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Tuesday, July 12, 2005


lately..
well, nothings changed with the .. nvm i still cant talk about that online. but (anyway) you wouldnt believe how many samurai movies ive been watching.. my mom says i can do kendo while im in college so that i dont completely lose my reflexes im gaining in karate, y'know? well, if you've taken a sport you'd know how you can lose that. kendo is the way of the sword. you practice it with protective gear like chest plate and a face thing.. and you practice with bamboo swords. its really cool, i should show my friends sometime. i wish they had it in america, they only have kendo in gyms at school in japan. stinks. anyway.. im getting my blue belt this weekend. im not nervous now, but ive got a bad feeling i will be the morning im testing lol i am every time. man.. so far this week ive watched samurai 5 x, musashi one two and three, samurai triology. and i got a book on samurai and japan. you could say im obsessed >-< but its not a crazy thing like girls get when they like the lead singer of a band , its more like.. well, its different. but i cant really find another girl whos obsessed with samurai and is a warrior type ^^;; atleast none like me.. i mean, i hate it when people say women are weak, or they make people weak or.. i mean, theres some things i can accept, but.. i just hate it, especially at school. girls are so.. girly at gym class. im about the only good person at dodgeball, i mean, its pathetic when a guy says " you wanna be on our team?" "sure." "allright!!! we got one!!" lol the girls at our school are terrible. its funny when it rains, all of them are screaming and running "oh my gosh.. my make up.." haha its so funny. and their faces ^^ >>__<< lol ok ok im srry. but its true. and theres this girl that my dad wants me to hang around and says shes sweet at my karate class. well i dont wanna be sweet ,like he wants me to be. thats not me. so.. maybe i appear to be a girl in a teenagers body. so what? im mature in different ways. i just wish i could find a girl that was into this stuff, that took karate, that i could fight with. that girl at karate class.. all she talks about is partying and guys.. she was depressed one day she didnt have a boyfriend and didnt feel wanted. theres other things to feel wanted about. besides.. coming to karate class, down about some guy isnt what she should be doing.. when you go there, you forget about other feelings. all that matters is what happens on the mat. atleast.. thats how it is for me. thats the way i feel, things change as soon as i get there. - well.. better go, cya
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