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• 1984-08-31
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Female
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• Oxford
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• 2005-08-17
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• Student
Real Name
• Nikki
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• I'm still Alive and Well!
Anime Fan Since
• Y2K (Introduced to Berserk)
Favorite Anime
• Vampire Hunter D, Last Exile, Wolfs Rain, Naruto, Berserk, Full Metal Alchemist, Chrono Crusaide, Bleach! Angel Sanctuary!!!
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• Speak Japanese before I'm 25
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• Reading, Watching Anime, Palying Computer games, going out with my mates
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• I asked my friends, they said talking...haha...oh well
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
Feelings
The wind blows through me, like it blows trough the autumn leaves.
The days go by like dreams yet they are so real.
I live for today, I look to tomorrow, to help me remember the past.
I am happy with who I am, working towards who I will be.
My love grows deeper, stronger, for he is my stepping-stone,
Without him my days would be so bleak, so cold.
My strength comes from within, while my eyes look out at the sky.
I wish for the change of the seasons that tells me all is how it should be,
Surrounded by the people I love, the warmth of summer grows within me in the winter hours.
I walk trough this world trying to be a part of it,
Knowing only too well that it is a part of me.
This whirlwind of change, this storm of feelings, carried me on,
Carried me toward a future that is bright.
For once I want to live, not just for today,
Not just for tomorrow but for yesterday. I know who I was, and who
I want to be, and today I know who I am.
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Hello to all the nice people that have been so lovely and understanding over the past week, with my posts and with my lack of visits! I have been terrible! I’m so sorry!
Well this week had been an eye opener; you might have noticed a trend in my posts, I have been forced to reflect on a lot of things lately. I guess when your life is turned upside down and you get stuck between what it was and what it might be, or will be, you get a better perspective on things, its like a second chance, an opportunity to remake yourself, to organise your life better. I am pretty good at emotional roller coaster, my life has been one, more than most. I have lost loved ones, I have been estranged for loved ones, I have moved around Europe and had to adjust to cultures, weather, languages. Anyway, what I am trying to say is its been interesting, to get in touch with myself.
Well thanks for listening to me again! I hope at least the picture was enjoyable!
Ciao!
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