Sunday, September 28, 2008

(i ain't go no subject.... well i guess that counts as one)
I guess things are better, I just don't want to go to theropy. Dad's making me go to theropy because i can't deal with my issues. He's being an annoyin pain the ass lately, giving us lectures and whatnot about living by ourselves, none of us are going to do anything like that, and the two that actually would won't because they don't want another kid.
I wish dad would stop with all the lecturing me about theropy and medication, i don't want to go to theropy and i don't need medication, except for my heart but that's normal. I know Jewel thinks the same, dad's got him going to theropy and now he's on meds. i wish i could slap my dad senseless.

Jewel and i are babysitting some neighborhood kids, they're good kids. i just wish one would stop jumping around. But I don't blame him, sitting around a house can be boring, i used to run outside and get lost cuz i was bored, my parents would get so pissed at me for it.
awd i'm bored and tired. i called Saora and she wasn't all there, she's been babysitting her sibs cuz her mom has work and they keep her up almost all night. kids do that, they love to annoy their older sibs, i love to annoy Vicious, though sumtimes it might not be a smart thing to do.

I'm gonna get the kids a snack and ransack my kitchen till i find a good snack.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

   What's the point?
I don't see any point in my life anymore. I think everything is falling apart, Seth has this really bad bleeding ulsur, he told me he'll be alright, but I'm scared he won't be. Axel's more scared than me, well he has a right to be, it is his fiance, and if sumin happens ta Seth he'll be alone with their two sons.... I wish my life wasn't so fucked. Saora told me that if i keep up my depression she's gonna slap me senseless the next time she sees me and I'm damn sure she will.

Me and Jewel plan on goin on a tour around the city today, just walking and annoyin all the old people that give us shit about how we look. Seems fun, but my mind ain't at ease.

We found Vicious, he came falling through the ceiling this morning, it was pretty funny. Cept I didn't get ta finish meh poptart. Jewel was laughing his head off, it took him a few hours to finally stop laughing.

check my last post to see Saora's art.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

blah blah blah blah blah and another blah
As it says, BLAH! I am bored and ain't got notin ta do. Yatsu is limping around the house, I guess he's just a retard, oh well, he's still my brother, whether i like it or not. I try ta warn Yatsu that even though Jewel is feminine and gay doesn't mean he can't kick Yatsu's fat ass. But no, Yatsu won't listen ta me.

My life seems pointless without Emily around, i can't believe she broke up with me. What a sad pointless life i lead. Ah well, so long as i have my family.

I wonder where Vicious went to, just like Yatsu he went missing, which really sucks cuz Vicious is awesome. Yatsu is not. I guess the wall doesn't like my family. Ren and Roy are trying to break it down, but so far no good, all they get are very bad headaches. Yep, my stupid little brothers.

I think i'm gonna ransack my kitchen, just for the hell of it.

Family pictures: (drawn by Saora)

Ren and Roy:



Me, Gemini, and Jewel:



Vicious and Kira:



Yatsu:



Jay and Shay;



--Strawberry Miyavi--

(art is copyrighted to Saora, The Angel Sango)

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

darnit!
we found Yatsu, he was sleeping in the hidden room of the closet. Damn! I was hoping we wouldn't find him. ah well. at least he's okay.

Jewel got mad at Yatsu cuz Yatsu told him he looks girly, Jewel may look girly but he's very strong, don't wanna get on his bad side, it may be da end of ya.

I'm happy cuz I got to yell at Kira, it was fun. I'm a happy person. Yeah i know i'm a horrid brother, but its so much fun! =D

reply to TaintedSanity: yes Jewel is gay, and no we didn't even try.

Well i guess go to deviantart.com, type Masaki Family in the search bar and it will be the fifth picture. Hope it helps.

I am gonna go ransack the kitchen till i find sumin good ta eat, so laterz!

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Friday, September 12, 2008

I iz bored
Nothing new, we went out shopping today, not that great, a bunch a girls wouldn't leave me and Jewel alone and got pissed at Jewel when he said he wasn't interested in them, if they only knew why...

Jewel and I were up till five this morning playing video games... we got in a lot of trouble for that. It ain't like we have school... School doesn't start till next week. All of us kids are taking online classes, we refuse to go back to public school. I don't need to get into anymore fights with the jocks.

We can't find Yatsu, last we saw him he was getting his coat out of the closet and we haven't seen him since. Been quite peaceful without him around. I told Kira and she said a ghost got him. its possible but I'm pretty sure even the dead don't want Yatsu.

Anyways, copy and paste this link into your browser to see Saora's picture of my family:

http://kaoruxhikaruxharuhi.deviantart.com/art/Masaki-Family-97340333

let me know which one you think looks the best ;)

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Sunday, September 7, 2008

Family Portrait (hand drawn)
Saora sent me this picture she drew, of my family, well certain members of my family, it is really awesome, it looks exactly like us only in manga form!! I'm gonna post it on here at the end of my post. She told me she's going to start a band, right now she's recording her singing some music and goin to burn it and send it to me. That'll be pretty damn cool. She has an amazing voice.

Jewel and I beat the crap outta Yatsu (again) without hurting his broken arm. It was fun, a lot of fun.

I talked to Kira over the phone, she says she'll call me more. Which is good and she says she'll talk to Emily.

Emily broke up with today.... she said she deosn't want me involved in her life anymore. She said she doesn't want me burdened with her problems.... I didn't really care, I wanted to help her out... but i guess she didn't want me to. Somehow I knew this would come but I didn't want to face it. I LOVE Emily, more than anything on earth... i can't do without her. i can't take it... i need Emily in my life. She's everything to me, she's my everything.

Seht's son Caleb spoke his first word today, "Mommy" and it was to Seth! lol, i feel bad for Seth, he hates being called "mommy", Axel rubs it in real thick by telling Seth it shouldn't bother him cuz he's the girl of the relationship... if only Axel would keep his mouth shut he wouldn't get punched so much. Seth has a temper, not wise to make him loose it.

Well here's the picture, if any of you wanna visit her site its The Angel Sango.

(edit) it isn't working right so she's puttig it on her site, go see it at: The Angel Sango, and while you're there sign her GB!

link to deviantart (copy and paste it into your browser):

http://kaoruxhikaruxharuhi.deviantart.com/art/Masaki-Family-97340333

Oh and let me know which one of us you think looks the best. ;)
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Friday, September 5, 2008

   uh....
i'm tired, got a headahce, and i'm bored. Last night Yatsu decided he was gonna be a pain in the ass by trying to sing opera, so Jewel and I kicked his sorry ass. But we got in trouble because Yatsu has a broken arm. I should have a right to beat up my triplet, he's my triplet! I has a right!

I talked to Kira and all she had to say was "Ok" and "Why was mom at the bar?" and that was it. She's a frigin pain in the ass.

I can't wait till I get to go back to the US, even though I really like it out here in the UK. The house we're moving into is really nice, its supposedly haunted, cool. Lizzie is moving in with us cuz she doesn't wanna move to L. A. I don't blame her, LA sucks (no offense ta anyone who lives there) but I've been there before and didn't like it. I've lived many places and never liked em.

Saora told me she's writing a book about me and my family. Quite interesting, I'm gonna be in a book. ^____^ I know she'll make the book really good and it'll probably follow everything because Saora is an amazing writer. I know one day she'll be the world's best author.
I'm hoping that she'll get her novels published soon and i hope she can get into the acting bussiness soon, she's really good.

I guess I'm gonna go help Jewel beat the hell outta Yatsu.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

yep
I'm at a hotel, doing nothin. My dad is letting us go back home in a month, he rented a house for us, he says we're old to take care of ourselves, so it'll just be me, Jewel, Yatsu, Ren, Roy, Gemini, Jay, Shay, Vicious, Audra, Shania (Vicious' daughter), and Shadow. Not bad.
Oh and I found out, Audra had the baby, looks just like her too. She's cute.
Since Vicious is mentally scarred (don't ask bout what) Dad said I'm in charge of my sibs. I'm the second oldest and I'm in charge? That just proves how insane my dad is. But I'm glad he's letting us live where we want instead of making us move, sad thing is he installed a bunch of hidden cameras so he'll know what we're doing at all times but whatever i doubt any of us would do anything we should. I'm pretty sure Audra and Vicous won't do nothin, they have a kid and I'm pretty sure they don't want any more.

I'm very frigin tired, not much sleep lately, my granddad had a heart attack and i stayed with him at the hospital. But since it was minor he came home this morning. My mom moved back to New York, she's such an ass.

No word from my bitchy ass sister Kira, i'll call her tomorrow when she gets home from school and chew her ass out. She hasn't made an effort to contact any of us. And dad said she doesn't live with him any more that she's living with a friend of hers.

Maru-chan, I was going to comment on your site today but my computer's screwed up and won't allow me on anyone's site, i'm trying to fix it so whenever it lets me i'll come by and comment! I promise!

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Monday, September 1, 2008

if i could i would....
blow a hole in my brain! I'm so frigin pissed off! AHHHH! What in the hell!? Probably makin no sense as to why I'm angry....

Well, for starters my mom is just fine (that is not why i'm angry), and today when i went to see her she got all mad at me for no f*ckin reason! She's makin me and all my siblings (except my little sisters) go live with our dad, and he's moving to Wales, England!!!! How many frigin times am I gonna move to the England!? Does anyone know how many times I've moved there!? Lots! I am getting sick of it!! I don't wanna move, I like living where i live! I won't be able to see any of my friends, i'll be moving away from Emily right when she needs me the most! Why do my parents always do this!?
When i was six I lived in New York with my mom and she sent me to live with my dad... in Spain! I hated it out there! Then five months later he sent me back to my mom in Tokyo! I have serious issue with moving.
Another reason ta be angry, cuz Jewel is sad, cuz now he won't be able to be with Shadow, and they are frickin happy together! Why do my parents keep makin him sad!?!?! ITS PISSIN ME OFF!!!!
I'm tired of my parents always makin me move right when I'm happy... I hate this.... i guess my parents don't want me to be happy.
Everything has been goin good, my mom woke up from a coma, my heart is doing better which means I'm able to continue with my band and we found a club that needs a band, and I got to see Saora! Why does my happiness never last?

I'm not bein very thoughtful, to all who read (which is not many, probably only Maru-chan (taintedSanity) comes by, by the way, thanks for always commenting^^ much apricated), don't let my saddness make ya feel bad... I just have a very f*cked up life.

I guess i'll call my theropist (Seth, he's always gettin me through everything so i call him my theropist, lol) see ya. I'll probably still be on everyday.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Sunday, August 31, 2008

   completely bored
i'm hangin out with two of the most awesomest people ever, my triplets: Jewel and Yatsu. well Yatsu sometimes ain't the awesomest but... well, he my's brother and he's cool in a very stupid way.

i'm tired but i can't sleep, cuz my mom woke up from her coma and she needs surgery, so i'm staying up waiting to hear how it went.

I talked with Saora, she says when she gets her liscense next her she's driving out to wherever Kira lives and is gonna beat the crap outta her. She's also annoyin the hell outta me by reminded me bout my stupid day, me, her, and Seth were hanging out, i was tired and wired on way too much soda so my brain cells were all scrambled, i dunno what Seth said and i wasn't thinking but i replied with "you're gay!" Seth looked and me like i was stupid and said "Yes, i think i know that." but lucky me, Seth doesn't care when people say that to him.

I want to knock Yatsu out, cuz he keeps bugging me, he wants to shove something up Jewel's nose since he fell asleep. if he doesn't shut up i'll shove the tv remote up his nose!!

i'm gonna go pass out somewhere on the floor... the floor is nice...^^

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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