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Saturday, November 13, 2004


   frustration...
Not much to really say today. No, I didn't get to go on that date I was so excited about. Work and school kinda conflicted the both of us. We were supposed to hang out a bit after work, but he decided to go and get a little tipsy with his friends... Now that I think about it... this isn't looking like something to be super happy about. Hay, at least he called and told me so I wouldn't be waiting after close for him to get his ass over here like a bump on a log... Oi. (okay there's IS alot to say:P) Yeah, I kinda went a little... crazy last night, for some reason I got sooo frustrated with what's been going on and what wasn't going well. It seems that EVERYTHING that I want to go at least "okay" gets shot to hell. So I sorta had a mini breakdown at work. Yeah, tears and such. It had a lot to do with him, BUT, BUT... I think that I would have snapped even if it was something else that had gone wrong that week. The toilet in my house exploded, mom almost got hit by a car, "I" almost got hit by a car, I got sick on the day of my "date", I burned my hand, I cried at work in front of EVERYONE, I still have a huge report due AND to top it all off I feel like I've been getting the brush off from men ONE TOO MANY TIMES... >__< Can you understand the frustration here? This all happened since my last post... Anyway. I sorted things out, bowled some games last night with the girls from work (I felt better later). Ick, but I still gotta talk to him later on in the week. It really just occured to me last night that he doesn't have a clue that I have this little crush on him... hmm, I suppose that's important, huh? ::sweatdrop:: I'll post Tuesday night, guys. Thanks for all your support and advice. Now critize away, I've got enough ben and jerry's ice cream to take you all and your criticism (i think that's how you spell it?)on! MWAHA!
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