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Wednesday, September 7, 2005


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hey you guys sorry i havent posted in a while, gotta make this quick cuz im not supposed to be on but school started and also, just lately, ive kinda had a problem.. "katoshi" has liked me since atleast the beggining of summer, and now just yesterday, my friends friend that i dont even know -.- asked her to ask me if i had a boyfriend. i said i guess not, because i didnt want to make him sad, or have to explain the whole virginia thing. i heard him say "what did she say" and it was so funny cuz he was turned around when she asked and she motioned over to him and said "he wanted to know" lol the only thing is, i dont know him, but atleast its an offline relationship. amber ^^;; maybe your not reading this, but if you cant find the right things to say to "katoshi", ill talk about them. having an online relationship is frustrating when you cant see anything more than the persons handwriting and ive been dealing with that frustration for a while. i want someone who lives close to me, who i can feel if they hug me, or hear their voice. i know, i felt guilty when i thought about leaving "katoshi" for that.. but i talked to my friend and that made it a little better. i dunno , maybe it wasnt ment to be. but the only thing is, if i ever went with this new guy, he'd have to loosen up a bit over a few months, cuz he was turned around and all shy lol now i know he doesnt normally act that way, so he'd better act himself ^^ lol anyway, other news, robyn's having a party this friday a spend the night thing, and jessi cant come but i wish she could, but atleast jenny and robyn are there and some other girls too i guess. were gonna have lots of fun, it'll be so cool!! ^^ ill bring my phone to call jessi lol so she doesnt miss out. oh, and i finally learned a little of tiger form #1 and.... oh i love this song!!!!! >< *jumps up and down* "no matter what i do. all i think about is you. even when im with my boo. all i think about is you" its not the words so much the beat and tune to it that i like. its cool! ^^ lol ok anyway, i learned tiger form #1 kinda, i got the block, punch, punch again down and then the twist around and block and punch and arm bar and punch punch punch and turn lol its confusing. im gonna get it a little at a time, i only know the first two steps and i dont even have those down so good. atleast ive got a whole month, a little over that.. but anyway, night you guys, im gonna study for a test, try to finish the homework i said i got done so id be able to go to karate >< and go to bed to get some sleep tonight unlike last night, i stayed up all night rping and kevin got on and sighed back off, he annoys me sometimes -.- anyway, wish me luck with katoshi and mina. later.
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