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• 1991-10-29
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• 2005-06-13
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• student.. 8th grader later this year
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• Erin, i allready said that
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Achievements
• second place in a sparring match, cleaning the whole house once before mom got home, beating this girl in a grappling match, getting dad to let us have a kitten and.. sneaking out to the car one night.
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• 1st grade, i used to play sailor moon with my friend all the time.
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• samurai deeper kyo, real bout highschool, .hack,
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• be a kickboxer, become a black belt, survive school, get a motorcycle lol
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• drawing, talking to my friends, training on the punching bag or just having fun downstairs, and hanging out around upstate karate
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• drawing.. having the ability to be strong or really hyper ^^ and im a good sneaker
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
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im awake, no ones here so i got the house to myself. ugh.. >< i wanna do something! im calling jessi
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and i called her and shes going over to her grandmas. i wonder why she always goes there every weekend. she said she's going at 3 so i dont think she should be out that late cuz if she were, she'd be there like.. 4 or 5 hours. but then i guess she wouldnt come over cuz its a school night. *sigh*
lately ive been having dreams every night. i guess im thinking too much about stuff instead of leaving it alone. dreams with kevin in them, dreams with things im scared of, dreams about upstate karate or the teachers. and some of the feelings i get i cant describe that good. i think most of the time i just try to feel normal or listen to songs to get my mind off all this weird stuff. do other people look at things like i do? that guy that asked me out, i told him no and he said to write back if i wanted and i hate that little couple of words people put in a letter to let you know they're feeling bad, and i never wrote him back. he probably thinks i hate him and right now, i just really dont care and wish i could forget he ever talked to me because i dont appreciate a guy even thinking about cheating on me. i should have told him i had a bf.
maybe this stupid stuff is because of that time i was at heathers and all the sudden got depressed for the first time. ugh i hate that stupid house why did i have to go there that night. Nevermind this is stupid, i wouldnt know why it made me get that way. i think my sister understands me more. she said when someone really has depression problems, they always keep to themselves and dont let other people know. thats because this girl in her class always talks about how shes so depressed and she just wants people to feel sorry for her. she told me that in the car. anyway, im gonna find something to do im realllyyy bored and i just wanna listen to some rock music
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