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Monday, September 1, 2008


if i could i would....
blow a hole in my brain! I'm so frigin pissed off! AHHHH! What in the hell!? Probably makin no sense as to why I'm angry....

Well, for starters my mom is just fine (that is not why i'm angry), and today when i went to see her she got all mad at me for no f*ckin reason! She's makin me and all my siblings (except my little sisters) go live with our dad, and he's moving to Wales, England!!!! How many frigin times am I gonna move to the England!? Does anyone know how many times I've moved there!? Lots! I am getting sick of it!! I don't wanna move, I like living where i live! I won't be able to see any of my friends, i'll be moving away from Emily right when she needs me the most! Why do my parents always do this!?
When i was six I lived in New York with my mom and she sent me to live with my dad... in Spain! I hated it out there! Then five months later he sent me back to my mom in Tokyo! I have serious issue with moving.
Another reason ta be angry, cuz Jewel is sad, cuz now he won't be able to be with Shadow, and they are frickin happy together! Why do my parents keep makin him sad!?!?! ITS PISSIN ME OFF!!!!
I'm tired of my parents always makin me move right when I'm happy... I hate this.... i guess my parents don't want me to be happy.
Everything has been goin good, my mom woke up from a coma, my heart is doing better which means I'm able to continue with my band and we found a club that needs a band, and I got to see Saora! Why does my happiness never last?

I'm not bein very thoughtful, to all who read (which is not many, probably only Maru-chan (taintedSanity) comes by, by the way, thanks for always commenting^^ much apricated), don't let my saddness make ya feel bad... I just have a very f*cked up life.

I guess i'll call my theropist (Seth, he's always gettin me through everything so i call him my theropist, lol) see ya. I'll probably still be on everyday.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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