Friday, March 27, 2009

Somewhere along the lines of happiness
Anyways, good news!! I'm gonna be outta here on the first of apirl! yay!!! *dances around happily* eh hum... erm, excuse that. But I'm happy! Jewel, Seth, und I will be going home! Oh, hold it, 'home' consists of a bitch from hell mother who is more than willing to knock me on my ass for the slightest of things. But hey, home is home, and home is where my heart lays. Some part of me rather not go, cuz we don't wanna leave Gramps. I mean the doctor told us he probably won't make it another week or so.... I'll miss him when he goes, he's been kind of like a father for me, und if you've known me since i joined here, a father is something i've never really had.
Ja, sure I have my dad, not my real one, but he's only been in my life since i was fourteen. So I can't really say he's a father figure.

I found out that Josh, Kira's boyfriend dumped her because of a misscarriage, who the hell does that boy think he is treating my little sister like that!? Misscarriages run common in my family actually, my real mum had a few misscarriages before she birthed Vicious.
So when I get outta here the first thing i'm doin is huntin that ass down and kill him, after i kill those damn jocks for hurtin my brother! Why do jocks always have to look down on us because we're different? sure i wear nail polish and eye liner, but at least i'm not out f*ckin every cheerleader who comes my way or doin steroids. And then just because my little sister was a cheerleader and had a couple relationships that were off and on they think they have a right to waltz right up to her and bang her, well news flash for these assholes, not while i'm around!!! Yes, I am very protective of my siblings. Well someone hasta. But yeah... i have issues with jocks, 'gangstas', and all those fruit loops, seems as those they all find sum way ta piss me off.

Its the middle of the night und I can't sleep. its cuz sumin made me start thinkin. We got a new roommate today, he's a emo-ish type of kid. only a year younger than me, he nearly died doing herion and it made me reflect on the life i used to lead. he says his home life is pretty bad, his dad's a pedophile and his mom works four jobs, he begged me today to help him, and ya know what? i did. because i care and cuz i saw myself in him. he leads the same life i used too... minus the drugs part. with a lot of luck, his life may improve.

i'm tired, but i can't sleep, sumthing's just naggin at the back of my mind and i dunno what. Nighty-night, everyone.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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