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• Huntsville, Alabama
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• 2005-09-02
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• broke student/starving artist
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• Ellen

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• XO of my JROTC, I'm Senior Class Artist, and i have 8 sibs and i'm still here
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• Inuyasha, 12 Kingdoms, FMP, FMA, Slayers, Cowboy Bebop, Gundam Wing
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• small business owner
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Life Lines
You kno its amazing how your relationships w/ ppl affect you. as you ppl kno (if you read my other posts) i've been really down for a long time. and i still am for part of the time. but i have a 3 line long IM convo. w/ my friend Becca, and suddenly, all is right w/ the world (well, almost) i don't feel like i've lost part of myself now. Between her,Miriam *waves and blows kisses at her* and Alena,i manage to stay sane. We all keep each other together. they are all priceless to me. They are my life line. they bring me back to who i am when i get lost and forget. My soul sisters. (ugh, this is kinda sappy, but its sincere, so shutup)yea. i need my friends. and i just wanted to give a shout out to y'all to say i <3 you and appreciate everything you do for me...even if miriam is the only one of them who will read this (so myx, this is special for you. Sometimes i just feel better knowing that i can just call you up and talk to you. it makes me feel less alone.)
ok,enough of the sickly sweet stuff..on to real life..sort of

i was so shot down today. it sucked. I was basically told (by one of his friends) that even if the guy i liked didn't have a gf, he could never see him going out w/ me. -_- even tho we have both noticed that guy-I-like has been flirting w/ me alot lately. But he has a gf and has shown no signs of wanting to break up w/ her. sooo..WTF?!?! its so special. I'm NOT a poacher tho, so until he breaks up w/ her, i'm not gonna do more than express mild interest. if they break up, i don't want it to be because of me, ya kno?...*sigh* why do i have to be such a moral, nice person? ok, enough pining over yet another guy i will never go out w/...ttyl ppls, i'm gone...
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