Monday, June 4, 2007

*drools*
im so bored. haha. *sigh* i wish my stomach would stop hurting cuz im not paying ne attention to it. hmh!
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Saturday, June 2, 2007

damn i didn't think id colaps this fast..
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Friday, June 1, 2007

HOLY FUCKING CRAP! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I MEAN EEEEEK IM FUCKING CRTYING SHIT................................AHHHHHHHHHH I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME!!!!
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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Come visit me at the hospital...
quickly grab the knives and cut open to find what could possibly be the cause of our pain...

And when u wake I'll be beside you and u'll notice me as the girl who you miss. unotice my eyes cry, why are you using me this way...

To terrified to give you the only thing i hae left. (why do i bother) Its like a movie so realistic yet so predictable. Whats left of me I have no respect for.

the days wash away joy they run away. (ur teasing me now)

Are you aware we mght die in the proses of loving, unloving. to petrified, unwilling willing to give up.

Shows over kids the curtain are closed and idk shes ever going to preform again. without license!
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

sigh...
haha, im gonna become a vegi. haha!
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Monday, May 28, 2007

fuck my heart
I got back on the horse just to get shot down again. wtf is wrong with me. I just want to shut down my heart completely. i mean whats the point I keep getting hurt and its all bcuz I wear my heart on my sleave. fuck! I swear i had iot coming to me. its my fault; one taste of happiness in a long time I hold on as tight as i can and i guess it was too much for it. so, happines left a post it on the fridge. i havent seen em since. so she says im everything to her but, wtf should i believe her, i cant have the same pain come to a rush again...
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Friday, May 25, 2007

random
hehe i burned me self with an eraser and its all infected haha. man im retarded, but im coo like that haha. r u retarded bcuz if ur not than u need to get sum lessons bitch haha!!!! so join the club and go slumming with ur friend sum time haha, i knoe i will. haha.
im not sorry; im not gonna change bcuz this is who i am, does that bother u?
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Sunday, May 20, 2007

pause 2 read...
Ambition...
Spill my hope and cover it up with news paper from this mornings delivery. No really, I insist take down my ambition its not necessary to keep this when it all falls apart NE way. might as well be aware its not happening and make sure my faith isn’t ever colossal!!1


Keep it to the canvas. tuck it in chains and look daggers at it. That will give us a guarantee that my spirit wont inch from that point.

Oh my fortuneless chest, don’t bleed again please don’t bleed again for i ran out of news paper by trying to cover my broken heart by the bathroom door. Whoa
(REPLACE) take down (replace) shoot it replace this hope in me with the shattered dreams that I dance with in the middle of the night. It will be put to more use NE way.

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Friday, May 18, 2007

Oh, my God...
It's swallowing all my Pain.. in the loud music. Scream out All the fucking frustration Out in the atmosphere. Now! And Forget about it all in the Next morning...

Stab me in my dreams... i hope i fe-
el whT i deserve!
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