Wednesday, August 17, 2005

American Dream
All the perfect people with their painted faces,
all in a hurry to get to their important places.

They all live the "American Dream",
it just makes me want to scream!
They do things the "American way"
I'll make my end to their happy day.

All the perfect people with their big cars,
all dreaming and pretending to be big stars.

You can't be them.
They can't be you.
Don't listen to me.
Find out what is true.

See the man with the tie?
See the woman with the hair-dye?
See the kid with his new shoes?
See me and hear my news!

They all live the "American Dream",
it just makes me want to scream!
They do things the "American way"
I'll make my end to their happy day.

You don't wanna be them,
they don't wanna be you.
Listen to me, listen to me,
this all is true.

See the man with the combed hair?
See the woman with all the flare?
See the kid with his new jacket?
See me and hear my racket!

All the big people with their big issues,
all crying on talk shows for dollar tissues.

They all live the "American Dream",
it just makes me want to scream!
They do things the "American way"
I'll make my end to their happy day.

You'll see.
You'll see.
Chaos lives.
Society dies.



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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Fright of Fear
i slice i cut i scream i bleed,
no matter what i do for the pain inside me
cry i think i wonder why,
in the end i just wanna die.

i sleep i dream with these nightmares,
in this dream i see these mirrors,
these mirrors are why i have nightmares.

these mirrors look deep inside,
but no one knows so we wonder why,
you might not ever understand,
just look at the scars below your hands.

these scars they sting,
they gush with blood,
the pain is sweet,
the night is young.

i hear your voice,
but i do not see.
all you say is come back to me.
i just ignore the sounds i hear,
its all because my fright of fear.

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Isolation.No escape.No escape.Do you know where you are?How did you get here?Where’s the way out?The door!You can run to the door.You will be seen.If you run they can find you.Don’t move.Don’t move.They’ll leave you alone if you don’t move.Still and quiet.Still and quiet.Protect yourself.From them.You hear them.Silent whispers.Have they seen you
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A lovers heart
He came to hold her hand.
A million things on his mind,
none he could understand.
Looking for words he'll never find.

He sees her and backs away.
She can't see the pain inside.
His silence starts the decay
Feelings he has to hide.

Crimson tears in their eyes.
Memories of laughter fade.
Tragedy is born, love dies.
It's a charade.


But open wounds must heal.
Love inside will never die.
The feelings are too real.
Two souls, transcending the sky.

Broken but mended.
Lost but found.
Starting but ended.
Love completely unbound.

Together forever.
Never apart.
Time can almost sever,
but nothing stops a lover’s heart.

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Is this real or fake
Is He Real Or Fake
The stairway to heaven leads to hell,
demons are angels, as far as I can tell.
Living to be evil is living to be good,
and God is the Devil from what I've understood.
You know can't tell me I'm wrong,
even if I don't know where I belong.
Because you don't know if you're right.
There's no difference between darkness and light.
I talked to the Devil one day,
he didn't have much to say.
He just turned to me and said,
"Don't believe what you've read."
I talked to God one day,
he didn't have much to say.
He just turned to me and said,
"Don't believe what you've read."
I saw the Antichrist walking down the street,
wearing rags with sores on his feet.
He asked for help from those who walked by,
and no one even gave him a reply.
I saw Jesus walking down the street,
wearing a suit with new shoes on his feet.
He gave money to those who walked by,
they all said thank you and good bye.
They say to worship God and deny the devil,
but they don't even live up to their own level.
While preaching about God and salvation,
they live the definition of damnation.
Murder, rape, and molestation,
lies within the congregation.
You say God is hear to save you,
maybe he just wants to enslave you.
I want to cut until I cannot bleed.
I want to scream until I cannot breathe.
I want drown out this reality.
I want to escape this monotony.
Today I woke up, wishing this day was my last.
Haunted by the echoes of my discarded past,
I stand to see the path I have chosen,
to only realize my heart is frozen.
Another cigarette to poison my lungs.
Another shot to poison my liver.
Another hit to poison my brain.
Another kiss to poison my heart.
I can’t escape this.
I can’t erase this.
I can’t stop this.
I can’t face this.
I want to die.
I want to live.
I want to breathe.
I want to give.
This pain kills me.
This life kills me.
This mind kills me.
This all… kills me.
This reality.
A pain.
Insane.
Neurotic.
Erotic.
Hypnotic.
Cut.
Bleed.
Die.

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A girl
An innocent girl,
condemned by the world.
I often wonder why,
and am compelled to cry.
Misfortune and sorrow,
darken hope of tomorrow.
She is light in the dark,
branded with a pain filled mark.
She deserves more than this,
less sorrow and more bliss.
If only I could take her away,
for only a moment or all day.
She sits, cries, and bleeds.
I want her to be freed.
I want to take away her pain,
all her sorrows I would gain

Where I Am
As I sit here and wonder where I am,
I try to remember where everything went
or is going to be.
There is nothing where I am,
but it doesn't matter because I'm not here.
Nothing is here but neither am I,
where I am there is nothing.
Words written are nothing before they are.
That is where I am,
in the nothing before words are written.
So really, I am nowhere at all.
Seeing
Twisted and dizzy,
this isn’t easy.
Dazed and confused,
feeling abused.
Lost in my thought,
beginning to rot.
Got no control,
must reach my goal.
Things to do.
Things to see.
Places to go.
People to be.
Don’t know where I came from.
Don’t know where I’m going to.
Can’t find myself.
Can’t find you.
Starting new life,
erasing old death.
Taking in.
Taking a breath.
Where am I now?
Where will I go?
Will I ever reach,
the final show?
Seeing it all.
Seeing it clear.
Seeing why.
Seeing I’m here.
Letting it all in.
Watching it begin.
Seeing the fall.
Seeing it all.
Watching it end.
Watching it end.
Don’t pretend.
The end.


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I love you
I’m waiting to see you again,
our time I want never to end.
Your smile enchanting and bewitching,
keeps my heart forever twitching.
You really are amazing to me,
a combination of beauty,
straight from a wishing well
and for you, my soul I’d sell.
Your extraordinary personality,
lets me reveal who I can truly be.
You see me and nothing more,
your truth, your vision, I adore.
Life with you is the best,
because my true self is expressed.
With you I can be real,
with you I am not afraid to feel.
Your voice enlightens my spirit
each and every time I hear it,
it trickles down into my heart,
making me fall apart.
There is something special about you,
something I can see clear in view.
I’m not sure what it is, but here is what is true.
It’s the simple fact, that I love you.
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My smile
Breaking the glass of the conscious dream
cutting with the sharpest scream.
Letting the blood of reality drip down,
and thus in the crimson drown.
Standing in front of the mirror,
watching the truth become clearer.
Standing in front of self-denial,
watching the emotions pile.
Wake up from the nightmare,
step away from what you fear.
Enter the depths of your mind,
destroy what makes you blind..
Embrace the dark and sleep,
and the dream you will keep.
Until you wake once more,
the dream is yours to explore. My Smile

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A Place
Far down the horizon,
there´s something to lay your eyes in.
There´s a place you ought to see,
it´s somewhere I´d like to be.
It is a place far and near.
It is a place that´s not here.
It is a place hard to find,
unless, you posses the right state of mind.
It is a place I´d like to go,
it is a place you ought to know.
I´ve been there many times before,
you just walk through the open door.
Then you walk on down the hall,
there´s no floor, do not fall.
You´ll speed on up through the air,
going so fast you don´t even care.
At the end go to the right,
open the door, see the blinding light.
Dark DreamsEyes stare into the black void,
the light there, now destroyed.
Forever seeing nothing at all,
close to the edge, close to a fall
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