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Wednesday, August 17, 2005


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its kinda one of those quiet weird spacey days for me.. im worried about talking to kev.. i wonder if hes mad. well.. i think id feel better if mr.peyton was here. i think hes on vacation. i havent seen him all week. if he was at a match, it would've announced it and i always look at the website. so maybe he is. ill ask tomorow. i think all i need is just a talk with mr.peyton, maybe five minutes.. he always helps. - im gonna write about school, ok? its been bugging me.. its so close. its monday, and today is wednsday.. im not ready.. atleast.. its bugging the crap out of me, not knowing if i can make a's and b's. i want to so bad.. i hope im not gonna be lazey with homework. i guess i just have to want to. but it doesnt feel like it'll be just that easy. i wanna be able to do my chores.. i want to.. really badley.. have a teacher to talk to about karate. that understands. and i want so bad.. to talk to mr.peyton about some of these things. but i can never get into that stuff with him. and im worried that ill make him late for.. another class or something. "i want so bad to.." thats what alot of things are like in my head but im afraid about school especially, will i be able to maintain those grades, while with everything in karate, and my chores and.. friend and boyfriend problems too.. i really hope i can manage it, i mean.. for my parents. and my friends. and my family at upstate karate. i think.. for that reason.. i will. i just need them to back me up and determine me. thats really all i need..
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