| I've been feeling like this for the whole weekend. Like every little thing is buggin' me. It might be that whole woman thing with the 28 days, but... meh. Midol takes care of that! XD Anyway, I'm hanging out with the usual gang like always. I found out that one of them has a crush on me a while back. I told him that I wasn't interested and he kept pushing and asking why why why. I finally broke down and told him that "dark skin" [see where this is going] isn't my preference. Now he thinks I'm racist and crap. I'm not. I don't think I'm better than he is just cause he's black. I thought we were cool and everything cause he said he didn't care, but the past 3 weekends he's been really RUDE to me. I finally asked him what was up and hence the racial accusation. Wtf? I'm not racist. Dark skin, blonde hair, green eyes. These are traits. So sue me if I don't particuarly like something about you! Grrr... I talked it over with 2 of my friends that also hang out with us. They think he's just looking for an excuse to hate me for not liking him. That's how it seems anyway. I'm just going to keep being as nice as possible I guess. I don't hate him, I just wish that he would chill out about it. I'm not the only one who thinks that way. This is how I was raised... Sorry this was turning into a rant rather than a post. Maybe I just needed to vent. I hope some of you aren't too upset with me. Am I making sense? In other news, I bowled a perfect 20! -____- I was really sucking tonight, but I bowled 2 strikes! XD Yay! Nursing starts next Monday. Ooooh, I can't wait for all the new books and the experience... wait. Gimme 3 hours and I'll wanna cry with all the work I'll be getting. Dang it! Lol. That's it for now. I'm going to bed so that I can clear my head. | 
Aggravation/depression