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Monday, November 8, 2004


   ? Advice? Please?
K. Here's the thing. There's a guy in class that I'm kinda crushin' on. ::yeah, yeah, quit with the awwwws:: We've all had crushes before, ne? Some we look back on and go: "what the crap was I smoking???" or "Gaah, why did I think about hiiim/heeer? Sooo cute..." But, yeah... I've had a few that have truly lived up to the name. And I'm STILL licking the heart wounds from 2 years ago. It's been a long time since someone had actually made me laugh, smile (without a crude joke. we're all jaded. anything that has to do with some kind of funny sex joke, were all on the floor laughing). Anyway, we all have masks right? This time I really felt... good. Like I didn't HAVE to laugh, I just did. I'm a little frustrated cause usually the good things end badly or painfully... I'm on a teeter totter here and I'm not sure what to do. After what happened a few years ago, I'm not sure if I could ask him out or whatever... I want to, but DON'T want to. And if I don't i feel like I'll be missing out on a HUGE opportunity here... i don't think he'll ask. He's got my # for help in class so it's there.i dunno what to do. If I ask... ARGH. ::sigh:: Life sucks sometimes...
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