Sunday, July 23, 2006

Myspace ya'll!
I have a myspace. If you have a myspace add me at www.myspace.com/1_800_suicide yeah I'll greatly appreciate it!
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Survey Time
1. WHO ARE YOU?(user name)

2. ARE WE FRIENDS ALREADY?

3. DO YOU LIKE MY SITE?

4. GUESS MY FAVORITE COLOR!?

5. WHAT ANIME ON MY LIST DO YOU AGREE WITH? (which one do you like that i like)

6. GIVE ME A NICKNAME AND EXPLAIN WHY YOU PICKED IT

7. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD

8. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF ME?

9. DO YOU STILL THINK THAT WAY OF ME NOW?

10. AM I A GOOD FRIEND?

11. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

12. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?

13. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

14. EVER WANTED TO TELL ME SOMETHING BUT FELT AFRAID TO? (PM ME)

15. DO YOU THINK IM NICE?

16. DO YOU THINK IM JUDGEMENTAL?

17. ARE YOU GOING TO PUT THIS ON YOUR SITE AND SEE WHAT I SAY ABOUT YOU?

18. if you could meet 2 people on the otaku who would they be?

You don't have to answer it...
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Forgetting The Unforgettable
Hello everyone. What's up? Nothing much going on here besides boredom. I didn't cut... unfortunately. I really need it though. I might do it tonight, just a little bit here and there. Not like I'm going to kill myself, not today anyway.

Let's see. My mother wants to get a new cat. Free, because we really can't afford to buy another one. I really want a puppy, but I guess a cat will work. Especially for Goku. He needs a new friend, he's moping around. Anyway.

Nothing much to really talk about. I'm going to kill Yahell (yahoo) it won't let me sign into my messenger. I hate it, I want to talk to my friends! Well That's all goodbye.
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Friday, July 21, 2006

Gay Marriage
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is "Wrong"

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behaviour. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans

Please post this if you are for gay marriage.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006

Oh Won't You Please Take Me Home
Hey everyone. How are you? Me? I'm just peachy. I think I'm going to go back to cutting. You wanna know why? My best friend just died. No I guess its not that big a deal considering my best friend happened to be a cat. Yup that's right my beautiful kitty Louis died. My two year old Louis died. I loved that cat, I love him, he was my baby. He was also the very first cat I ever had. But it doesn't matter, its just a cat, right? For those of you wondering what happen, you guess is as good as mine. We took Goku and Louis to the vet today. Goku was getting nuitered, declawed, and his shots. Louis was getting declawed and his shots. Well they came out of anisesia (sp) all right. They called me and everything, telling me everything was okay. Then they went back to check on him like a hour or two later and Louis was dead. We're going to go see him tomorrow when we go pick up Goku. Hopefully Goku is all right. I want to pet my cat one last time. They said they'd cremate him but I want to keep him. So we're going to see if they'll put him in an urn. If they won't do that then we're going to take him and bury him along with the rest of my pets. Why does everyone die on me? First my guinea pig, Lydia, then my grandfather and then my other guinea pig, Brownie, and now Louis. Everyone FUCKING DIES! I don't want anyone to get close to me because everyone I love dearly dies on me. So what if its their time? I want to be with them forever. I bet if I killed myself I'd be with them. Every cut gets me closer and closer to that goal, so long I've been away from cutting. Well who the fuck cares?! I don't it helps me. So fucking what? I want to be with my grandfather, my pets! I want to be with them all. During my funeral I want them to play "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. Remember that somebody, when I'm about to be six feet under someone tell my mother I want them to play "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls at my funeral. Don't let them dress me in anything cutesy. I want to be dressed in what I would normally wear. I want to be dressed in a pair of jeans and my hoodie. I want my hair to be left down. If none of this happens for my funeral I want someone to go on a fucking rampage! Got it?! A fucking rampage! Tell them they're the ones that killed me. I don't care, as long as I don't go down in a pink frilly dress. I think this post is long enough. Good fucking bye.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Something Makes Me Carry On
Hey everyone. Long time no post. lol. Lets see what has been up with me.

well for one my old computer began to die. The fan broke out on it so I had to get a new computer. So I got a new computer, which is cool. Now I can be on all the time again.

Nothing else really happened. So I have nothing really to say. So I'll talk to you all later.
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Sunday, July 9, 2006

Or Maybe Doctor Online can help you die
New layout. I hope you all like it. I love it because its Gojyo. And its my favorite background. Anyway see ya'll later.
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

1-800-SUICIDE
Sorry I haven't updated lately. There is just nothing to talk about.

Saturday Angela stayed the night. I had fun and I think she did too.

This Friday I am going to have a sleep over and I'm hoping I can get some people to come stay the night. We're going to light off the rest of my fire works.

Which reminds me HAPPY FOURTH EVERYONE

That is all from me. Bye
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Monday, June 26, 2006

Goooo Gerbil Go
God I love this song I have a MV of it and I have the lyrics its fucking hilarious

I bought a gerbil
at the petting zoo
If richard grear can do it
I can too
I get undress
I start to lube
I stick the gerbil at the end of the tube
Wondering just how he'll feel
Will he like it better than his little wheel
Careful now he's right beside me
One more inch and he's inside me
Goooo, gerbil, go
Burrow harder, burrow deeper
be my little chimney sweeper
one thing i forgot about
how am i supposed to get you out
so now my gerbil is on easy street
its more than cozy and theres plenty to eat
got to find a way to get him out of his hole
i tried crobars i tried wires
i almost had him with a pair of plyers
i tried cheese but he's not biting
i wish this wasn't so exciting
Goooo, gerbil, go
Jesus, I am such a sucker
Please get out you furry fucker
I think I am getting ill
Suddenly he is very very still
Now its too late
My gerbil died
I guess I have committed gerbicide
Here's some advice its very clear cutt
If you love your gerbil
Don't stick him up your butt
Don't stick him up your butt
Little furry gerbil in your booty hole


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Sunday, June 25, 2006

BOO!
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