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• second place in a sparring match, cleaning the whole house once before mom got home, beating this girl in a grappling match, getting dad to let us have a kitten and.. sneaking out to the car one night.
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
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i keep yawning but i cant sleep. i tried to sleep, i closed my eyes for a long time but i never could sleep even with relaxing music. maybe somethings bothering me.. i thought it was a gut feeling so i stayed up. amber ended up calling. i thought maybe that was why but she just wanted to talk. then i waited for kevin to sign on, except all that did was make it worse. for some reason, i feel like we had a fight even though we just didnt agree on something. i got frustrated because he would never give me his adress, number, and he had just told me they canceled their trip down here to s.c. and he couldnt call me either, so how was i supposed to get in contact with him other than online? i hate just only seeing what he types. i wanna hear his voice, i wanna see him in front of me. its not enough just to see what he types and says, its like a book without any pictures at all.. not even the front cover. you dont like the fact you cant see the picture in your head very good. something like that. i admit, i got sort of mad back there when he either got kicked off or signed off purposely. maybe that was why i couldnt sleep. i got frustrated and wondered why i even stayed up. id felt like i was missing something important and i stayed up but it made things worse.. man, some stupid gut feeling.. im never listening to it again. next time im just staying in bed. now its 2am and i have to wake up tomorow. if i dont, im gonna kill myself, cuz then i wont go to karate class. so, im leaving, and ill deal with still being mad and frustrated later.. im just trying to listen to music right now.but all the songs are about love or someone missing someone else.. dammit.. i hate it..im going to bed
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