myOtaku.com: Summoner Rekka

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1984-10-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Northeast Florida
Member Since
• 2004-07-28
Occupation
• Nursing Student
Real Name
• Tori

Personal

Achievements
• Getting into nursing school.
Anime Fan Since
• 1989.
Favorite Anime
• Yoroiden Samurai Troopers (Ronin Warriors)
Goals
• Being a nurse in 17 months!
Hobbies
• Drawing, music, and anime.
Talents
• Drawing, writing, and music.

myOtaku.com: Summoner Rekka

Monday, April 25, 2005

Frustrated...

Signs?

I feel like I need a crystal ball to tell me what the crap is going on...
I dunno if I'm just paranoid or if there is something "paranormal" going on, but I have encountered 3 events involving ex-boyfriends. All of these within the week. They weren't full blown confrontations. One of my friends is friends with one of them and he keeps asking about me. I keep coming up in conversation. Coversation that was a little inappropriate. Another encounter happened while I was at work. The phone rang and I had to pre-register them. I ended up talking to his mom. I was a little stunned and a little bit worried. I'm thinking what was going on? The third one isn't really an ex, but he has a crush on me. He likes to write music and fiction and was writing some kind of story when he got stuck. Then he told me that he was sitting down one night wondering if he should finish and said that a voice told him to dedicate it to me. It's nice, but sometimes I think he's still thinking that it might impress me, but he's more like a brother. I get kinda creeped out sometimes and I feel bad sometimes. Me and him still hang out. I just try and not think about what he may feel more than friendship. Is that wrong?

I'm getting frustrated and a little pissed because the coincidences. RAWR!
What's goin' on?!
I feel so frustrated with this. I keep thinking about stuff that happened with them and it hurts... How I was so clueless to their ploys or the lies. I really liked them... (talking about first 2, not the third. He and I are still good friends). I feel stupid. I feel even MORE stupid for even considering calling them... ::Hits head:: Stupid, stupid, STUPID!!!
I have met some online guys here at the myO. They make me laugh. (You two know who you are!) Seriously. You two would be kick ass friends if ya lived near here! Thanks Yami and Aikou!!! ^ ^ (I'm lazy. So I short names).

I am in the mood for a SERIOUS cuddle-fest here. I feel like I'm at wits end.

Well, anyway. On a lighter note, one of my co-workers had a wedding. It was a civil ceremony. I didn't get the bouquet. ::sighs:: Looks like I won't get hitched anytime soon. Oh well...

Study, study, study!
Gotta test tomorrow. I should know pretty soon about my nurse entrance exam. I'll tell you guys when I get it!

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