Currently: 
Zzzz...
MORE RAIN?! [90% in the morning; 50%ish throughout today]
High: 80s*F
Low:80s*F
Winds: HUMID. Ick.
Short and sweet guys.
Well, my check cleared for my 1st car payment. So I have a total of $15.77 in my checking account. T_T Gotta wait 'til Thursday for monies.
Mom's still doing okay. Paper boy was a pansy ass. [see last post for details]But yeah, Mom's okay. That guy isn't following me since then either.
I did do a dumb thing this weekend. : / Short version: I was out with a former boyfriend this weekend and we saw a movie. Just as friends so chill you guys! We had a good time. He wanted to know a lot about Jason. I was happy to tell him! I love talking about Jason. ^ ^ But anyway, we got back to his place where Tankums [he's a big guy. We call him Big Tankums. ^ ^ It's funny.] was crashing. We sat and watched a movie that was kinda sad. I really started to miss Jason too. 
My former boyfriend was really great. He stopped me from crying and stuff. I was worried about him with all the crazies around in Louisiana and the people that might hurt others while they're living in another town. He's far enough away tho... but still I was exhausted... and I wasn't thinking clearly. A-anyway... there was a cuddle fest that got a little too friendly... ::hides:: Nothing major happened! I didn't kiss him or screw him or anything. He just played with my hair and held my and and stuff. It was awkward... but he told me that everything would be okay and that Jason was really lucky. Well, I fell asleep in his lap... I got home at 4 that morning and called Jason... I told him everything that happened and what I was feeling and doing. I was a mess. I was crying. I felt so bad for bothering him at work. I felt bad for finding comfort elsewhere. And I told him that it was really hard to fight the temptation... I was expecting him to hang up or get mad... He didn't! He said he forgives me, and that he understands that being so far apart can make you needy. He even said that if I had slept with him he would still forgive me... just as long as I still loved him. Now I'm not gonna go and do that, but what he said shocked me. I cried. I cried really hard. He kept telling me that he loved me over and over. I love him so much you guys... I hope you guys don't think that I'm bad for him or that I'm a horrible person. If you guys were in our situation, you'd understand... He's so special to me. No one's been that forgiving to me before. I feel so blessed... I love you Jason...
Guess what?!Shawn [TheMouse} is gonna help Jason with his reservations for the plane and flight! ^ ^ We're gonna get in a chat room and do everything online. ^ ^ Shawn's good at this thing! I love you, Shawn! THANK YOUU!!
Well, I must head to bed. Tired. Night all... Woah, sorry. The post was longer than I thought... ^ ^;;;
Power of Love...
