Monday, September 20, 2004

   Eh... I skipped today



Eh, I felt like staying home today and sleeping in. Niiiice. I didn't feel like listening to a lecture about El Greco... or... whatever. I have the notes anyway, though I haven't any idea when the test is... Just woke up about an hour ago... Food. I have to work at five today. Five to close. Fun. Can you tell I'm being sarcastic? Stop by Sanada today and see if she's feeling better before you log off. I checked on her this morning, but she hasn't updated yet... ::sighs:: Boys can be so... blah *insert state-of-being here*. I'll be back later tonight and update again.


25 days to go!




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Saturday, September 18, 2004

   Getting better



I still have a little bit of a sniffle, but at least the coughing stopped. Comtrex works very nicely. My head's still kinda fuzzy tho.

Wow. Ivan beat the crap out of Pensacola. I have an aunt who lives there... She said that the whole house shook! Yee... I have grandparents in Pennsylvania and they had tornados from Ivan!! ... Hurricane's suck. I'm glad that everyone's okay. No more hurricanes pleeeeeeaase?

27 days left of nineteen! yay!



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Friday, September 17, 2004

   Sick Day #3


Feeling a little better, buuuut... yeah... called out of work... I know it's mean, but I still feel like cwap! Couldn't hack the heat when me nose is all... runny. Bought some more tissues and green tea... and lots of good meds. I should be better by Sunday...

I'm wondering how I did on my anatomy exam... We had to fill in a lot of blanks... A LOT of blanks... Some of which are... still blank.

Hey, everyone go stop by Sanada's. She's been kinda depressed lately. Go cheer her up! ::hugs for sanada!::

Birthday is in.... 28 days!! Whoo!



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Thursday, September 16, 2004

   Sick: Day 2


Well, I'm still sick... Yuck. I had to take an anatomy exam today... EARLY. My head was all... runny... and I didn't have any tissues. Remind me to wash my jacket later (Yeah. Ew. I know. It was either that or let it drip everywhere... Again with the eww). ::coughs:: I bought soup today... and some "comtrex" night and day stuff. Heh, I learned that when you body gets sick, that it gets sick before you show symptoms! Stupid body... USE THE CORRESPONDING SYMPTOMS WITH THE CORRESPONDING ILLNESS! Graaahhhh... I'm outta tissues again... Thanks for the sick tips. I think I have some green tea around here... Sanzo has been rolling around here in a plastic bubble... He looks like a hamster really. ::Sanzo glares:: Oh well... Nap time is now. I have class again at 6 tonight. Wee... ::coughs::



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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

   Siiiick....



Icky... I'm coming down with a cold... My nose is all runny but not stuffy... yet. Don't you hate it when you are SURE that you're going to get sick when you feel that your throat gets a little more raw every time you swallow? ... I'm at that stage now... Pretty soon I'll be coughing and sneezing... My head feels... big. I haven't gotten a good night's rest either... So, going to take some pseudophed and hit the hay... Hopefully I won't be sick on my birthday...



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Saturday, September 11, 2004

   Friggin' hurricanes...


Well, here I am yet AGAIN faced with another dumb hurricane. And I used to like the name Ivan too... ARGH. Well, at least I have all my boxes and stuff packed before the storm this time. This time dad is boarding up all the windows and pulling furniture inside. We may have to head out to NAS Jax to wear out the storm. Every point in the house is pretty safe with the exception (insert lame dramatic music here...) of my room. Too many trees in the back, so when/if we leave I have to take EVERYTHING with me. First this is first, my $1300 computer (A mac, very nice...), all of my anime, the stereo... and I think whatever else I can fit into my van (BIG van. Yay.) Ivan is supposed to "visit" later on in the week, like Wednesday. We probably won't be getting the eye, but alotta wind is gonna pound the hell out of us... Wee, tornados. Did you know that the 2nd most dangerous state for tornados is Florida. I think we can all agree on which in #1, ne? Poor Dorothy... Speaking of which I have to go buy ruby shoes now.

Gonna go see "Hero" today. I haven't seen Resident Evil 2 yet. Is it any good??

I'll give you guys a play by play during and after the storm if my power holds out...

*****REMEMBER 9/11!!!!!*****

I had to put in my love of country statement in here too. Mad as hell at Osama and his homies on dialysis... Just his friends, not EVERYBODY in the Islam religion. I like the religion actually. It's totally different from Judism and Christianity. I'm supposed to study it more in college. Sounds cool. I'll let you know how that goes too! ^ ^

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Saturday, September 4, 2004

   There's a HUGE state size storm comin'...


O.o Wow... That's a HUGE storm... I'm taking a brief pause in the middle of protecting/boxing/ bagging all my anime goodies in a waterproof/apocalypse proof bag... thing... to say hello. So... "Hello!". Um... yeah... storm's gonna hit probably tomorrow night or sunday morning... So... I hope that you all keep me in your thoughts... Sanzo too.

Sanzo: "... I hate the rain..."

I'm gonna go cuddle soooo... ^ ^ Bye!



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Thursday, September 2, 2004

   ::Weep::


O.o Oh, wow... I'm touched. I didn't really think I was THAT missed. I so happy! I'm still awaiting that dumb hurricane to "blow" through... ::sighs:: Looks like were gonna get the mean part of it. Not the evil, satan-y part of it I hope! Hum... I WOULD go get bottled water and generators and batteries... Lord knows how thirsty I'm gonna get trying to play on the GBA: Zelda! Wee! Maybe I should go by batteries... Argh.

I hate politics. SOOO sick of the poo slinging from Kerry and Bush. Don't like Kerry. I like Bush. I have my reasons. People don't agree with them and think that I'm being unreasonable and cruel hearted (the abortion stuff, and the gun control, and the homeland security... ALL of it's fine. We don't NEED any more gun control or security.) Okay, whatever I'm gonna stop now... When the election day comes I'll do my little... "rant", but for now... NYAH! :p~

Sanzo: "I like my gun..."

Yeah, and you like the one you kill youkai with too, pervy!

Sanzo: ::Blush::

Ain't he cuuute?? ^ ^



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Wednesday, September 1, 2004

   Does God Hate Trailers???



Here comes another one... Hurricane Frances... ::rolls eyes:: Man, I hope this doesn't lead to another dumb scare like we had a few weeks ago. Sorry 'bout not posting for a few days... been working and school started too so I may not be able to post as much... Then again, I now have more to talk about sooo... who knows?

But to the topic at hand: does god (or the weather. Whichever you choose to think of it...) hate trailers? My friend lives in one. It's pretty big and nice. If it has a back porch screen and a fireplace, then can you really call it a trailer?? Anyway. It's just a question. All the home you hear about in bad weather stories are about trailers getting smashed by a tree or... ending up somewhere in Mississippi from another town 30 miles west of it... Just random dumb things that people make up (I made up that part just so you know:p) But yeah, nothing really ever happens to houses or big buildings as much. So, does god hate trailers or... is it just cause all the good and safe places are taken up by the nice big buildings? Hm... I'm just rambling, don't take me seriously or get offended just cause you live in one or don't believe in some kind of deity besides the beer you buy... :P Have some humor for the love of Pete! And I CAN make fun b/c I USED to live in one... So mnyaah! :p


Sanzo: "...You're really strange..."

Oh, bite me-OW!!!! ::whaps Sanzo::




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Thursday, August 19, 2004

   Official Rant #1


I stepped on the scale a few days ago... ::sighs:: Remember the saying that people tend to gain at least 10 lbs after high school within the first year of college?

...........


Yeah, it happened. Yeah, yeah, yeah... I know girls tend to gripe about their weight WAY too much. Broken record, yes, I know. MOST of those girls are ones that weight like 100 pounds... Yeah, I WISH I weighed that... ::sighs:: Anyway, I've been meaning to try a few new things. I'm kinda at a loss for suggestions and I'm starting my 2 year in college soon... Any help would be greatly apprieciated. This isn't something that I've just decided on. I've been struggling with it for a while now... and I'm CONVINCED that this is why I could never get a date in high school (much less now). I'm borderline normal/overweight for my height... But seriously... Ever since I can remember, I've been teased about it. it was hard making friends the first couple of years in school... I did manage to get back down to at least 130, but the last two years of high school I had to deal with all sorts of problems: exams, teachers, not enough sleep, and the fighting (I got into a lot of fights... mostly verbal though.). Sometimes when either prom rolled around or homecoming I would often try to find a dress that covered so much up... then I'd be a sweltering mess by the time the dance was over... Prom was especially horrible. I DID have a date surprisingly. He said all the right things and was very nice... until he found out the he wasn't going to get laid... He politely excused himself to go to the bathroom... I spent an hour looking for him.... He left me stranded at prom. I had to call my dad. I was in tears the whole way home and the next day after. I stayed locked in my room wondering what exactly I did wrong. The whole answer came up later on that week, but that's for another entry.

Anyways... I think back on those days and wonder if I was just attracted to the wrong guy or if it was actually something I did to "scare" them away. Mom is convinced that I tend to scare boys off b/c I'm SO pretty... :p Whatever... if that were the case then it would have been someother girl left at prom, not me... ::sighs::

I wonder why some are given the easy roads to walk and others the long one? It doesn't make sense really... If you want to add the x factor (religion), it looks like God's play favorites, but that's blasphemy... I find myself skipping out on church alot... and I've been getting more and more irritable. I'm not sure why. I don't have as many classes as I did now... there aren't any more bullies or pain in the ass girls that like to pick on people... I've got an okay job, I'll be getting a new car soon... what is my problem?? Am I just causing myself more pain by wallowing in self pity? I don't think I am... I really haven't been frustrated about this since I graduated, meaning I haven't actually sat down and done THIS. Am I being selfish for just knowing what I want? Why can't I just fall into one of my fanfictions that I write? Man... ::kicks ground:: Dammit. I just want to be able to look back in 60 years and remember good things that happened to me... besides marching band, and having only ONE good friend out of high school... I want to be able to remember the day that someone chases me down because he sees me 100 yards away on a boat... having no idea who I am and just wanting to get to know ME. For liking me the way I am, for all of my faults... and who will just tell me that everything wil be all right...


God... I sound like I'm advertising for a mail order guy... I know I should look on the brighter side of things... and... maybe see things they way they COULD be instead of the way they are... ::sighs::


Well, at least I get paid tomorrow. That's one step closer to my new car... Something to look forward to, I guess... Even if it doesn't have a beating heart...



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