Tuesday, March 14, 2006

   ...help me breath...

I feel so bad to day ....my throat is sore and my ears hurt!!! im still kind of upset that we didnt get the apartment.. i was getting to like the idea of moving^_^ any way i dont feel to good so im ganna end it hear....

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Monday, March 13, 2006

   ...why...

Well it looks like imnot going to be moving...we didnt get accpeted meaning we cant move into the apart meants.... which means im ganna be here for a lil while longer.... grr i hate this.....

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...moving and i hate it....well kind of...

Well I will find out today if im moving tomarrow for sure...in some cases i want to in others i dont .. the reason i do is that i dont want to be with my Ex-step mother any more and the one reason i dont want to move is im ganna be alone...ALOT...my dad is never home, but i can take this as me learning how to be independent i guess ^_^. Im hope ing the lemony slash can come over some time after wedsday that would be fun, because if i move she wont be down the street from me any more or any of my freinds for that matter T_T*starts to cry thinking about it* SUKA: You will still have me!!! You cant come! SUKA: AND WHY NOT????? Cause i said.... SUKA: Your so mean. *starts to walk away* Im just kidding suka. *hugs her close* you know you can come.. SUKA: That what i thought! you know you want me.. That doesnt sound right you know. SUKA: I didnt mean it like that *thinks a dirty thought* But you never... Stop right there your scaring me!!!! *thinks about it too and blushes* your my best freind i could never do that with you!! SUKA: well you know where to find me if you get lonely. *smirks* Ok go away your really freaking me out now!! SUKA: god, dont you know a joke when you hear one. No, not with you i dont. SUKA: Fine be that way!!!! OK, OK ,Ok. Im sorry Well i guess me and suka will start to pack!!! SUKA:*screaming from accross the room* and dont forget to pack my vibr...TOY!!!*grins big while snikering* oops! SUKA!!!!!!!!!!!*runs after her* GOT TO GO BYE SUKA:YEAH BYE!!!! *runs for her life.* question: What ould be a good way to keep myself occupid while alone?

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   ...Please take this pain and end it for me...

Today has been both exusting and sad. I feel ignored and put down and on top of that im moving away from all the new freinds i have just made. I had another nightmare last night this time it was much worse. I dreamed that andrew came to my house (like last time) but this time he was just looking at me and i asked what was wrong. Then his body just drops and a pool of blood surrounds his body. I couldnt help but cry i miss him and i havent been able to talk to him anymore. i really dont know what to think anymore, Every time i have a good day it seems to be thrown over the next day by a bad one....basicly my life sucks....period The moving part is hard enough to think about, but what really shocked me was how just yesterday he was talking about moving and today we got an apartment.. What i wondered most was why so soon does he want to move and he kept saying " Is there any way i can move in asap?" Which got me thinking that there was some odd reason he wanted to move so quickly. At first i thought it was to move out of his ex-wife house, i mean how would want to live with their ex-wife. But then dad said somthing that got me thinking, he said he was talking to sonia again (his ex-girfriend) and now i think he is just doing it to prove to her he love her or some shit liek that. i have no clue. but it makes me mad thinking about it so im going to go. bye

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Friday, March 10, 2006

   ....Please save a horse and ride a cowboy....

I just came back from eating with family and of corse ashely had to come *rolls eyes* j/k it was a blast and i shall be adding a video of ash to lol she ganna kill me but oh well *luaghs evily* )Here is the video of ash ont he stupid bike V.V) Thanks to all those people who was helpful with the dream thing and tonight i fell good so i hope ill dream good too *strats to run is circles* Suka:*runs in* sorry i got here as fast as i could!! BS you know you didnt, cuase you were watching yaoi!!!! Suka: *looks around* not uh!!! Yeah huh!!!! Suka: you have no proof. Yes i do.*smirks* Suka:And what would that be? I looked at the internet history and it looks like you were watching some suksiyo(think i spelled it wrong but i dont care)!!! Suka: *mumbels under breath* What is that you say? Suka: Yeah so what, it not like you dont watch it eighther!!!! Yes thats true, but you lied and i dont have to..*smirks* Suka:*runs* looking back and sticking her tounge out* WATCH OUT FOR THE WA....*smack, suka hits a wall face first* Suka: OWWWWWW *strats to cry* Well i guess ill go bandage her up and let you guys comment lol..... much love otakus (\ /) (O.o) (>O<) evil bunny with a bomb in hand MUHAHAHAHAHA suka envy

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   >>>>>> lick his balls...lol

Im about to go to school and i feel like a truck hit me.... im sooo tired that i can bearly keep my eyes open... i look terriable basicly lol... It had a night mare about Suka: Yeah it was bad... Hey mind if i tell the story? Suka:yes!!! Shut up Suka: sorry! *bows* anyways i had a bad dream *looks at suka* about andrew and that he came to live with me and he ended up dead and i woke up all crying lol im such a retard.. Suka: *nods* Suka GO AWAYYYYYY!!!!! Suka: *Stays and skips around* *growls* Well i guess ill continue after my whole half a day at school. Buh-bye

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Thursday, March 9, 2006

   ....People are sooo mean.......

Well the one thing i liked has left me and yet again im single and ready to mingle .... well i think so anyway. maybe after a day or too... and yesterday was our 2 months....... but i figuered this would happen when he didnt atlk to me for like 3 whole days.....well life goes on i just need lots of hugs... but i remeber my lil specail buddy i have *luaghs evily* and dont ask who is ..me no tell.... Suka: Hey there krystina what the matter? When did you get here? Suka: umm like a min ago. So whos the asshole? Umm no one... Suka: *looks around at all the people* Umm who they? Oh they are my otaku freinds!! People meet my other half Suka!!! Suke: Ummm hi? *runs and hides* Shes a little shy. Well thats all for now guess ill post more tomarrow if im able too *thinks* Oh yeah only a half day of school!!! hella yeah!!! *skips off*

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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

   .....Yucky jelly beans...

ok WHO EVER SAID I WAS A POSER.... FUCK YOU... IM NOT A POSER... ok not that that is over *wipes forhead* I have had a pretty intence day so far and its only 12:14pm and only 3rd period.....I guess i really dont have anything to talk about today except for the fact that im PISSED that some some put the word POSER on my pic up there.... If it was a freind tell me so me not get mad anymore.. if it wasnt o' well you just zelous....(yes i spelled jealuos zelous.. i like differnt words.) I cant wait to go home and watch my gravitaion, i havent been abke to see it for a wjile cause i have been watching lovless *squils* I LOVE LOVLESSSSSSSS!!!!! *remebers that she hasnt finished watching Harry Potter* OMG I have to finish watching harry potter today i cannot forget that... WEll im going.....*runs with hands waving in the air... Random question...... What would you do if a person of the same sex came up to you and asked to make out??? ^_^ My answer... "Sure why not!!!" bye my fellow otaku peoples...

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   OMGF

I just came back from H-E-B( food store) and i was able to get the very last Harry potter dvd.. I was like oMfg!!!!! I im like so watching it right now... any way yeah i have a lil drawing thing on there so you guys can make fun of my face ^_^ and i will be able to see it, if you save it.. to make a new one press clear and then if you want me to see it... SAVE IT... and i will tell you what i think....well maybe...well g2g watch my new movie...

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   QUICKY

WRiting a quick post before the bell rings , which btw is in like 1min!!!!! any way well i guess ill type super super fast ^_^ Im haveing a god day my urges to kill people(and bears) seemed to be lifting off my shoulders lol.. well im ganna go head to computer now...to bad she wont let us the internet this posy would have been longer lmfao O.O well that the bell..... um um um ummmmm buh bye *runs to her next class*

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