Thursday, June 30, 2005

   back from tennessee
hey i just got back tonight. i was asleep in the car the whole time and i had a tun of weird dreams on that trip.. for one i-.. er.. nvm im not telling about that one. but there was this other one it was so strange i was at karate camp or something and mr.peyton was helping out , we were in a pool, mr.stephen was like "you gotta yell louder if you want me to come in!" and then we all yell "jump! jump! jump!" and then i was out on this beach/field thing and some girl had set a record for staying up on this bar the longest and i gave it a try and mr.cody was beside me saying "i have faith in you" and then the bar started swinging around like before and i was sapose to hold on. while i was swinging i saw this girl across the island , watching me and she was crying. i dont know what happened to the bar but it stopped swinging and i went over and found the girl and she still had tears in her eyes and i asked why she was crying and she started walking down the side walk with me and just said "your so strong.. i wish i could be like you" and i woke up. -- another dream was about falling down stairs and they ended and there were spikes on the ground and i heard someone say "you have to stop yourself" and i said "i always wanted to do this" and did a flip and stepped off on the floor.. lol then i had a dream my friend was getting hurt by some guy in a fight and i stepped in between them and yelled at him, he threw a punch i dodged it and punched him in the stomach and then he gave me a bloody nose. then i got suspended for two days. but i was really mad at the guy. -- ok anyway.. oh my friend today, (im not giving names) i came home and i had an email from her saying she left a message on my cellphone and im not sure what it was about but she'd been crying. i got my cellphone and listened to it.. and i got really worried about her, i mean.. she was trying to hold back but i could hear her voice shaking and.. i hope she gets my email back cuz im really worried about her. i dont even know why she was crying. ive never heard her cry before.. anyway.. ill see ya tomorow. hope my friend is ok ^^ im gonna check on my email (ow ow the bruises... ow ow the scratches.. lol >-< pray for me people k lol ive got a kitten and.. shes not declawed. )
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Monday, June 27, 2005

   -
oh and the heart thing before was cuz i was thinking about kevin.. ^^ lol --ah sadeys meowing again >-< waahhhh
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   5am
hey im here with sadey ( our new kitten) help meeee >-< shes meowing and whining.. and shes so cute but i dont know what she wants.. oh wait that was me with the whining.. ^^;; even if i let her down she meows in this cute little sad tone its so-so- i cant take iiitttttt >-<;; hellpppp
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

   still awake its 1:30am
im actually not tired. lemme tell you what happened at sparring class, i had the best time.. well, for a last day at karate class ^^;; for a week. well, i went there, accidentally forgot my belt but.. i didnt need it. i met this girl named amber (just like amber online, so theres amber p. and amber.. something) she was a red belt in the black belt club. (black belt club is when you have been notice and have promised to become a black belt.) except.. the problem was, i was tired and breathing heavy from sparring a guy that was a brown belt and the first time he took it easy on me and i ended up throwing some pretty good head punches and front kicks but when i was going to sit out, someone else had to and i had to spar him again. and it was full contact that time. and he didnt take it easy on me.. i started showing i was tired and i took alot of punches to the stomach .. and the head. my stomach hurt alot and.. i dont remember what it was, i think i felt sick. i asked mr.peyton if i could sit out and when i was walking to the girls dressing room, i couldnt tell if i was trying to cry or trying to breath.. i guess i got some people worried, because some lady i didnt even know and two little boys were outside wanting to know if i was ok. they said i got knocked around out there pretty bad. i even had ms.kim back there and she was making sure i ran water over my arms and said that class was ending anyway so i didnt have to go back on. she told me i needed to drink more water cuz i might pass out.. (i did i wasnt thinking when i said no) i tried not to think about how everyone was making a big deal about it and about starting crying but i didnt go on for even a minute.. but i wanted to go to kata class afterward, and besides kata is just practicing on form, not fighting. mr.peyton helped out with making the end of class better again, he had me do star set 7 im glad i practiced. and my dad talked to him about my training and he suggested i practice on building up my headpunch because i was good with that. mr.stephen , when i was leaving, (he hosts the little kid parties on saterdays) just said "hey erin" and said something like.."erin bobini" i think. ok when i went home, as soon as it was 8pm i fell asleep. (it was hard enough staying awake till then) i realllyy really need to practice blocks.. im gonna get myself seriously hurt out there one day if i dont work on it. ms.kim was so concerned i almost started crying after she left lol she asked if i was ok and i said i was fine, but she said "dont say your ok if your not" i feel so safe down there all the time.. my parents keep saying id have to get used to another karate school if we had to move because of my dads job.. my mom put me on the spot when she said "would you rather go to another school or not go at all?" thats not the point.. the point is id feel horrible if i had to leave upstate karate.. and i dont think any of my friends understand how i feel about now. i try to avoid to topic.. of moving and all. because i always go off in my room and start crying. it wouldnt matter if we moved and got a bigger house.. or anything.. it wouldnt be the same. my parents cant understand that.. and sometimes my friends try to talk to me about stuff, but truth is it makes it worse. so sometimes i stay offline. i hope we never have to move.. if we did, id find a way back. but i dont wanna talk about that right now. anyway, im gonna watch some t.v. cya tomorow bright and early! ^-~ major training on the bag, cya then
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   today.. was weird
first of all i get in a fight with my sister and go off to the other room and my grandpa came in.. i went in the closet hiding and then i hear a guitar start playing, my 5 year old cousins play guitar.. and its my grandpa and hes bobbing his head up and down lol when he started going to sleep i tried to sneak out but the closet door creaked and he woke up and.. thank god the doorbell rang. lol i was looking up and saying "thankyou" lol anyway later in karate class i had a tun of fun, mr.stephen while we were doing these excercises started singing happy birthday erin but it wasnt my birthday. he just did it to be annoying, but mr.peyton kept wanting high fives the whole day from me lol well, kept giving me high fives. hes a great teacher, really. (it made me mad earlier when my sister called karate corney) and jhon was picking on everyone and when we were stretching mr.peyton said "erin, stretch that way" and pointed at jhon and jhon (another teacher) said "yeah i know im no stephen wonderboy but.." lol and mr.stephen looked at him and he said "its a compliment" "well im glad you think im hot" they were joking though ^^;; i like it when they start that its so funny. at the end of class i high fived jhon and mr.stephen and then mr.peyton goes "hey erin.. i need some love too" lol he was sitting down i thought he wasnt doing high fives.. at the end of every class we usually high five everyone. i dunno what it is about that school, but it doesnt matter what mood im in, every time i come out of there wanting to fight and go back again. i learned star set 7, its shoulder roll, star set one down block, back fist, body punch front kick, so on and then switch star set 2 high block, body punch ,head punch, round kick, two shoulder rolls, star set 4 middle block, side-thrust kick, upper palm, rising elbow, switch star set 5 block, ridge hand, side thing and then knee strike. then back to ready. (it sounds like alot, but its not as much as you think when your doing it in quick motions) oh and you have to turn to the side and do eat star set 4 times around. i gotta practice on it to get my blue belt
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   this morning..
sisters sorta mad at me because i prevented her from going somewhere, cuz this morning she poured water on me twice to wake me up and now after i called dad and said i wanted a really big lock for my door she still has an attitude with me when im the one that should be mad.. so really, i dont care. she goes out every single and i mean EVERY day. so who cares.. i wanted to stay home and train anyway. she goes in there, pours water all on me and runs off so i dont see her.. that jerk who cares if she doesnt get to go anywhere. rp version, im ok with water getting poured on me, in real life.. and by my sister, no. anyway im gonna go downstairs.. later
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   10: Tuesday night
ok lets see what happened today.. um.. went to my sisters tennis match and her coach asked if i could start doing tennis with them, i guess when he heard i was about to be a blue belt in karate, and because my sisters the best on the team. im not really intrested.. anyway hung out at my grandma's with that girl ashley the kids didnt really bother her and jessica was gonna come over tonight, but she ended up having to help her dad or something and she might come over this weekend, or me go over there. she got a pool ^^ thats so cool lol we could party all night down there. anyway, i do still have sparring and kata class saterday morning, but ^^ i cant wait!! ive been wanting to go to sparring class for a lonnngg time im so happy! lol
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   and the question is.. *yawns*
what time is it? 2:30 in the morning!" ding ding..ding.
srry i get like this when im tired lol
So... *does the stretch thing and plopping right back down in the chair thing* well did i leave anything out tonight? nah i guess not.. um.. anything on? *flips through the t.v. channels* oh wait this reminds me of that time jessica came over, we were going through the channels and when we got to one we heard "girls gone wild!!" and our eyes got really big and we started laughing. we ended up changing the channel, but it was funny. -- another time, i was on the phone with amber and talking to kevin on the computer, and i begged amber to let me tell kevin something her friend said about him and he was begging me to tell him too , it was when amber was talking to him and her friend asked him to describe herself and she was gonna say "yum" but amber got the phone away from her. lol when i told kevin he just said "i get that alot.." after a bunch of um's and uh's. me and amber busted out laughing on the phone when i read it out. -- well anyway.. *sigh* oh look theres a bunch of fireflies outside.. *sighs again* ok you guys dont need to listen to this i get like this only when kevins been gone a while *anime sweatdrop* well, im gonna find something to do till morning, later
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   *whines* im tired.. -(no using last names.)
ok a little bit of whats going on.. a few weeks ago jessica came over and first of all, made me turn around while we were in a chat rping with kevin (rp its role play) and she type "erin got her bathing suit caught on a bush and just ripped it off" (erin, thats me) i was like "what!!! dont say that!" and he just typed that he got up, blushed and said this was a private beach. i gave jessica an annoyed look and said in a whiney voice "but he sawww thats the point" i was so embarassed. -- i beat my friend mary in a grappling match, and you know yesterday i got to fight this annoying little kid thats been bugging me all week cuz hes got a crush on me and the first thing he does is poke my shoulder and say "gotcha!" and i glared at him and he jumped back cuz he thought i was gonna grab him and i shove him over on the ground and he gets me in a gaurd position and i was mad at the comment he made earlier "not gonna get beat by a girl" and about to get rough but.. unfortunatly.. thats when the teacher said stop. man, just ten minutes with that guy and id kill him. i would, really. he doesnt pay attention to the teacher at all, hes annoying, he used to bump into me all the time till i elbowed him in the stomach once and one of my friends thinks hes got a crush on me just to top it all- nvm moving on. *sighs* just the other day my dad grounded me from the internet and that just means im gonna miss my friends even more even if its only a week and kevin better expect a run and hug thing cuz hes getting it lol i really miss him >-< -- in other news.. im gonna get my blue belt in two weeks *count down* lol i just have to keep practicing, thats all. oh and i need to have star set 7 down in one week.. i havent even learned it yet. i hope i get to spar with kevin again ^^ it was fun, even though he said he'd be a yellow belt and then he did a spin around thing . i was sitting there saying "yeah id like to see that in real life kevin" in a sarcastic voice lol men. except while we were in the ring he had me down and i flipped him over and had him down and.. (rp version).. nvm you'd have to be there. anyways, cya ^^
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   its 1:30 in the morning..
ok i guess.. when you start websites, you described yourself. umm.. ok, i have dark blue eyes.. brown hair. er.. people always say my eyes stand out and they're dark blue and pretty, so.. im about 4' 11 or 4'12. i know ^^;; im short. ok.. slim, cuz i work out alot and.. well, i guess thats about it. i wear my hair in a ponytail alot it goes down about to my waist so i put it up. i usually wear some jeans and a sleeveless shirt or shorts, with a baggy shirt sometimes. well i guess thats all you need to know, cept for a little history part.
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ok im gonna fill you in, my friends are amber, who ive known two years and enjoy just rping or hanging out with her and last year we used to be up till 4 in the morning, talking on the phone lol. then ive got kevin who ive known just as long as her, and well.. sometime last year i started liking him and i still like him now. hes been a good friend, maybe more. but i like just giving him hugs when he signs on ^^ . then theres jessica, ive known her since 1st grade we used to play sailor moon all the time and these three boys were the bad guys and she just stuck around when they caught us because they always said "check her back pockets!" and she thought of it in a perverted way lol ok then theres mary, who i met last october in karate class and the karate teachers just seem to like watching when we grapple eachother. then theres some of my sisters friends and maybe a few other people that arent as close to me. theres one girl at my grandma's house that always gets picked on by the little kids next door and i back her up when she tells them to go away. little eight year olds, you'd be suprised how they back off to an older kid. - anyway guess thats all
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