Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Screw it all!
Okay, ya know what?! I've had it! I'm so frickin sick und tired of my parents lies! I swear almost every other freaking day it turns out I have another sibling! Wanna know what sucks the most!?? My parents aren't even my f*ckin real parents!! Well that about explains why the hell my mother treats us like shit! For nearly seventeen f*ckin years of my damn life I've been lied to about everything!! Oh, boy, can't wait to tell all my sibs that our mum und dad aren't really our mum und dad!
The only freaking reason I know this is because I had to go to the doctors for a check up about my heart, the doctor said I wasn't getting any better nor would I get any better.... He said I need a heart transplant, my 'dad' offered it, so we had to do a damn blood test... he said we couldn't because we don't share the same blood type or DNA for that matter!! I asked my 'dad' why and he explained that all of us were adopted, we're all siblings, cept my little sisters, not including Ru und Kira.

To make matters worse, I went to visit Seth und Axel, Seth's in the hospital, he has cancer, und from the sounds of it, he may not make it...
Great, in just one day I find out that I'm adopted und that my best friend may die.....

On a brighter note I visited my granddad, yes he is my biological granddad.... he just never freaking knew that I wasn't with my real parents. So he says he gonna contact them und have them come visit him und when they show up he wants me und all my sibs there....
So here in awhile I have to go face my birth parents. Even though I hate my mum, I don't really hate my dad, the ones that adopted me, because he at least never treated me badly like she did... und here I thought March would be a good month for me, lol oh yeah its sure been a nice month!

Reply to alphonse13:
Yes I had a really crazy day... though in some parts it was humorous. I just wish Shasta hadn't ate my pants... they were nice! lol. Yeah, my sis Kira got pregnant, und she only turned 13 in December... rotten child she is. Hospitals are horrible, usually when I'm there, before they can put the IV in I pass out... I'm a wimp lol. But I'll be back there soon, und it says up there why *points to the top of post*...

:) Okay, well everyone please have a better week than me, alright? :D

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Sunday, March 1, 2009

   just bored
Yesterday I was out walking around town when this car came drivin by and I heard girls screaming "We're gonna die" and some other shit. Guess what? One of em is a friend of Saora's... she was telling Saora about her day, and what happened so Saora told her that I heard them. It was a bit strange... I'm just out tryin ta get to Hot Topic to buy sum new pants since Yatsu stole my old ones and then a freaking car comes by with a bunch of screaming girls...
Did I get my new pants? No. Why? Because when i got home my dog Shasta ate them! Why? I have no clue why!!! -_-" I want my damn pants... paid sixty dollars for one pair of pants then my dog freaking eats them!! Now I have no pants but Vicious', which are 60,000 miles too long! Damnit, now I won't have pants till next saturday when I get my allowence...

I gotta get up off my lazy ass und do sumin! I could go find my damn cell phone und call my bitchy ass sister und cuss her out for being pregant... well she was... she had a miscarriage. Ah, well I can still yell at her.
Or... I could go walking und get called anorexic by that weird old man down the street. I am not anorextic, damnit, my stomach eats itself, und i really mean it, i can't gain weight, its impossible for me, why do ya think i'm constantly in the hospital? which pay the freaking way, thank gott i haven't been there this month, but its the beginning of march... so we won't know if i'm going there or not. let's hope not, i hate being in hospitals, i have so many freaking scars on the cock of my elbow from all those damn IVs they shove in me... *quizy* now i feel dizzy... oh man i hate ivs... and needles... basicly anything at hospitals! Except my great, great, great granddad, he's cool. But he's like 110 years old. I know what! I'll go visit him today... yeah! Visitin meh granddad! He's a bit strange, but hey he hasn't gone senile yet. Well... he's senile around my mum und dad but with me und my bros, he's not. I wonder what random story he'll tell me today.
Gotta go visit the old dude, see ya!!

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

   Happy V-day everyone! (Like I could give a sh*t)
Happy v-day. How's it goin for everyone? I ain't doin nothing but watchin the twins, cuz I'm grouned.
So hope you all are havin a good day. Bye!

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

In serious pain!
my wrist is broken, und i know i probably shouldn't be typin with one, but i don't give a crap, so haha!
I'm babysittin my lil sibs, a month old now. Suki and Ai are awesome, they threw a rattle at my mum this morning. :D Made me so happy. Taught them a lot, i did.... i'm startin ta think i sound like my really really british gran. lol.

Yeah, Kira's begging me not to be mad at her. why the hell should i forgive her!? I am gonna go out to her house and beat her with a damn couch! Again!
Yes, me and Kira had fights where we beat each other with furniture... like microwaves! :3 or a couch! X3 you don't know how fun fights like that are.

I haven't really talked to any of my friends at all lately... things in our lives are just too hectic. Like I'm stuck with the bitch for a mother while my brothers are enjoyin themselves in Wales with our dad. I hate bein stuck with my mum. She hates me! Well... she doesn't actually, but she's always yellin at me for everything!
I sound really childish right now, lol, deal with it! XD

I'm actually in a good mood for once. Oh yeah, before i forget, my brithday falls on a friday this year! Whoo-hoo friday the 13th in november... those don't seem to work together though... Ah, well at least my lucky day comes again for my b-day. I was born on a Friday the 13th. :D
I enjoy cursed days so much. :3

Valentine's day is comin up... pointless day to me. Just makes me think of the st. valentine's day massacre... i have a friend who's granddad knew the dude responsible for that day.... scary.

i'm tired, and in pain. i had to have surgery on my wrist, now it looks like i frickin ripped my wrist open.... again... i swear i stopped doing that... I stopped the day Saora kicked my ass for it.
but now my wrist hurts really badly... i can't do much with it. i just wanna play my guitar...... :( I'm now sad.

And yeah... Strawberry is kinda... i dunno stupid today. lol at least i'm happy!!

See ya, everyone!!!

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Saturday, January 24, 2009

   Annoyence
Me and Mika broke up, again, not much of a surprise there. Ah, well, if we were meant to be we'll get back together, but I highly doubt, me and her have been off and on since 6th grade.

My mom gave birth to twins last night, that's the twenty-fourth addition to my family, yes i have twenty three siblings. Mom asked me to pick out names, cuz she doesn't know any good 'new age' names, I said Ai and Suki would be good. And yeah, that's what they're named. Mom and dad went out to dinner so I'm babysitting my new brother and sister (Ai is my baby brother and Suki is my baby sister), they're just cute, and that's sayin sumin, cuz none of my sibs were cute.
With any luck they won't turn out like Kira, and since I have basically raised all of my siblings they probably won't. I sound way too mature for my age, but if you lived my life you would too.

I'm pissed at Asami because she's been treating Saora like shit again, and now she's making it seem like Saora's fault for this fight. I was there when this fight started, Asami got new friends and a new boyfriend and as always completely forgets Saora. Ya know with the way I defend her you would think I'm in love with her? Well guess what, I am. Haha! Lol, pointless romance I know, because me and her are just friends, and when Saora says that she means it. Ah, well, doesn't mean I can't love her.

I gotta get off incase the twins wake up. Later.

--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

HOLY HELL!!! (warning, long post! Not my fault)
Kira is pregnant! My aunt Claire called and told me! Holy shit, she hasn't even turned fourteen! What the frickin hell is with this girl!? Well splended, I'm gonna be a f*ckin uncle for the billionth time, damnit! Neither of my parents really care, hello, she's 13 years old!! She's a child, she isn't ready to have a baby! Oh dear lord, shoot me now!!

On the good note, Jewel and Shadow's wedding went good. My brother is finally married, now I have another brother. That's good, i always knew those two would end up together, now only if Yatsu would leave Jewel alone for being gay, Yatsu isn't a homophob, he's just... well he's stupid and likes making Jewel angry....

I am also mortified, here is why:

Symbol: the Scorpion

Ruling Planet: Mars/Pluto

Ruling House: Eighth House

Element: Water

Quality: Fixed

Body Parts: sex organs

Keyword: SEX

Date with destiny: Cancer, Pisces

Run for the hills: Leo, Aquarius

Where you glow: investigating

What makes you tick: chess

Fitness forecast: sex

Play date: chatting on the Internet

Perfect jobs: private investigator, surgeon

Best accessory: magnifying glass

A sure thing: magnetism

Destination: The Netherlands

Pleasure: mystery, calling the shots, passion

Pain: exposure, simplicity, interruption

Kindness: Your idealism and passionate belief in transformation and rebirth inspires others to want to work toward these goals as intensely you do.

Scorpio's Sun Profile
Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac, and you shouldn't take that lightly. You shouldn't take Scorpios lightly, either. Those born under this Sign are dead serious in their mission to learn about others. There's no fluff or chatter for Scorpios, either: these folks will zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within. Scorpios concern themselves with beginnings and endings, and are unafraid of either; they also travel in a world which is black and white and has little use for gray. The curiosity of Scorpios is immeasurable, which may be why they are such adept investigators. These folks love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. The fact that they have a keen sense of intuition certainly helps.

It's the Scorpion which symbolizes Scorpios, and it's no accident. Much like the Scorpion would rather kill itself than be killed, those born under this Sign are the ones who are in ultimate control of their destiny. It is life on the Scorpion's terms, too, since these folks promote their agenda (they are quite the executives) and see to it that things go forward. Others may find this overbearing (it can be) and even self-destructive, but that's the beauty of the Scorpion: these folks have tremendous regenerative powers, much like the literal Scorpion can lose its tail and promptly grow a new one. Fearless Scorpions rarely lose, per se, they just keep on going, since they are stubborn and determined to succeed (this Scorpio trait is in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this Sign). Scorpios work as hard as they do so they can someday sit back and feel satisfied with themselves. These folks are intense, passionate and filled with desire. They're also complex and secretive, so don't expect to get much out of them, lest they become suspicious and exit stage left. It's best not to bet against Scorpios, either, since these folks are surprisingly resourceful.

Scorpio is ruled by the Planets Mars and Pluto. Mars was the God of War in ancient Roman mythology and is the first (and most ancient) ruler of Scorpio. When Pluto was discovered in the 20th century, it was also assigned to this Sign. Pluto was known as the God of the Underworld in ancient Roman times, so when coupled with Mars, expect some intense energy to head toward Scorpions here on Earth. This planetary combo makes for people who are motivated, penetrating and aware. Scorpions don't miss much, since they are highly attuned to the vibrations of others. They are intuitive, probing and very focused on knowing who's who and what's what. Scorpions can lose their temper (and even become vengeful) when someone gets in their way, so it's best to give them plenty of room. Remember, they're unafraid, and a loss today simply means an opportunity for victory tomorrow.

The Element associated with Scorpio is Water. As opposed to the 'roiling seas' seen in other Water Signs, a better motto for Scorpions would be 'still waters run deep.' Those born under this Sign are as emotional as their waterborne brethren, it's just that they're not as likely to show it. The Scorpio's emotions are repressed, kept under cover. Again, secrets to be used another day. That said, be aware that these folks are clever, perceptive and always in the mix. Their ability to see into things can sometimes be a curse for Scorpions, however, since they can take an insignificant matter and turn it into a huge slight. Beware the Scorpion who feels crossed! These folks can turn vindictive in no time flat. Luckily, once Scorpions catch their breath, they will return to their usual determined and loyal (albeit strong-willed) ways. Finally, while Scorpions aren't above some subtle manipulation to get what they want, they'd much rather take a scientific, even mystical path. The Scorpio-born are powerful and passionate, qualities which serve them well, as long as they don't let them deteriorate into self-indulgence or compulsion.

Scorpios love competition in both work and play, which is why they'll air it out in sports and games. Extreme sports are right up the Scorpion's alley, as is most anything which will test their mettle. They've got to have an adversary, since it makes the game that much more fun. The Scorpion's colors? Powerful red and serious black. When it comes to love, though, Scorpions soften up a bit and are caring and devoted with their lovers, even if they do hold on a bit tight. Scorpions are also lusty in the extreme (how else?), so they need to be mindful of their reproductive organs.

The great strength of the Scorpio-born is in their determination, passion and motivation. Scorpions don't know the word quit, which is why they usually get the job done. A powerhouse? Like no other.


I am gonna kill Saora for sending me this, yes just what a genophobic wants to read...

I gotta get dinner started.... so ja, laters.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Thursday, January 8, 2009

ugh
Well I'm busy downloading really, really crappy music for my eight year old neighbor so i can put it on her mp3 player. after that i gotta get around to helping Shadow find a good tux for his wedding Saturday, he shoulda done that a long time ago. I already got Jewel his tux, he won't wear a dress, which me and Shadow tried to convince him to do, lol, he got pissed at us. i enjoy annoying my brothers. I called Saora and asked if she would design a tux for him, she did, and e-mailed the pic ta me, so tomorrow i gotta take it down to the tailor.

I haven't talked to Kira, she won't answer her phone, bitchy sister. I get the feeling she's pregnant.... i won't be surprised if she is. Back when i met Kira she was really, really skanky. I had to throw out a different guy every night. Now i know why my parents didn't want her. Okay, that's kinda mean, but its true. My little sister is a bitch.

I gotta get around to get my midgets in bed (not actual midgets, i'm babysitting my neighbor's kids and compared to me they're midgets, lol)

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Friday, January 2, 2009

merf
I just got back from visiting Kira, the whole time i was there she treated me like shit, she was acting like a total bitch. I think its only because she doesn't want me makin her lookin bad in front of her new boyfriend and her new friends.
Jewel and Shadow are getting married in a couple of weeks, i'm glad my lil bro found true love. Seems like every one in my family gets married young, Vicious is goin on 18 and he's married, my rents married when my mum was 15, and Seth was 16 when him and Axel got married... but then again Seth isn't family, technically he is.

how was everyone's christmas and new year? mine was pathetic, cuz Kira treated me like crap, she's gone back to her old ways, hates my guts again.

Yeah, well, gonna get goin.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Saying it now cuz i probably won't be on in a few days
Merry X-Mas peoples, as it states, I will be gone on Christmas, I'm driving out to see Kira, so moreinlikely i won't be able to get on, its a long trip and I gotta get goin soon.
Hope everyone's havin a good break, and have a good Christmas and a happy new years.
I'll talk ta everyone when I get back.

merry chrismas!!

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

i is bored........
Things seem to be lookin good in meh life. though i wish i was with Saora right now, cuz she's been sad and lonely lately and its probably cuz xmas is comin round, she never liked xmas and maybe its cuz a few years ago her dad walked out on her on christmas day, other than before i'm not sure why she hates it.

Next month Jewel and Shadow are getting married, i think its cool that my brother can marry the person he loves. almost everyone i know thinks its so wrong, i find nothin wrong with it, for a few reasons: there is nothin wrong with it, we love who we love, my best friends are gay, Seth and Axel got married, my brother is gettin married to his boyfriend.
i'm taking math at the public school, and monday i'm chewin that stupid prep angelica's butt out, she took pics of Jewel and Shadow on their date and then posted them all over the school, Jewel is not openly gay in school, because most of the student body are gay bashers. why must that bitch be so mean to my family.

i'm thirsty, but Yatsu stuck the pepsi in the freezer not the fridge!!! my triplet is so stupid!
i fell out of my attic again and broke my ankle again and i landed on Yatsu. I kinda feel bad about it, but whatever, he came flying through the window and landed on me. i seriously have one whacked family. i blame my weird parents for it.....

and now my rant has come to an end.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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