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• 2004-07-28
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• Tori

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• Getting into nursing school.
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• 1989.
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• Being a nurse in 17 months!
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Saturday, November 27, 2004

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Not much to add today… ‘cept I’ve had a LOT of free time on my hands… I don’t start work until Monday and I am excited about the new job, I just… I haven’t been feeling okay lately. No, not the sick feeling. The feeling that bothers you, like you should be DOING something with your life feeling. I’ve been feeling so… BLAAH lately. I haven’t written in my fanfiction for months. I can’t abandon it… It’s going on 30+ chapters! I think I’ve lost my muse or something. I believe the word I’m looking for is depressing. I think I’m depressed, but I don’t think I need meds… Although the occasional pill may not seem like a bad idea the way things have been going. Maybe if I list the things I don’t like I can help bring out the things that I do: ‘Kay… I’ve gained 10 libs since my graduation… my best friend is making MORE time for her boy-toy than me (I have one friend out of high school and this is her)… um… the guy I’ve been seeing I think is completely giving me the run around… I can’t stand up for myself at home for fear of getting pounded by much larger and grumpier younger sister (I have a bruise from 4 months ago on my back STILL)… ::looks back at list:: Yee… That’s grim either that or I’m just whining… I don’t like to think I whine… I just don’t like feeling empty. I wanna be full dammit! Full of what I don’t know. NO. Not full of poo :P


I feel like I’m being bombarded! “Go ‘way!”


I made 2 more wallpapers. They’re Saiyuki ones. Hope you all like them! Having accomplished something today has made me feel a little better… Anyways, I promised my friend that I’d try and post another chapter of my Ronin fic. Read and review! I need the comments so I can be BETTER!


::HUGS::






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