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Wednesday, August 26, 2009


I live in a nightmare
Just cuz I don't feel like typing up a whole other post, I'm just gonna paste my journal from dA:

I have so much crap going on in my life it makes my head spin. I haven't went through one month without sumin bad happening. Its like I'm cursed or something, wait... I was born exactly 220 years after the biggest witch exicution in Salem and in Salem, so... yeah I'm cursed.

Aiden, Josh, Matt, and I didn't get to go camping like we had planned, while we were driving I get a call from my friend Veronica, who's a volenteer at the hospital, and guess what? My Dad, Candy, AND Elena got in a car accident! So we had to rush back out there, thank the sweet Lord Elena was just fine. But... Dad and Candy are both in critical condition... no one is sure they'll make it. My Dad's lawyer met me as we got to the hospital, wanted to talk to me about some papers my dad had sent him. Guess what they are? It says if Dad and Candy die I'm Elena's guardian! That's one hell of a responibilty to throw at a 17 year old boy, I mean I'm barely scraping by in school, I don't have a job, I'm a paranoid depressed freak, and they expect to me to raise my sister if something happens to them? Shit. But I guess I have no choice, I don't mind taking care of her, I love her, she's my baby sis, ain't nufin I wouldn't do for her, its just my life is so messed up, she doesn't need to be involved in it.

To add to that shit, Josh and I got in a huge ass fight the other night over him screwing around with Karen and Kira, which yeah that upsets me a lot. Then he had to bring up my childhood, which God knows you don't talk about. My childhood is so fucked up it ain't funny. There's a reason for all fears, Saora is afraid of needles because she was in the hospital most of her childhood, I'm a genophobic cuz of my childhood.
Oh and apparently we're back together!! Yeah, see? Messed up life.

That's about all that's going on, I have a lot of shit going on, so if I don't get on, guys, its cuz I'm trying to deal with this crap, so don't think I don't care bout you guys, I'm sorry if I can't answer your messages every time I get on, kay?

Well, I'm gonna get off and take Elena out for a walk, so I'll talk later.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

So ya know, Josh and I had broke up for a few days, just thought I would clear that up. I spend more time on deviantart these days, so if you have an account on there feel free to come by: strawberrypunkrocker.deviantart.com

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