my dad. I couldn't help but cry, she's been more of a mother to me than my own mother.

After that, Josh, Elena and I went to the park and sat, again so many people though Elena was our daughter. Though if my rents don't make it, it will be true... :( I dunno, that thought scares me. So I called Vicious and asked for his advice, he told me it'll be okay, that him and Audra will help if worse comes to shove. I asked him if he was gonna come see Dad and he said no, I asked why and he said because Dad never did shit for him so he doesn't owe him anything. I told him he was being a selfish asshole, Dad wasn't around most of my life either, but I still visit him. I love my brother, but sometimes he's the stupidest person ever.

I really dunno what to do, guys, my life is so fucked up. Its horrible. I can't raise a child, if I raise Elena she'll turn out worse than me! Maybe, I'm being selfish, Candy and Dad really need me right now... I dunno, I'm just scared...
Well we're going out to dinner, so I'll get back on later if Josh doesn't attack me again, the horny bastard. >_< I'll just fend him off with the broom. XD

Reply to alphonse13: I believe in em too, I just dunno how to get rid of my curse. Well I'd love to here it someday if you can find the time.
Thanks, I know, I keep praying for them. My life is too hectic right now, and Elena doesn't need involved in it. I know, I hate to think about it, I'm scared.
I know and I even told him that, but we got passed it, but if he keeps acting that way I'll kick his ass. I don't need his shit right now, not when I have all this goin on.
Thanks *hug* Its nice to know I have you here supporting me.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I live in a nightmare
Just cuz I don't feel like typing up a whole other post, I'm just gonna paste my journal from dA:

I have so much crap going on in my life it makes my head spin. I haven't went through one month without sumin bad happening. Its like I'm cursed or something, wait... I was born exactly 220 years after the biggest witch exicution in Salem and in Salem, so... yeah I'm cursed.

Aiden, Josh, Matt, and I didn't get to go camping like we had planned, while we were driving I get a call from my friend Veronica, who's a volenteer at the hospital, and guess what? My Dad, Candy, AND Elena got in a car accident! So we had to rush back out there, thank the sweet Lord Elena was just fine. But... Dad and Candy are both in critical condition... no one is sure they'll make it. My Dad's lawyer met me as we got to the hospital, wanted to talk to me about some papers my dad had sent him. Guess what they are? It says if Dad and Candy die I'm Elena's guardian! That's one hell of a responibilty to throw at a 17 year old boy, I mean I'm barely scraping by in school, I don't have a job, I'm a paranoid depressed freak, and they expect to me to raise my sister if something happens to them? Shit. But I guess I have no choice, I don't mind taking care of her, I love her, she's my baby sis, ain't nufin I wouldn't do for her, its just my life is so messed up, she doesn't need to be involved in it.

To add to that shit, Josh and I got in a huge ass fight the other night over him screwing around with Karen and Kira, which yeah that upsets me a lot. Then he had to bring up my childhood, which God knows you don't talk about. My childhood is so fucked up it ain't funny. There's a reason for all fears, Saora is afraid of needles because she was in the hospital most of her childhood, I'm a genophobic cuz of my childhood.
Oh and apparently we're back together!! Yeah, see? Messed up life.

That's about all that's going on, I have a lot of shit going on, so if I don't get on, guys, its cuz I'm trying to deal with this crap, so don't think I don't care bout you guys, I'm sorry if I can't answer your messages every time I get on, kay?

Well, I'm gonna get off and take Elena out for a walk, so I'll talk later.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

So ya know, Josh and I had broke up for a few days, just thought I would clear that up. I spend more time on deviantart these days, so if you have an account on there feel free to come by: strawberrypunkrocker.deviantart.com

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