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Wednesday, March 1, 2006


still upset
I am home now but i still feel like a part of me was taken away, like a part of me died with him. He was the one friend that would have been thier no matter what and its a shame none of you guys could have meet him. you would have fallen in love right when you saw him, like i did. I still can remeber the fun times we had like makeing fun of people when i was down or talking about the most randomiest stuff like what it would be like if i had a kid that had 11 finger and toes lol. yeah i know its stupid but to me those times were and are presious. What i regret the most is not being able to say good bye, but instead having to get a phone call from one of my freinds telling me the news. They say he died instinly and didnt feel a thing but knowing andrew like i did i knew he had to have felt somthing and knowing that made me cry. I found it ironic that i could fall asleep till 3 am last night and when i asked my friend when he died she said he died at exacly 2:09am and that made me cry again. I have never felt the way i did today knowing i wont be able to talk to him anymore and today i could only talk to one person at school and that would be ashely. So if your reading this ashely... thank you. For those who i cused at or yelled at im entirly sorry and i didnt mean to. I have to get going, and im going to go and try to forget somethings right now, but i know it will be hard. In the words of my freind "Let not past get rid of your future but let the futre make you forget the past." and that is exactly what i plan on doing. Good bye...
Krystina

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