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myOtaku.com: Strawberry Miyavi
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Monday, November 3, 2008
I screwed up... big time
I've been back home for awhile, and I'm living close to Saora. The other night I got extremely depressed, which is not good, I couldn't think right, all I could think about was killing myself. Everything seemed hopeless... no one was there... so... I tried to jump... all my family saw it... my frineds... but worse... Saora. My best friend, the only person who understands whats inside of me. She saw me nearly jump to my death. Vicious convinced me not to jump and I'm here today, Dad said counseling isn't helping, so I'm grounded. But I am on meds for my depression. I can't believe I did that. I can't believe I hurt Saora that bad. I'm such an asshole. How could i have hurt her like that!? Guilt tripping myself probably is not going to make it better, I want to call Saora and talk to her... but I can't figure out what to tell her. Maybe i should just go see her and talk to her. I need to make sure she's okay, i feel so horrible for what i did. I'm glad I didn't jump, because I have too much to live for, I have a good family, good friends, (and yes that includes my friends on here).
Gonna go see Saora.
--Strawberry Miyavi--
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