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Tuesday, April 4, 2006
Sorrow Never Ends
Lets see here. I didn't go to school yesterday, I had a doctors appointment because my stomach was hurting me really bad. I got blood drawn and I have an one of those something sound thingys Friday to see if everything is going all right in my innereds. Today I had another stomach ache, but my mother made me go to school... I was so pissed off. My mother had told me that the only way she'll let me stay home is if I'm on my deathbed. I was thinking, I could arrange that. U.U I seriously hate her sometimes. I have never loved her, its more like a like, and then the other half of the time I hate her with a burning passion. Anyway, heres a song I like
Everything Ends by Slipknot
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm going to be sick and its your fault
this is the end of everything
you are the end of everything
I haven't spelt since I woke up
and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
this is the end of everything
you are the end of everything
shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I marked the trails on my arms with your distain
Everyday its the same- I love, you hate
but I guess I don't care anymore
fix my problems with the blade
while my eyes turn from blue to gray
god, the worst thing happened to me today
but I guess I don't care anymore
you are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm going to be sick and its your fault
this is the end of everything
you are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
this is the end of everything
you are the end of everything
my flaws are the only thing left that's pure
can't really life, can't really endure
everything I see reminds me of her
god I wish I didn't care anymore
the more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that its not real
why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
what the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
what the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die.
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