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Tuesday, August 23, 2005


   latest news as usual
well, you all probably know school started. er.. well, for the ones in s.c. it did. weve been in school since monday, thats two days.. and its allready kinda sorta.. no offense.. looking boring. ive got a bad feeling, other than the teachers are better this year, that its gonna be hard to make good grades. guess what were starting off with this year in science. ASTRONOMY. i didnt even know what that was, all i knew was ive heard that word, and the word "planet" used in the same sentence before. i know about it now, but i didnt know two days ago. atleast theres one good thing, ive got jessica in two of my classes, shes fun to be with. shes almost always in a cheery mood in a way that makes you laugh and have fun too, cuz shes perverted and doesnt care who hears lol so shes not TOO happy and shes not too unhappy either. fun person to be with, and it makes up for some of the stuff i go through, like my parents, or my sister, or other friends or frustrating stuff in class. oh and amber.. *points her finger at amber* my phone starting vibrating in class yesterday. you wanna know who that was? lol
ANYWAY i havent had one of those breakdowns where i feel like hitting something till i hear a crash or a boom yet in school >< lol im suprised. but sometimes thinking about everything ive got coming to me, gets to me, y'know..? like earlier after.. well, after karate class, all that happened was i just didnt get a wave goodbye from mr.peyton, and i sorta was all quiet later. this might not make sense, or even might be stupid, but sometimes i mean.. i dunno.. maybe my pride's gone up over the summer, but at karate class sometimes, if i dont get a smile or word of encourgement or pat on the back or something that means something from someone that matters then.. sometimes i fall apart. thats the best way i can describe it. because i usually dont get the smiles that say "im so proud of you" anywhere else. like sometimes, if i go into karate class, do the class, and walk out without any word from the teachers, it might be a kinda depressing day. i dunno..
Anyway, its late for a school night, im gonna go to bed. ugh.. there was this big cockroach in my room.. i TOLD my mom she wouldnt get it with the fly swater, that it'd run under something quickly..and guess what happened?
yeah.. so im stuck on the couch in the computer room. night-

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