Saturday, March 5, 2005

   Short post... I can still taste the cough meds...

Very short post right now. As Dee would say from the FAKE manga "Ugh, my head feels like friggin' buckshot... or the asphalt during a Hell's Angels rally..." Dude my head hurts so friggin much... and to top everything off, my sinuses are kinda hurtin' too. I can barely breathe outta my nose. Pshh, guess my karma came back and kicked my ass after that stunt I pulled with "Home Boy", as we now refer to him here, at the movies. ::shrugs:: ^ ^ But I don't feel too bad to not enjoy it, NYA HA! Just HOPING that I'm not sick on the 14th.
Had to baby-sit my boss' kid ta-day. ::SIGH:: Went to bed at 2 got up at 6, baby-sat 'til 2. So beat. But he was a good kid: likes Nintendo and DBZ. Good thing.

Oh, yeah, yeah! Sorry! But thank you all for the supportive comments you guys left me! For a moment there I was beginning to feel kinda cruel for what happened. I'm glad that you guys agree with what I did! He hasn't called like he said he would... ::KNOCKS WOOD::... but then again. I'll keep you all posted as always. 'Til then: Forecast of sunny skies and a nice breeze for you all.
::HUGS::

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Friday, March 4, 2005

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   My lesson learned. Beware long post.

*HISS*
Baby, I's on FI-YA!

This post is for all the girls out there that have been through a relationship of some kind and have it freakin BLOW UP at them. There is a God and she/he/it... is lookin' out for us.
Why do you ask? Well... For those of you who have been a frequent and know about my LAST "relationship" you will get mondo kicks out of this.
For those of you who don't know... Go back read December posts 1st-9th... It 'splains it.
ANYWAY... He called. 3 times in 2 days! "Let's hang out 'cause I'm sorry I was a jerk" was the basic jist of what happened to bring on a "date" of sorts. The reason why I'm calling it that is b/c well, he showed up for one thing and paid for it. Well "I" paid for it. His debit card wasn't working. Go figure. Anyway. The bloke owes me $6. We saw Constantine. Good movie. Go see it if you are bored. He didn't try any "cheap" moves during. And whenever we talked and the convo turned to "Seeing anybody?"... I used ::in old man asian wise guy voice:: "Cold Shoulder move for pesky boy who don't take hint first time 'round." My apologies to anyone who is Asian or speaks with an accent. I was in Mr. Miyagi mode there. But basically I was indifferent to him. Basic yes or no answers and told him that I was really way too busy! Which is true.
But girls... indifference is a good thing. Especially if you have them opening doors for you and well.. attempting to pay for everything. I was polite. He knows that he's in hot water with me. Well I'm sitting on the rim laughing my head off... but still after how he treated me, he's very lucky that I even went out with him at all.
Mouse so kinda reminded me that people like that who before blew you off, smoked and liked to get high rather than see you, will more than likely not change. I ered on the side of great caution as I told Mouse. If you're gonna consider going back out with a guy, here's 3 things to do. YOU HAVE TO:
1) Have your own ride home. Drive, asked for a ride with a friend some one NOT him. B/C if you end up getting a ride with him, most of the guys that I know will want a little "payment" for the ride home. He doesn't deserve it after what he's done (well to me anyway).
2.) If he offers to pay, let him and if you followed #1 you won't be in debt, just be sure to not let him try to back into a wall. Had avoid him rather abruptly when he got WAY too close. And finally:
3.) Do NOT call him. AT ALL. They feed of your need to talk to them.

Sorry for sounding so ANTI-MALE. I LOVE BOYS. I DO! Guys like Yamcha and Mouse and Akayo Kanachi are guys you take home to mom. ^ ^ They're nice... So thanks for the Valentine AK! Thanks for the advice Mouse, and I'll be thinking about you Yamcha when they stick me with that needle in 2 weeks! I LOVE YOU THREE!
Ladies. I did this because the boy needed to be somebody's lap dog for once. You would not believe the hell this guy put me through and all the loops he made me jump. You're probably thinking: "Why go out with him?!" Well, it's simple. He needed to know that what he did was wrong and I told him straight up "why I hadn't called, why most of my friends don't like you, and that I'm here just for the sake of MAYBE you'd understand the crap you did". I went for 2 reasons beside the latter: I wanted to see a movie and... maybe the off chance that he might have changed. He hadn't. Though he doesn't know that I really do dislike him. Not hate. I forgave him. I just don't choose to see him again. Should he call "I'm not home" and perhaps he will get the hint. I won't straight up tell him don't call me ever again... because he doesn't deserve me to have to tell him that. I think that he's smart enough to figure out how I feel. If he doesn't. Now he'll know what it was like when he ditched me all those times::shrugs::

Feeling good. Kento is my carefree favorite bishie ^ ^. The kind of guy that you just wanna hug or take a nap with to keep the bad dreams away.
So cuddly! "Like mashed potatoes!"-Ed for Ed, Edd, and Eddy. Good show!

Got an A on my micro test to make this day even better!
I know that this type of cruelty isn't becoming and I really hate that side of me. It's just... no one really looks out for me over here. So I decided to take matters into my own hands and deal with it. I don't deserve trash. Just like all of you don't deserve to be treated like that. Revenge can be a good thing. Just don't keep obessing over it. I'm over now. I just wanted to share the glory about how you can overcome the pain when a heartbreaker beats you down to nothing...

For those who have read and are in this situation, my heart goes out to you all and I hope you find the courage and strength to stand up for yourself. I love all of you guys and thanks for being apart of my life! ::GREAT BIG HUGS!!::

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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

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   Mood swing? Not my time of the month yet. :P

::YAWN::
Sleepy…

Yay for me! I replaced my printer for freeeee! Actually it's still under warranty so I had to pay $90 as a security deposit. Once they get my defective printer, they'll give it back. O.o AND I get brand new ink cartriges!
Ooh! I also bought and played through the new Zelda for GBA! The Legend of Zelda: The Minish Cap. Very cute game and a lot like the Link to the Past version for GBA and SNES. It's similar in sounds and some of the music I recognized and nearly wet myself! SO COOL! It's a GREAT Zelda fix if you are waiting for the Zelda for GC. I've reserved my copy all ready!!!! XD YES! I recommend that you take a look at the Minish Cap for the slight comedy you get from the magic cap and the new items and monsters. There are some old characters that comeback too! Sadly, you don't get attacked by the Cuccos in this one. I've tried it all ready... :(

Had a rough bout with emotions yesterday...

I'm not sure what happened to me yesterday. For some reason I felt really BAD. Like ashamed bad. Like if somebody even said your name wrong you'd burst into tears! :( It was a constant battle all day to not to just cry. I went to school and felt okay. Then when I got to work, something came over me and I just felt so... bad. Thoughts kept reoccuring in my head about my career training, my last mistake with the opposite sex (who just happened to call me the night before... So THAT screwed up me a little), and about how things aren't going right at all! To top it all off, I had a test yesterday... I don't think I did to well on it either. I got my bacteria mixed up with my protists. Scientific names really SUCK.
Anyway, I feel much better now! It's weird. There was no reason for my recent plummet of emotion. It just happened. Hm, maybe that whole cup of jelly beans spiked my blood sugar up alot and the fall pulled me into some weird funk. Some people tell me that foods we eat can affect our mood. Like oysters. Oysters are supposed to get you "in the mood" because of the zinc that makes testosterone which starts up the sex drive. Some food for thought. ^ ^

Well, dinner is calling to me. Oyasumi.


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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

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   Wallpapers and green crayons... sleeeeeeep.

::YAWN::
Sleepy…

I just finished redesigning my site. Does it look okay? I’m not really Irish… My hair isn’t that red… It’s auburn. A NATURAL auburn, not the kind outta a box. :P I made a lot of wallpapers today. GO LOOK!

My princely elf shall shoot. Now get thee hence!

It’s 1:30 in the morning of eastern standard time and I have a test in the morning… yay… NOT. Good night all!

"Oyasumi…" said the little youjakai priest.


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Friday, February 25, 2005

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   Just thinking about it makes my teeth hurt...

::Makes ambulance siren::

Brain… mushy…

My head hurts from a practice test that I just finished for my Nursing entrance exam. O.o I never thought I would be taking one of those things! Now I know what it feels like. Everything is so competitive. This test won’t be the defining point of me getting into nursing school, but it will help with the selection. Everything else is based on grades too… There are WAY too many people wanting to get it. I’m scared that my grades aren’t good enough! I only have a 3.0! ::whines:: I don’t know what else I can do!

::CRIES::

O.o Everyone mark your calendars! In about 2 weeks I’m having surgery to get my wisdom teeth out! They’ll have to cut into the gums, give me shots in my mouth 4 times, pry my poor teeth out with a jacked up version of a mini crowbar!!!! I’ve never had surgery before! Doc says that I won’t be able to eat at all for a day, I can’t have soda or milk cause it could cause me to get dry socket and I hear that really hurts!! I think it’s when the wound starts to bleed and the scab comes off leaving a hole and bacteria gets in there and… ::CRIES:: I don’t wanna!! If anybody’s had their teeth pulled, does it hurt?! Can you talk?!

O.o

With all the worrying, I haven’t been eating anything lately… Still the same height, but… I think that I’ve gained some water… Yep that time of the month ladies and germs… ::sighs:: Maybe I’ll loose some when I get surgery…


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Saturday, February 19, 2005

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   Yes, yes, yes! I am still alive... for the most part...

::Running for life::

M’sorry!
I feel like I have neglected you all!

Sorry, sorry! I meant to post earlier on after Valentine’s Day, but… ::whines:: I haven’t been feeling like my usual cheery self. I still love you guys… Well, at least the ones who visit me ::grumble, grumble:: I haven’t been doing very much since V-day. In fact that’s probably the reason why: damn lovey dovies threw me into a depressed mass of pathetic blah… I have been working an awful lot now. School is starting to get to that point where if I work too much, I’m gonna fail. Can’t do that. Must study!

Ryo-ni-chan’s got the right idea…

I did make some time to do a wallpaper today. No Troopers. I did something different this time. Actually I made if for someone ‘cause she’s his favorite character (Just for you Mouse!) I was bored and needed to change genders for wallpaper themes. Can you guess what song is in the background? Hardcore fans can figure it out… or Germans, whichever comes first. I’m going to try and make another wallpaper for someone else too. He’s been feeling a little down lately. So everyone go give Yamcha some hugs!

O.o

I had pizza and birthday cake for 3 days straight…
(Hoping…) Currently: 5’5’’ and 149-150 lbs…
Take care, everybody!


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Monday, February 14, 2005

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   A broken heart on the mend...

::swoon::

^ ^
How I usually feel this time of year. Very sad and lonely...

Sadly, I only received ONE (PM) valentine from a boy today. Much thank yous to Akayo Kanachi! He’s only been here awhile, but he’s very sweet. ^ ^ Another guy who’s really sweet is Yamcha! He’s so nice and considerate. Really someone you can count on! We need more boys like you guys! Anyway, I must depart, but I just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentine’s day!

(Still…) Currently: 5’5’’ and 149-150 lbs…
Take care, everybody!



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Thursday, February 10, 2005

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   Is it Saturday yet?

ZzzZzZzz

-_-

Me and ‘Yo-sama are very tired today…

I think it might be because the weeks seem longer to me. When I get home at the end of the day, I feel so exhausted. That can’t be normal… Maybe I’m not getting enough sleep? To make things feel even longer, every payday feels like it’s a month away, but it’s every 2 weeks. I still have to save at least $2500 more for my car by August. It sucks when you only get paid $6.50 an hour. I NEED money!

This is my pretty car… Well, soon at least…

No wallpapers today. Too tired. I did update on my fic so PLEASE with sugar go and tell me what you think! The link is up top!

-_-

Fell asleep on the scales today.
(Still…) Currently: 5’5’’ and 149-150 lbs…
Take care, everybody!



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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

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   Feelin' a little woozy...

-__-
ZzzZzZzz

Feelin’ kinda lazy today…

There’s not this much on this particular post. Everyone usually skips me when they’re on anyways. That’s okay...

I understand that everyone is super busy, which probably explains why I’ve been so tired this whole week! Well, actually no. I think I know why I’ve been so sleepy. I work at a surgery center (like a hospital, but not NEARLY as costly! O.o) and I know some of the docs that usually do their business there. Anywho, I had been feeling kinda light headed and dizzy for a few days, and it was pretty tolerable for a while, just as long as I didn’t stand up too fast. I was in the medical records room… FILING (I HATE it! >_<) when I started getting short of breath and stuff. I woke up earlier with my chest hurting and I don’t smoke or have allergies or asthma so yeah I was kinda worried. Long story short, I saw one of the docs to have a look at me really quickly. He said that I had an upper respiratory infection and that I wasn’t getting enough oxygen to my head. We took my O2 levels and my heart rate was like 101 and I SHOULD have been getting 100% of it, but got to about 96%. It sounds bad, but I didn’t feel icky like when your sick. I was just a little tired. Lack of oxygen I guess can make you sleepy. Anyway. He said that: “You probably are coming down with something.” But I still don’t feel sick sick… Usually when you say “shortness of breath” it sets some kind of alarm off with some health people… I’m fine now. So no worries…

Owie… I didn’t fee as bad as Kento-kun here…

I did an Inu-Yasha wallpaper today! Go see!

T_T

Weight fluctuating…
Current: 5’5’’ and 149-150 lbs…
Take care, everybody!



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Sunday, February 6, 2005

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   Nachos and Beer, any one?

^__^
SUPERBOWL SUNDAY! Let the chaos commence!!

The whole shindig is happening just 20 minutes from my house!

I’m not a super HUGE fan of football, but it is kinda exciting. It’s my town’s first one…
…Hmm, Now who to cheer for?

Well, I guess this would be a good question: which team is your favorite football team? Yes, I know that this isn’t anime related… I happen to like college teams better, but I’m loyal to my hometown Jags.

I’m more of a surfer fan though.

I did a couple of wallpapers a few days ago! Go see!

O_o

I dropped 3 more! YAY! Maybe it isn’t water!
Current: 5’5’’ and 149 lbs.
WHOO HOO! ^__^



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