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• Becoming an outcask in my school, the loner. Yeah not the best achievement in the world, but hell at least I have one?
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• To meet the shadow that has been haunting my room, I need to know why it has been keeping me up at night. Oh and to hang out with the voices in my head, they seem like cool freaks.
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myOtaku.com: StuPidGirl363


Thursday, December 7, 2006

Mou Ikkai
So its been a while since I last updated. I can't believe its been so long. I didn't even look at the time I just know that it has been a while. Lets see a lot has happened to me. I just want to talk about the last few weeks of my life really. Okay after finals were over I passed three out of four classes. then I didn't go to school for a week after classes started so I was a week behind. Then the next week I was put into the hospital for suicidal thoughts and cutting the shit out of my arms. Yes I was hospitalized... AGAIN! I am sick and tired of them jumping straight to put me into the looney bin and its not fun there either.... okay I'll take that back, this time it was a little fun. I did like it at Jennie Edmunson better than I did at the ot her place better. Now lets see here. My week was so tiring I don't think I could cry anymore after my eight days in the hospital. I've cried so much it isn't even funny. I hate crying. Let's see... I don't think there is really anything much more to say and I'm not going to go clear into details about the hospital unless you all really want to hear about it. So I've missed about three weeks of school have no idea where any of my classes are and I just want to go home and die. Yes I said it... I want to DIE! Go lock me up again! I don't care! I never want to come back to school again it is so hard and so overwhelming I can't stand it. I just want to die. I don't think I can make it another few weeks here I seriously don't think I can. I need to get out of here badly. I need to go to Kanesville or somewhere like that. I can't do this at all. I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't!!!!
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