myOtaku.com: StupidBMXer

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-05-16
Gender
• Male
Location
• somewhere.....over the rainbow i guess
Member Since
• 2004-11-09
Occupation
• student by day,.......batman.....by night?.....you know what,why dont you get a job
Real Name
• mike,mikey,mikester,big mike,michael,michelle, miguel, micheal, and of course watermelon

Personal

Achievements
• I played golf... I did not get a hole in one, but I did hit a guy. That's way more satisfying...
Anime Fan Since
• pokemonmonmonmonmon......
Favorite Anime
• ,with that guythat show,and he has that thing,and theres that bad guy,but he doesnt know it,so he gets all angry and tries to destroy the world,but that other guy(with the thing) stops him and he saves that girl with those big eyes and then the end
Goals
• good question,or statement,iono.go to college,get a degree,something in the medical field,blah blah blah
Hobbies
• moving my mouth,breathing,sitting, and sometimes standing up!
Talents
• yeaaaaaaa.....im smart? and can do your homework? and i can draw? and wrestle/play football/golf?

myOtaku.com: StupidBMXer

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

i need more hobbies
You’re here and I’m there
We don’t see eye to eye anymore and
Each other as often as we’d both liked
It felt like we went our own separate ways
You did your thing and I did mine

What can I do?
What can I say?
To comfort you and
Make things seem
All the more better

I feel as if there’s no hope left for our friendship
To get any better than it already has
All we built and emphasized
Our friendship on
All came crashing down

I close my eyes and
I see that I am finally free…
My heart is free to love
My soul is free to love, hate, inspire and
Do as I go and please

This is the freefall
The moment where
My heart and soul
Gets an unknown feeling
I never had felt before
A feeling
That I thought was never real

A strong desire lurks deep inside of me
To finally feel all these emotions, feelings and thoughts
I never thought would ever come true
Now, that it has
My spirits and hopes have been lifted up

This feeling
I’m feeling it
A feeling that my heart, mind, body, and soul
That feels this is all I need to brighten up my day
This is all I need to be living
There is more to this
Than just finally feeling free and
Able to let go of all the things
That’ll never happen to me
I’ll go and do as I please
I’ll let go
If I have to
Always and forever
I’ll hold on to this precious yet delightful feeling
I’m on my way to the freefall

Drifting Away

I let my doubts and fears get to me
I let them get the best of me
I was scared to see
Our friendship together

I realized that it brings me down
Knowing that I’m not taking the time
Like I’ve always wanted to in my mind for so very long
To take the time and really get to know you and all your friends better
There are many people out there like you
Who wants to be my friend?
By showing that you care, look out for me, and help me with anything
That I need help on

You all were always there for me
No matter who or what I am?
Deep down, it was I
Who was the one missing out on many great and wonderful things in life?
By not taking my time and your time to really to get know y’all better

Let me know that you want to get to understand me better
I’ll understand and I’ll take my time to understand you too

I feel like I’m drifting away from you
I’m lost and confused in what I want
I’m being content with myself
What I don’t see
Is why I can’t take the time to step outside of that box?
That’s keeping me away from the greater and better things in life
I now can say that
I have learned that
I truly am missing out on life
~fortune cookie

i am keeping my name a secret
i just love the suspense
even though its just a name
love the tiny suspense there is

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