Saturday, July 16, 2005

tonight
i dunno why i feel like going out and doing something tonight. i know someone i wish was here.. lol. you know just those days where you wish the guy you love was around? well yeah.. as long as he doesnt read this.. *whispering* i sorta had this weird daydream that i heard some thumping at the window when i was about to take a shower and i looked and it was him and i opened the window and he came in and.. oh , i was wearing a towel though. agh >-< just.. as long as there isnt guys reading this, especially not him and im not saying his name in case he is reading.. this. wait he'd know. oh i dont care >-< i dont think he comes on here.. atleast.. i dont think. oh.. man.. ok im not watching that channel anymore!! >>-<<< *changes channel* ... dont ask.
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im not gonna post much here cuz im in a grouchy mood..
and i cant get on the stupid computer!! geez this is bugging me to death! i cant get on aim and my sisters using the fact im not aloud to use me to say something like "dont get on my computer again, or ill tell mom" or "if you dont im gonna tell mom" knfgkgidbgf what kind of a sister blackmails you?! >>>>>>>>>khrkgjgifvhtihg *breaths in deep* no, im not in a grouchy mood cuz.. i dont even have.. right now. *growls* anyway... im just in a grouchy mood cuz ive been nervous all day about tomorow and then we go out to the movies and afterwords my sister tells me to shutup when i try to get them to stop fighting (sister and dad) and i never tell her to shutup when shes trying to stop me from fighting.. but.. the situation has never really come up cuz i dont fight with my dad. ... im going to practice star set 7. bye. *slams door behind her*
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Friday, July 15, 2005

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*snif* i.. hate these sad love songs >-< this girl.. her husband died and shes really sad and.. -- well i shouldnt even be watching it.
anyway..

all day today im gonna be training, allright? i really need to practice..tomorow im getting my blue belt.. so ive gotta know star set 7 enough to where im not nervous. theres not that many people in my new class. andrew, and robyn dropped out. andrew dropped out because of a stupid reason, cuz jenny was picking on him and because robyn dropped out. robyn did because they went on vacation. he said jenny kept calling him a pansi which i dunno, means girly. well he is girly if he drops out for that reason. but they were just joking.. anyway, i may not be writing much on this site because this new class is gonna be alot tougher so i may spend more of my time training, got that? im not gonna fall behind just cuz im new in that class. cya
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- eh.. im gonna try this and see if its how you do the puzzle






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ok i know i shouldnt but im gonna *screams* i got my third stripe!!! im testing saterday, im gonna get my blue belt, im going to the next class, yes! only thing is, i have to practice star set 7 enough to where i dont have to worry about being nervous up there and forgetting what to do. ms. kim says i should practice it about 20 or 30 times. real quick, i wanna tell you guys star set 7. ok, its ready, attention, bow , back to ready. look left, right, left, shoulder roll and star set 1. then switch, star set 2. two shoulder rolls, turn to the side, star set 4. switch, star set 5. switch, step, shoulder roll and 1..2.. back to ready. -- i dont think you want me to go into detail of all the star sets, it'll take alot of explaining. anyway, its harder than it seems, especially when your all nervous and your trying to pretend no ones there, but you can see a blurred vision of all these kids in front of you and you know they're all watching you. thats what it was like for me >-< anyway gonna go. ow.. my legs are killing me.. and i dont know why. sparring maybe? i hope that goes away >-> s' really not what i need on saterday. im gonna be practicing star set 7.. i mean, all day. im gonna go outside, and be out there for.. a very long time. ill practice till my legs are sore, i dont care >-< i want to be able to do that without looking weird if i go to step when im supposed to do a shoulder roll, like last time. *sigh* well anyways, wish me luck, cya
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

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what is the deal;???? people keep saying *gasp* "your eyes are pretty!" "i wish my eyes looked like that" i mean i know they're blue but.. eh i guess cuz im used to seeing them. all year i had students telling me they wish their eyes looked like mine, and the grown-ups are saying it too. i just say "um.. yeah guess so" everytime. -.- what am i sapose to say?? anyway im going to karate soon and im trying not to show it but im very nervous. the only thing helping me is thinking that my dad brings me early so i have more time to perfect star set 7. oh man.. i hope i get it this time >-< i keep trying to picture mr.stephen in front of me watching my every move like last time and my cousin and grandma watching and that girl and two grown ups i dont even know so id be able to overcome being nervous. and my 5- year old cousin at the beggining was trying to get my attention while i was in the middle of star set 3! >>-<< i held up a finger really quick just to get him to stop saying "erin!" .. ugh i hope i do ok this time. anyway.. cya k ^^;;;
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*swirley eyes*
i just spent the last while spinning around a pole, that wasnt attatched into the ground, i cant tell you how many times i fell on my butt or went flying across the room. i think i almost toppled over backwards once. it was fun ^^
im gonna do that again.
wait wait a second ago i was thinking about .. nvm lol
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   12:40pm
well, not much to say.
ive been sneaking around all morning to get online to do something besides watch music videos online, im so bored theres nothing to do what-so-ever except for practice my katas. (star sets) .. or in simpler terms, karate moves you have to know to get your next belt. anyway ive been listening to cmt or something all day and i guess no one looks at this site because i ACTUALLY use it for a JOURNAL and not a popularity-caring person. but hey, i dont care. im just so freakin' bored. grrr... bored bored bored bored. wait! 100 bottles of beer on the wall, 100 bottles of beer. you take one down and pass it around, 99 bottles of beer on the wall. 99 bottles of beer on the wall (you wish) 99 bottles of beer.n you take one down and pass it around, 98 bottles of beer on the wall....
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well that got old fast.
im gonna go find something to do.. chances are it'll involve me, acting.. very stupid ^^ sounds like fun. cya
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well.. *sigh* i dont feel like typing in here today, srry. im too nervous about belt testing this weekend. i have to get my third stripe today, and i have to work at star set 7. ok.. im gonna go, cya.
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   yes im in a good mood
but my sister better not ruin it. im gonna be training today, k? upstairs in the cmp room. after that thing about holding the horse stance longer than anyone in kata class, i had a break cuz of my legs but im not sore anymore. and this week is pretest week. so ill be getting my stripe, except yesterday i wasnt there. . and i think for a day or two i forgot what i was training so much for. so anyway, later
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