Sunday, June 4, 2006

My Hands Are Searching For You, My Arms Are Outstretched Towards You
Hey everyone. What's up? Nothing much going on here, just boredom. It's getting hotter today. I wish it was like winter. I want the cold damnit! And my grandmother won't even put the A/C on.

I'm feeling a lot better today than what I was feeling yesterday. I didn't take my pill this morning and I told my mother I want to take it at night so that it doesn't bother me after taking it. I hope it doesn't make me feel weak again.

I wonder when my blockbuster movie is due back. I wanna keep it for myself, I don't want anyone else watching my Saiyuki: Requiem movie. I just noticed how obsessed with Saiyuki. God I need a life.

My teeth hurt. I have a big chunk of the top part of my molar missing and I think I have a cavity. I need to go brush my teeth or something. It hurts, especially since I could reach my gum from inside my tooth. Stupid chipped tooth.

I'm loving this song called "All Around Me" by Flyleaf so I'm giving you all the lyrics.

My hands are searching for you
my arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed
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Saturday, June 3, 2006

My Hands Around Your Throat And I Think I Hate You
Hey all! What's up? Nothing much going on here. It's been a long time since the last time I updated. I felt like I owed it to the ones who read about my boring life an update. So lets get started.

My grandmother has always had a bad leg, so Tuesday she went into surgery for her leg. She was supposed to be out the same day she came but instead they held her there for a couple days. She came home last night. I kind of liked being home by myself. Considering my mother had to work all night and no one else was home. The only bad thing was I had to fix my own supper and I am limited to what I can fix.

My grandmother is watching this stupid poker show on Bravo. These people are idiots and I think it is stupid to watch someone play poker. It's more fun when you're playing it... especially strip poker, aye Kelsey? ^_^ That was hilarious at Liz's birthday when we were playing strip poker. Kelsey and Athena lost big time. I barely lost an article of clothing. ^_^

Yesterday I got a couple mangas. I also went to the library. I bought Fruits Basket 10 and 11 and a new manga called Godchild. Godchild is by the author of Angel Sanctuary. I think it'll be good if the author did AS. At the Library I got Saiyuki 4-7... only because I felt like rereading it. I also got a book called Crimsion Hero and I also got Cowboy Bebop.

I started a new pill today. I hate it all ready. I woke up and I was extremely tired then when I was taking a shower I could hardly lift my arms. I felt weak so I went back to sleep. I've been sleeping on and off until about 4:30. I'm feeling much stronger now, but I never want to feel like that again!

Well that's all for now. Goodbye
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

We're Not Gonna Take It
Hey all! What's up? Nothing much here I just woke up about half an hour ago. I also just got out of the shower so I feel all clean and refreashed.

Yesterday I didn't get on the computer almost all day. I was at my cousin's house for most of them day. My cousin and I went to go see X-Men 3. OMG! It rocked so hard! That movie was probably the best one out of the three. I thought this X-Men was going to be the last, but they had left a little cliffhanger. It looked as though it isn't over. I hope it's not over. I love these movies.

Today I have no idea what I am doing. My aunt called not to long ago, while I was asleep, saying something that had to do with going to Logan, Iowa (where my grandfather is buried) to go visit my grandfather. She wanted me to ask my grandmother when she got home. But I'm not really sure of all she had said, I'll just tell my grandmother a bit of what I thought I heard and have her call my aunt.

Well that is all for now. So I'll talk to you later! Bye
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Friday, May 26, 2006

It's the first day of my summer vacation!
Hello everyone. How are you? I'm good. I'm very good. I got to sleep in.. I slept in until one and I stayed up till three. I was roleplaying all night and reading stories.

I was reading this story at AFF.net and it was really good. I couldn't finish it so I'm probably going to log on and finish reading it. Reading that Samurai Champloo story made me want to pick back up on my stories. I still have a story I haven't finished, which I need to get around to doing. This summer I am going to work on a whole bunch of stories. ^_^ and reading stories as well.

I just got out of the shower. I feel so clean... and in pain. I was shaving my legs with this crappy brand razor and it cut the hell out of my legs. God I hate razors and their cutting me. I had a whole bunch of blood on the back of my thigh and it stings. I'm going to kill the creator of the brand I was using.

I'm watching Fairly Oddparents. God I love this show. But all they ever show are reruns.. I've seen them all.

I want to go see X-Men three tonight or this weekend. I'm probably going to ask my mom to drop me off because I know Angela doesn't want to see it and most likely Kelsey is going to be busy. I doubt Kaitlin wants to see it and I haven't really talked to Liz. I doubt she has any money. Athena can never go out because if you want to hang out with her then you need to ask earlier. Well I guess I can just watch it myself. That's how much I want to see this movie.

Anyway that's all from me. Talk to you later!
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

Sweet Tragedy
Hey all! What's up with yall? Nothing much here. Just dying from the heat. God I hate the heat! I hate it I hate it I hate it!!! I'm going to kill who ever invented summer heat! Yeah you heard me god! I'm coming after you!!! Why can't summer be cool? Now almost 100 degrees!!!

Today was the last day of school! Oh yeah I feel so much better now that I don't have to wake up early and shit like that.

This post is going to be short because I don't have much to talk about... besides dying from the fucking heat!
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Sweet Child Of Mine
Hey all?! What's up? Nothing much going on here. Just a lot of nothing and boredom. Hm... what to talk about what to talk about...

I get to be home all by myself for the rest of the evening. I'm so happy! It's because my grandmother went to my cousin's baseball game and my mom has to work her second job tonight. This means the computer is all mine. MUWHAHAHA!!

Last night we had a monsterous thunderstorm. First it made my computer restart which made me a bit angry. Then after I totally restarted my computer and finally got logged back on and then all the electricity got turned off for hours. It was soooo hot in my room. I usually sleep with a fan on and I couldn't turn it on. Even if it's cold outside I have my fan on. I have a problem with hearing things at night so I need the fan to drown out any noises. The only thing I had was my MP3 player and my candles. Thank god my MP3 player also has an FM radio so I could tell if there was going to be a tornado or something. The thunder was soooo loud and the lightning was ferce.

I did nothing at school today. And unfortunately I have to go to school tomorrow because I forgot to turn in a book. So I have to take it to school tomorrow. Just for one book for one class. I hate my forgetfulness. I need to put that book on the dryer that is right beside the door so that I know to take it back to school with me or else I am going to have to pay seven dollars.

Tonight is Ghost Hunters. Omg I love that show. I try to watch every episode. And since my grandmother won't be here then I get to watch it and not miss it. God I love it when my cousin has baseball games.

Anyway, I am done talking for today. See yall later!

1 Day Until Summer Vacation!!!!!
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Someone Kill Me
Hey all! What's up? Nothing much here.

Oh my god it is soooo hot. I hate how hot it gets in Iowa. I wish I lived in Antartica. I can stand the cold. I can't stand the heat. Godddd I hate the heat. I'm going to die!!!

Since it was sooo hot my grandmother didn't want to fix supper so we went out to eat Chinese and then we went and got an ice cream cone.

I didn't go to school today because I stayed up to late last night and I couldn't get to sleep once I got off the computer. And I really didn't feel good, but I told my mom there was no point in going to school if I'm just going to sit there and do nothing. Really all I do when I go to school is sit there and read mangas because I finished everything.

Two days of school left. Tomorrow is my wednesday class. I'm going to talk to my advisor about getting Thursday off. Thursday is our last day of school. YAY!!! But since I have a pass in every class I won't have to go to school Thursday. Hopefully.

Now I am watching American Idol and hoping my friend gets on. I am so addicted to roleplaying it isn't even funny. If I don't get an rp in at least a couple times a day I get very very bitchy.

I got a wallpaper up on my site. Thank you Silvereagle for giving me your girlfriend's site with the little turital. I love Sanzo... He looks so hot in my background picture.

Anyway I am done. Talk to you all later.

2 days of school left
1 If I don't have to go Thursday.
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Monday, May 22, 2006

You're Wonderful
Konnichiwa, Genki desu ka? I'm fine. Just extremely bored. I did change my layout a bit. Oh I need some help people! I want to change my background to an wallpaper but I don't want it to sroll I know it's something like or something like that. If anyone knows how I can keep my background from scrolling please tell me!

I've been reading a lot more stories lately. Both off and on the computer. I've practically made FanFiction.net and AdultFanFiction.net my favorite sites to visit. I just can't get enough stories. Like I've picked Fruits Basket up to read. Currently I am on the ninth book. I love Aya ^_^ He's just so full of himself. I also love a bunch more of them. Oh well. I got some other books from the library. It doesn't take me all that long to read them. For some reason it seems I've been a bit away from my anime and manga so I'm trying to get back into it. If you couldn't tell from my greeting. I also took Fruits Basket to school to read because I have nothing to do during school because I have finished every single thing. When I got home I put in Saiyuki and watched a couple episodes. God I finally remember that my favorite lines are from the TV series.

Gojyo: -Clicks open a can of beer, takes a drink- God damn it, this one's hot. Hey Goku get me another beer.

Goku: Get it yourself!

(can't remember how the rest goes... maybe something like this)

Gojyo: How about I shove this can up your ass.

Goku: ( says something can't remember what it is then says) You're just looking for a reason to touch me ass, pervert!

Gojyo: Don't unleash your sexual fantasies on me!

Sanzo: Both of you shut up! Your little unrequited love affair is starting to piss me off.

Gojyo and Goku: -both stare at Sanzo with chibi shocked faces-

Hakkai: It's a bit quiet back there. You two wouldn't be making out would you?

Gojyo: Shut up Hakkai.

Goku: Yeah, shut up.

Then a little later in the same episode Sanzo gets attacked by a demon and he ends up putting the demon down on his stomach with his banishing gun pointing to his head.

Sanzo: I'll give you ten seconds for you to tell me who's behind Gomou's (sp) resurection.

Demon: -doesn't say anything-

Sanzo: -two seconds goes by and he shoots and a bullet goes beside the demon's head-

Demon: Hey! That was only two seconds!

Sanzo: I suck at math.

Anyway... Nothing much more to talk about. I just can't wait for school to be over.

3 Days until summer vacation!!!
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Friday, May 19, 2006

Hey all what's up? Sorry I didn't update yesterday, I just didn't want to I guess. The last couple days have been very busy. Because school is almost over I had to hurry and get all my things done. But now I don't have any more packets to do because I finished them all. I only have three days left of school (if I have to go to school on Thursday then four.) I had to have my English in today, but Diane (my English teacher) wasn't there so I couldn't take my test. I thought that was extremely stupid not being there on the day that the homework is supposed to be in.... argh, now I have to take my test on Monday. Hopefully she'll let me take it because she wasn't there to give it to me.

It's so hot out... argh, it's 91 degrees outside, but since I live in a trailor it feels like 100 degrees. God I hate weather.

Me and my mom just got back from getting something to eat. Yum McDonalds. We didn't have to get anything for my grandmother because she went to my cousin's baseball game. Ha! I love having the computer to myself without anyone annoying me. I mean my mother may still be here but she is laying on her bed because it's so hot in my house.

I can't wait until Fairly Oddparents American Idol comes on. God which reminds me I totalyl hate American Idol right now. I can't believe they voted off Chris... leaving Taylor, Katherine, and Elliot. Can you even picture Elliot as our American Idol? And Katherine is just like every other American Idol winner. This sucks, they need a rocker to win that was why I wanted Chris to win. The stupid people voted off all the good people like Mandesa and Paris and Chris. My favorite Chris... argh, I hate people sometimes.

I went to bed really late last night. I was up all night rping with a friend and didn't even go to bed until one in the morning. And then overnight while I was sleeping my throat got sore. So now I have a sore throat. Damn throat and getting colds. Maybe it's the Karma from not going to bed early. Oh well.

I can't wait until X-Men three comes out. I want to see it so bad... yup I like those kind of shows.

Anyway that's all with me. Talk to you later!

6 days until summer vacation!
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

I HAVE REACHED 100 VISITORS!!! GO ME! OH YEAH! GO ME! OH YEAH! GO ME!
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