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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
in the abyss
Falling down into the abyss,
I feel the prick of death's dark kiss.
Falling and fading,
Sinking and wading,.
Thinking and seeing,
Losing my being.
Looking inside,
Yet I hide.
Falling lower,
Dying slower.
I feel myself lost to the world.
A lack of time and space.
I somehow have been displaced.
My sense of self has been tried,
And my thoughts pried.
Pried from the mind
Responsible for their existence;
Duly responsible for resistance.
Time and space begin to end
What’s here? Where’s there?
Why is it difficult to comprehend?
As if something loathes about the air,
Something I can't place.
An enigma for my mind to ponder,
And eventually erase,
For my mind does wander.
I continue further into the abyss,
Still feeling death's gentile kiss.
Something discovered that's not mundane.
Something different locked in my brain.
I sit to think of what it could be.
What is it I must set free?
But nevertheless as I think,
My body and spirit continue to sink.
Contemplating life.
Drawing a knife.
Seeing it all.
Watching it fall.
Gathering thoughts.
Connecting the dots.
Failing inside.
From fall to glide.
Condensing my spirit.
Although I refuse to hear it,
The truth is revealed,
I remain concealed.
It all has been discovered,
Secrets uncovered.
My defense kicks in.
Acceptance of sin.
Keeping inside,
All that I hide.
Providing deceit,
To ensure defeat.
Watching it all through weathered eyes,
And watched by all the inner spies.
Death's kiss seals my fate.
I look back on what I did appreciate.
Many things were given in life.
Many taken with strife.
I reach the bottom of the abyss,
And my life I begin to miss.
What have I done?
What have I wasted?
What have I missed?
What haven't I tasted?
What didn't I see?
What didn't I do?
I couldn't stand what life put me through.
Looking back from the perspective of death,
Remembering the instant of my last breath,
It was during the fall.
I lost it all.
I met death's dark kiss,
In the abyss.
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