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Monday, February 25, 2008

   Will i break my own...promise?
Well ive been gone from my otaku for a bit to heal my wounds inflicted by some um...unfortunate incidents. chyea...i was left scared both physically and emotionally, but more emotionally then anything.
ok back on track... so yea i left to heal. video games and porn was awesome for a bit (jk about the porn xD) but i still felt like empty...like i wasn't whole...and that sucked...real bad...
well anyway i started dating and since then ive had 3 exes already. damn nobody could make me feel whole...it felt like i lost myself when i ended it with HER...she was my everything, my whole freaking world but it seems she didnt think the same about me...well anyway just as things looked bleak and i began to lose hope...she appeared! Michelle is the like the most awesomest girl ever!
like me and her have like everything in common and shes soooooo pretty! whenever we talk we end up talking for hours and hours...i actually think ive talked more to Michelle then HER, like yesterday i talked to Michelle from 3 PM to 11 PM. i swear im so happy when im around her...which leads me to my problem...after the devastation of a broken heart i promised i would never fall in love again, that way i would never be hurt so much again...but i can feel it...im falling for Michelle. If i break my own promise how will i be able to keep promises to other people? would breaking my own promise make me a bad person? what if i end up hurt again?
and today i saw her at school...and she held me tight and said im falling for u so hard...should i allow myself to fall in love again...?
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