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myOtaku.com: Strawberry Miyavi
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Life only throws the worst at me...
Okay, so we officially moved into the cabin two days ago, I got hired at a music store, I get to sell records and guitars. That's probably the best place for me to work, and as for Josh, he works at my great Uncle's farm. And cuz of mine and Josh's high grades and high IQs the school decided to graduate us early, tho we have to go back for graduation in May. Josh and I were supposed to have been in a second year of college but we decided to just go back and finish up high school...
Anywayz, last night Josh and I were talking about our future together, he wants us to get married and adopt... but I'm not sure that's what I want to do. I don't really like the idea of marriage thanks to my parents' hopeless marriages... and I'm not sure I want kids... So were started to argue about it, Josh got mad and stormed out of here...
I went to bed, thinking he'd be home when I woke up and life would just go one like it always would... but no. I woke up and he wasn't home, I called his cell and no answer, and then the worry hit. I've been trying to call him all day and haven't got any answer from him...
This is one reason why I hate being in a relationship... I swore I'd never be weak or pathetic for anyone, that no one could ever break my sheild and get inside... well obviously that didn't work out cuz Josh got passed my sheild, I've been crying and worrying about him all day... What if something happened to him? I don't know what I'd do without Josh, I really don't... I'm so scared of loosing him. He's the only person I've ever truly loved and if something happened to him.....
I dunno what to do. If he doesn't show up soon I'm callin the police... damn regret keeps seeping through the sorrow... The last words we spoke to each other were horrible and if something happened to him the last thing I told him was he was a selfish ass... Now I feel like shit... I'm gonna go look for him, but I needed to get this out... so yeah...
--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--
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