Friday, October 7, 2005

   Payday and the weekend! Oh, happy day!

Yay, the weekend is here! Time to relax! Well, until Sunday that is. I have my first clinical then from 7am to 3pm. I'm kinda nervous about it b/c I'm not sure what to expect. I know the elderly can be like children, but they have the capacity of dignity, unlike kids. Plus they can hurt you and you can't fight back. Plus a naked old body is different than a little kids. I'm just kinda nervous that's all. I don't do so well around them just because I don't want to break them and I get frustrated having to re-repeat everything b/c they don't understand or they can't hear me. I'm gonna have to get used to that fact, I guess. I got paid! Yay! $225.66! I put $100 in the checking and saved the rest for something good. Not sure what. Maybe Photoshop! I miss making buttons and wallpapers. I have to use old stuff manually and junk so... My birthday is coming up, so I should get some money. I hope. Lol. No CNA class today. We're off on Friday. Clinicals on Sunday. Class Monday-Thursday night. Hey, there was a bomb threat at the post office on Tuesday. The whole road to school was blocked off and I couldn't get to class. Some made it and they still had the lesson, so I'm kinda lost in Statistics. But the "bomb" ended up being a stack of papers or a sock. I'm not really sure. It's better now. Don't bomb the post office with a sock... Gotta work now. See you guys later! Just 8 days until my 21st! Hooray!

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   A little down, but better today.

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

   Rant #3

This is what I feel like doing to everyone ordering me around and getting on my case... I'm in a generally pissy mood today. It's raining. I'm hungry but there is barely enough time to eat. I'm pushing it to post today. Everything seems to just be pissing me off today. My new class is going okay. I won't know the real effect of it on my other classes until next week. I have some tests then to study for too. With my new class for CNA there is just one BIG FAT test that is easy, but if you forget something simple [like washing your hands or counting a pulse wrong since those 2 are REALLY vital] you fail everything. Yeah sucks. So I have to give that class everything I have as well as my normal academics. Plus my boss is on my case because we're short handed at the office. She thinks I need to pick up all the slack... Greaaaaat. Dammit. I'm just gonna friggin' ignore everyone's complaints and stuff and if shit's not done oh-the-fuck-well. I'm stretched too far as it is... and it sucks... Well, I'm off to work right now. I gotta head in early to make up for what I didn't get done. I'm sorry this was such a "colorful" display of bad mood behavior... I'm not liable to get much better. I work 6 days a week now. 1 day off. At least it's Saturday... I think... ::sigh:: Hug a kitty! My mood improved today by .000000000000015798.......... better than zero, ne?

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Monday, October 3, 2005

   Frustration with the thingys and the pumkins and the things that go

Yay! Fall time! Whoo hoo! Dang... Making this little blogger thingy took a LONG time. About 4 hours if you count looking for a cool background picture. I hunted around and I saw the whole back ground at Sesslover18's site. She made the background that I used. I didn't! I'm not stealing credit! Please don't kill me! It's a temporary until I find something that works better... I really like the colors and bats! Very Halloween-y! But everything else [except for the template for the blog. I forgot where I found it actually> I've had it copied for a while. If someone finds out please tell me so I can give credit!], anyway, I had a better one set up, but it didn't work. Here.That's what it should have looked like, but it didn't work... Kinda neat tho huh? ^ ^ I think I did an okay job! ^ ^ Today I start my CNA class later tonight. It seems that I'm going to be home about... 10 hours [this is including 8 hours of sleep if I get to bed my 11] I wake up and get ready [about an hour-ish], go to school from 9-12, go into work at 1:30, work until 5:15, and head to class from 5:30-10 pm [that's the CNA class...] Yeah, didn't think about that. I'm barely gonna have time to eat and do homework! We'll have to see how my grades hold up on that. I hope I can do it! Hee hee! Yay! 13 day until my 21st birthday! Sweet! I can't wait! Hope you guys will stop by so I can celebrate it with you guys! Katocool's birthday is the day after mine! She'll be 20! Don't forget to say happy birthday to her! Hm... Maybe I should start a birthday list... So everyone knows and won't forget anyone's birthday! What do you guys think? Well, I'm heading to bed now. Gotta get enough sleep while I can! Don't wanna be like a grumpy Aoshi, do I? Lol! Good Night!

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Sunday, October 2, 2005

   Under Construction!

Yay! Fall time! Whoo hoo! Dang... Making this little blogger thingy took a LONG time. About 4 hours if you count looking for a cool background picture. I hunted around and I saw the whole back ground at Sesslover18's site. She made the background that I used. I didn't! I'm not stealing credit! Please don't kill me! I really like the colors and bats! Very Halloween-y! But everything else [except for the template for the blog. I forgot where I found it actually> I've had it copied for a while. If someone finds out please tell me so I can give credit!], anyway, everything else I did using Appleworks 6 Painting. The font where it says "Updates!" is "Elven Speak" and the stars are "Night sky". I have these in my font book in my computer. Kinda neat huh? ^ ^ Trying to fit the scroll to the picture took forever too. I think I did an okay job! ^ ^ Today I start my CNA class later tonight. It seems that I'm going to be home about... 10 hours [this is including 8 hours of sleep if I get to bed my 11] I wake up and get ready [about an hour-ish], go to school from 9-12, go into work at 1:30, work until 5:15, and head to class from 5:30-10 pm [that's the CNA class...] Yeah, didn't think about that. I'm barely gonna have time to eat and do homework! We'll have to see how my grades hold up on that. I hope I can do it! Hee hee! Yay! 13 day until my 21st birthday! Sweet! I can't wait! Hope you guys will stop by so I can celebrate it with you guys! Katocool's birthday is the day after mine! She'll be 20! Don't forget to say happy birthday to her! Hm... Maybe I should start a birthday list... So everyone knows and won't forget anyone's birthday! What do you guys think? Well, I'm heading to bed now. Gotta get enough sleep while I can! Don't wanna be like a grumpy Aoshi, do I? Lol! Good Night!

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Friday, September 30, 2005

   Ohmn..... Ohmn... Sum-yung-fun-gai, Han Solo [

Currently: Calming... Sunny and dry! High: 90s*F Low:80s*F Winds:Nice breeze I've cooled off since yesterday... Today was pretty easy. Not a lot of hecticness going on today. School didn't really happen yesterday. It was math. I got the notes I missed for the other day, so I'm good to go. I don't know what I made on the first test. I don't wanna know... I finally got all my tests and immunities and paperwork in hand and ready to take to class on Monday night! Yeah, it took a long time to get it all together. Plus dealing with people that don't give clear directions or people that shouldn't be even working there didn't help, but I managed to get it done. I did most of it on the 15th and I came home ready to just cry. It was sooo stressful! I've never been that stressed out before except when I had my surgery and that was a physiological thing. This was just emotion and rage kinda. I played so Zelda and made Link fall into a hole about 80 times. Poor Link... I love you, Link! Lol! Repost from last one FYI!!! "It's getting harder to keep track of everyone's posts, especially when I have too much to do! Plus whenever I do comment on their sites, they rarely comment back and more than "Kool site. Ur site Rul3zzz. Come sign my GB and I'll sign urs..." WTF?! TALK NORMAL YOU WEIRDOS! Sorry... Got a little annoyed there. I hate web talk. Ick. But back to the other thing, I'm going to be DELETING people from the friends list next month. You know the people that RARELY update or even come by and visit! I've been soooo busy, so I know I sound like a hypocrite, but after 6 months and there's no activity? Laters! I'm just trying to do some "spring cleaning" in the fall. I've been in a cleaning mode and my room is starting to bug me with all the chaotic clutter around here, so I've been meaning to "edit" my friends' list for quite a while now. The ones that visit FREQUENTLY, are safe [you know who you are ^ ^], so they can rest easy, the rest of you... I'll try and visit more so you guys will want to visit me. I hope I won't have to delete ALL of you!!! I love everyone here! ^/////^" End repost Vote for your "Bishie of the Month" Here they are!: Sanosuke Sagara Kenshin Himura Aoshi Shinomori All three candidates are from the anime "Rurouni Kenshin"! So take your pick and choose carefully! So glad that it's Friday and the weekend is here! ^ ^ See you!

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

   Long day

Currently: Argh... Sunny and dry! High: 90s*F Low:70s*F Winds: Little to none, but kinda humid. Parents tick me off. 'Nuff said... I hate being treated like a kid when I'm not... Nothin' much going on, just trying to update more. Do some fan art, update my story... maybe study and watch a movie. I wanna watch "The Patriot" for some reason or another. Hmm... Mom wants me to write out a budget for her so she can plan ahead and see in case I "screw up" and get fired or spend too much money. She flipped out when I wanted a watch when I all ready have an expensive one [that I don't really care for, it's hard to read, and it cuts off the circulation in my wrist!]. The new one I want is only $20, plus it's easier to read and to wear. I'm gonna buy it! :P It's MY MONEY. Sheesh! Oh yeah... It's getting harder to keep track of everyone's posts, especially when I have too much to do! Plus whenever I do comment on their sites, they rarely comment back and more than "Kool site. Ur site Rul3zzz. Come sign my GB and I'll sign urs..." WTF?! TALK NORMAL YOU WEIRDOS! Sorry... Got a little annoyed there. I hate web talk. Ick. But back to the other thing, I'm going to be DELETING people from the friends list next month. You know the people that RARELY update or even come by and visit! I've been soooo busy, so I know I sound like a hypocrite, but after 6 months and there's no activity? Laters! I'm just trying to do some "spring cleaning" in the fall. I've been in a cleaning mode and my room is starting to bug me with all the chaotic clutter around here, so I've been meaning to "edit" my friends' list for quite a while now. The ones that visit FREQUENTLY, are safe [you know who you are ^ ^], so they can rest easy, the rest of you... I'll try and visit more so you guys will want to visit me. I hope I won't have to delete ALL of you!!! I love everyone here! ^/////^ Time for another "Bishie of the Month" election/poll... thingy! I've been thinking about doing just 3 this time... So here they are!: Sanosuke Sagara Kenshin Himura Aoshi Shinomori All three candidates are from the anime "Rurouni Kenshin"! So take your pick and choose carefully! Oh yeah, next month is October so the color theme will be different! Autumy-like and stuff! Leaves and pumpkins and cold air soon I hope! You'll like it! ^ ^ I may or may not have music. I'll think about it... Well, I'll see you guys later! Please pick one when you comment! Pick a bishie! ANY ONE! Even if you think the guy is cool [not just hot!] Lol. Pick or I will be sad! ::cries:: Poll ends on Friday evening! 11:00 PM EST USA! {Need an hour to make the changes to the new layout!

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

   Sorry about that...

Currently: Oopsie... Sunny and dry! High: 90s*F Low:70s*F Winds: Little to none. Uhhh, my bad you guys. I've been a little "busy". Busy bee that's me... but a tired bee... Life has been taking up so much time... My feet hurt and I've been sleeping less. I've done a bunch of stuff... Had a math quiz [Got an A on that], Microeconomics test [A C on that], Human Growth & Development test [104 A on that one!!], and a History exam [88 B on that... BIG CURVE there]. I took a math test today and failed it. I was too tired to study last weekend. Did a Church retreat last weekend. 60 hours with 5 hours of sleep the whole time. I had to go to confession... Plus, the Priest is really cute [27 years] and every one thinks so! ^//////^ He's a real nice guy. He has a lot of respect and love for what he does. Um I saw the "Exorcism of Emily Rose" which was pretty good and scary. Worked a lot and a lot. On my time off I've been talking with Jason and stuff. He went through a little hurricane bout, but he's okay. Silly slept through the storm. Lol. I was really worried about him. I was so glad that it weakend and turned, but feel terrible about the other people that got the full force of the hurricane. I'm cleaning out my closet of all the clothes I don't need and boxing them up for girls that need them. You guys should do the same! They need our help!I'll be starting my CNA classes soon. I hope they'll be kinda easy on us, then again, it's the dirty part of nursing. Yuck! I'm studying a lot more lately... Jason Jason doesn't have a hernia! YAY! It's just an enlarged/swollen lymph node in his pelvic/leg region. They're watching it for anything. If it gets worse, they'll give him some antibiotics and he'll be ok. He still hasn't gotten his flight booked yet. Heading to bed now. That's about it for an update. Hope to see you tomorrow... I'll get some fan art up soon too I hope!

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

   Maaaaaaaan, does this mean I can't kill anyone anymore?! Boooooo!

Currently: Zzzz... Sunny and dry! High: 90s*F Low:70s*F Winds: Little to none. See?! I'm not dead! I've just been swamped with stuff. Lots to post. I'll be short... I hope. Sorry about not posting... School has been taking up so much time... Well, it's gonna be taking up my weeknights and Saturday mornings, but just for the month of October. I got into the CNA [certified nursing assissant] class at school. To get in, I have to take a 10 panel drug pee test [$25.00], have a background check on my to make sure I didn't kill anyone [$36.00], and get fingerprinted [$5.00]. All that is due the 16th of this month. I've turned all that in. NOW, I have to get a physical and proof that I've gotten my shots. Those are due the first night of class on the 3rd of October. I have to have my physical and shots in order to work in my clinicals [Old people's home] which are early every Saturday morning... like 5:30 AM. I'm getting my physical and shots later today... Owie... Yeah, icky. I don't get paid either. I still have to get a uniform and a stethoscope too. I have class right after work every Monday-Thursday from 5:30-10 PM. I'm going to be so tired. I hope I can post more often. Oh, my birthday is on one of those Saturdays. I'm kinda bummed, but it's only for a month and it'll help my nursing. Guess what?! Jason has a hernia.... Maybe. Well, we're not sure exactly. It sounds like one and he says that he was working a lot lately. He noticed it in a few hours, but I think a hernia he might have noticed right away. Oh well, it might be just a mild one. He's taking it easy for now... So the trip to see me is kinda on hold until he sees the doc and that's NEXT Thursday. I hope he won't need surgery. Heading to bed now. Hope to see you tomorrow!

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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   Power of Love...

Currently: Zzzz... MORE RAIN?! [90% in the morning; 50%ish throughout today] High: 80s*F Low:80s*F Winds: HUMID. Ick. Short and sweet guys. Well, my check cleared for my 1st car payment. So I have a total of $15.77 in my checking account. T_T Gotta wait 'til Thursday for monies. Mom's still doing okay. Paper boy was a pansy ass. [see last post for details] But yeah, Mom's okay. That guy isn't following me since then either. I did do a dumb thing this weekend. : / Short version: I was out with a former boyfriend this weekend and we saw a movie. Just as friends so chill you guys! We had a good time. He wanted to know a lot about Jason. I was happy to tell him! I love talking about Jason. ^ ^ But anyway, we got back to his place where Tankums [he's a big guy. We call him Big Tankums. ^ ^ It's funny.] was crashing. We sat and watched a movie that was kinda sad. I really started to miss Jason too. My former boyfriend was really great. He stopped me from crying and stuff. I was worried about him with all the crazies around in Louisiana and the people that might hurt others while they're living in another town. He's far enough away tho... but still I was exhausted... and I wasn't thinking clearly. A-anyway... there was a cuddle fest that got a little too friendly... ::hides:: Nothing major happened! I didn't kiss him or screw him or anything. He just played with my hair and held my and and stuff. It was awkward... but he told me that everything would be okay and that Jason was really lucky. Well, I fell asleep in his lap... I got home at 4 that morning and called Jason... I told him everything that happened and what I was feeling and doing. I was a mess. I was crying. I felt so bad for bothering him at work. I felt bad for finding comfort elsewhere. And I told him that it was really hard to fight the temptation... I was expecting him to hang up or get mad... He didn't! He said he forgives me, and that he understands that being so far apart can make you needy. He even said that if I had slept with him he would still forgive me... just as long as I still loved him. Now I'm not gonna go and do that, but what he said shocked me. I cried. I cried really hard. He kept telling me that he loved me over and over. I love him so much you guys... I hope you guys don't think that I'm bad for him or that I'm a horrible person. If you guys were in our situation, you'd understand... He's so special to me. No one's been that forgiving to me before. I feel so blessed... I love you Jason... Guess what?! Shawn [TheMouse} is gonna help Jason with his reservations for the plane and flight! ^ ^ We're gonna get in a chat room and do everything online. ^ ^ Shawn's good at this thing! I love you, Shawn! THANK YOUU!! Well, I must head to bed. Tired. Night all... Woah, sorry. The post was longer than I thought... ^ ^;;;

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