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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   ...Please take this pain and end it for me...
Today has been both exusting and sad. I feel ignored and put down and on top of that im moving away from all the new freinds i have just made. I had another nightmare last night this time it was much worse. I dreamed that andrew came to my house (like last time) but this time he was just looking at me and i asked what was wrong. Then his body just drops and a pool of blood surrounds his body. I couldnt help but cry i miss him and i havent been able to talk to him anymore. i really dont know what to think anymore, Every time i have a good day it seems to be thrown over the next day by a bad one....basicly my life sucks....period

The moving part is hard enough to think about, but what really shocked me was how just yesterday he was talking about moving and today we got an apartment.. What i wondered most was why so soon does he want to move and he kept saying " Is there any way i can move in asap?" Which got me thinking that there was some odd reason he wanted to move so quickly. At first i thought it was to move out of his ex-wife house, i mean how would want to live with their ex-wife. But then dad said somthing that got me thinking, he said he was talking to sonia again (his ex-girfriend) and now i think he is just doing it to prove to her he love her or some shit liek that. i have no clue. but it makes me mad thinking about it so im going to go.

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