Wednesday, July 13, 2005

its 9:30 am
wow and i actually got up when my alarm went off lol boy wait till my sister wakes up and sees im allready awake. i got a good 30 minutes before she does. ahem. well, i took the laptop into my room last night when it was in my moms room, i just wanted to look at a saved conversation. and well.. lemme tell you, my mom and dad want me to be smart, but in a way its a bad thing ^^ well.. *acts all laid back and stuff* lol anyone living in my house at my age should know, you can take something as long as its gone unnoticed, and something else has been put there that your parents see in the corner of their eye thats about the same color as the thing, and that would cover it, if it were there. thats why i put my dads pants there. ^^ lol well, you guys can try it, but dont go saying that the girl online posted it on her website cuz you tried it ok? but thats only if your sure. i did that cuz i was sure my parents wouldnt find out before i could put it back. yeah well if its one thing ive learned growing up between someone that passed the military test second place in the world, and someone who grew up working all the time and answers calls at the sherrifs office, and a sister thats trying to be an adult too fast, its that you've gotta be sneaky. well anyway, sisters up i heard the floor creak. figures that she wouldnt bother to walk around the creaks in the floor. cya
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

lately..
well, nothings changed with the .. nvm i still cant talk about that online. but (anyway) you wouldnt believe how many samurai movies ive been watching.. my mom says i can do kendo while im in college so that i dont completely lose my reflexes im gaining in karate, y'know? well, if you've taken a sport you'd know how you can lose that. kendo is the way of the sword. you practice it with protective gear like chest plate and a face thing.. and you practice with bamboo swords. its really cool, i should show my friends sometime. i wish they had it in america, they only have kendo in gyms at school in japan. stinks. anyway.. im getting my blue belt this weekend. im not nervous now, but ive got a bad feeling i will be the morning im testing lol i am every time. man.. so far this week ive watched samurai 5 x, musashi one two and three, samurai triology. and i got a book on samurai and japan. you could say im obsessed >-< but its not a crazy thing like girls get when they like the lead singer of a band , its more like.. well, its different. but i cant really find another girl whos obsessed with samurai and is a warrior type ^^;; atleast none like me.. i mean, i hate it when people say women are weak, or they make people weak or.. i mean, theres some things i can accept, but.. i just hate it, especially at school. girls are so.. girly at gym class. im about the only good person at dodgeball, i mean, its pathetic when a guy says " you wanna be on our team?" "sure." "allright!!! we got one!!" lol the girls at our school are terrible. its funny when it rains, all of them are screaming and running "oh my gosh.. my make up.." haha its so funny. and their faces ^^ >>__<< lol ok ok im srry. but its true. and theres this girl that my dad wants me to hang around and says shes sweet at my karate class. well i dont wanna be sweet ,like he wants me to be. thats not me. so.. maybe i appear to be a girl in a teenagers body. so what? im mature in different ways. i just wish i could find a girl that was into this stuff, that took karate, that i could fight with. that girl at karate class.. all she talks about is partying and guys.. she was depressed one day she didnt have a boyfriend and didnt feel wanted. theres other things to feel wanted about. besides.. coming to karate class, down about some guy isnt what she should be doing.. when you go there, you forget about other feelings. all that matters is what happens on the mat. atleast.. thats how it is for me. thats the way i feel, things change as soon as i get there. - well.. better go, cya
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Saturday, July 9, 2005

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actually.. i felt sick this morning too. but i drank as much water as i could.. which wasnt much. because i was feeling weird for some reason. and i was so tense i drank some water and it made me feel sick. i dont know why.. i woke up early. felt weird, and asleep, so i went running. came back. and i wondered why i didnt feel like going to sparring class this morning.. i kept thinking id regret it if i didnt. i had a little mental preparation, and besides being a little nervous i was fine.. i hope im not like that every sparring class. but.. i guess its normal if your wanting to be really good.. cept im not good with blocks ^^;; eh.. ill work on it
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   sparring and kata class
you guys shoulda seen it!!! we were doing a horse stance ok, and i held it longer than anyone else. all the grown ups were dropping, then the black belts, then there was one other guy and me left. "whos it gonna be? boy or girl?" some people shouted "girl!" alot of people behind me shouted "boy!" and i little bit later the guy dropped. i won! ^^ my legs were killing me and for a minute i thought i was gonna fall down when he said "stand up" but i kept thinking " this is your chance, ok. prove'em wrong about guys being stronger." and i heard ms. kim in the back yelling "go erin!!" it was awesome. i got to prove to everyone how strong i can be. mr. peyton was smiling cuz i was half standing there like "can i stop now..?" when the other guy shouted "winner!" lol. man im glad i went today. cuz otherwise that guy woulda taken the lead ^^ and its not right when he didnt win it fairly. *says in an innocent voice* lol everyone was clapping and ms.becki was cheering. i still cant believe i beat all those black belts. oh and in sparring i sorta felt dizzy and sick again. last time my stomach started hurting but this time.. i was in the middle of sparring and i just kneel down on the ground and held up my glove to tell the guy to stop for a sec. i about did throw up. im glad i sat out right then. mr.peyton came over to me and just told me to take a break and the guy that was sparring me was just standing there like "what now..?" geez.. i wish i didnt get that way when i sparred. i mean, when im breathing heavy and overworked , one punch to the stomach and i have to sit out. maybe i should just do a tun of crunches and everything from now on. anyway.. im gonna take a rest and.. nvm ill take a shower too. im starving >-< cya later.
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Friday, July 8, 2005

0.0
this is so cool! i dont know when its gonna be here in north america, but theres this game its online called "hack//fragement" and it might release sometime this year but its actually online, you can create a character in class (this is what i read online) from blademaster, wavemaster, heavyblade, longarm, ect.. and its like the episode where subaru runs into someone that looks like her but has different hair color and dress color. the characters can be made like that. and theres this one i heard you can be a female samurai type character >-< i want that one if i can get it lol me and amber were talking about meeting up there in this lobby, i heard you go to make a 3-person group. were gonna try to find kevin. when this game release's it'll be soo cool - oh and you can make a name for your character and i think you can get emails too, im pretty sure. but in the game you can only be with computerized characters, like the games before. anyways, gotta go, if i find out anything else about it then ill post it on here. cya
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o.o
oh geez oh geez oh geez i woke up late!! >-< i still have training and- and i have to go running and i gotta-- oh geez i gotta go >-< bye!
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Thursday, July 7, 2005

   still training..
ugh im tired .. i couldnt find one for tired as in been running and tired, so i used the sleepy tired one. (faces). i ran up and down the street about 4 times.. oh and i took a left turn once. but i dont want to be tired when we spar i dont wanna be warn out, so badley.. and i definitly dont want that guy giving me that look like "what was that all about?" he was too chicken to go to sparring class! so he better not be even giving me that look. he was sitting out watching us. er.. wait.. hes a white belt so he cant. nevermind. but im trying so hard to get better .. im just.. im gonna run one more lap atleast tonight. and im gonna.. ill train till i pass out >-< i dont care. wish me luck k ill see you guys tomorow
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   thursday
eh i didnt get to go to karate class.. *sigh* guess ill have ta just hang out here and train tonight. ugh.. >-< im so sore it hurts to bend down. ok major stretching needed. i cant be like this on saterday. well ok im gonna go running, then im gonna do some excericising and mayybbe try and spar a little.. by myself of course.. well brb later. ive gotta wake up at 8 tomorow morning. then.. go running again. ^^ ok i get like this when its a few days before sparring class. welll cya
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   slept in..
i aciddentally slept in today again, except last night i went to sleep at 1 and i didnt stay up late and my mom says i woke up last night and went downstairs and she put a blanket over me and i dont remember waking up till 1 in the afternoon and everything was peaceful and quiet.. geez i really need a better alarm clock this is starting to get on my nerves.. anyway she says she might not let me go to karate class today >-< but i guess thats allright because were doing kata's and i can practice those at home today. i practice them alot anyway though because they're all in star set 7. my friend jenny says im gonna have to learn how to do a hook kick, thats where you pretend your doing a side-thrust kick and.. *anime sweatdrop* nevermind you guys are probably lost , listening to this.

anyway i dont know why but.. actually.. i do but im really sore today my legs and knees are killing me >-< and my stomach is too from the ab excercises y'know.. and i have sparring this weekend.. which means i cant just rest today.. which means ill be even more sore tomorow and hopefully i wont be.. extremly sore by the end of sparring.
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

   it is..close to midnight.
and im going to bed soon.
i just spent the last hour trying to find a way either i could go to jessis or she could come over here and.. obviously there was no way.*sigh* i guess this leaves more time for practicing those excercises. the first thing im doing tomorow when i wake up is taking a warm shower >-< how come they dont have a serious face for these face thingys on here? ? oh geez something very important happened the other night and its killing me that i cant tell you guys but i cant for good reasons. i just cant say what they are. i cant even say why i cant say. >-< anyway.. i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait to go to karate tomorow!>< and i wish i could get on tonight because i want to see amber and kevin and jessi but i cant get on till tomorow.but guess what when we move out i wanna get a motocycle, but ill settle for a car, and i know im gonna meet amber i just hope i get to meet kevin and jessi might come too. atleast she said she wanted to. but we'll see how things go, and i sorta wanna get a hotel with some rooms close to eachother, kev can bring a friend, me, amber and jessi will sleep in one room and kev, someone and.. maybe someone else will sleep in the other. eh.. *anime sweatdrop* unless we mix it up a little. anyways. maybe we could do that when we can go on a road trip for a few weeks one summer. well im tired, im gonna head to bed, later you guys
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