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Thursday, March 24, 2005
spring break is here and it doesnt mean shit to me
hi everyone, sorry that its been a few days since i commented on anybodys site, but thats not whats really important now. Whats really important is what happend yesterday. Yesterday kelley said something in school that she shouldnt have said, and she got suspended, getting suspended was the least of her punishment though, now she is grounded from everything for a month. A WHOLE FRIKIN MONTH! She cant go on the phone, the computer, outside, or nothin. and u know wat that means? i wont be able to hear from her for a month, other than letters. I am going to miss her so badly, i rember when i was in florida over christmas break, and i missed her so bad, and even then i could talk to her on aim. but now i will not hear or see her for a month, i just dont know what im gonna do. i spend almost every day with her, and when im not with her i just wish that i was. i know its not really that long for alot of you, like paranoid person, her boyfriend is in the army now, and i think that what i feel is probbably nothing to what she feels, but i will still be so lonley for a month, i cant stand not being with her, last night i had a dream that i could see her but there was glass wall between us and i could not be with her. i am so sad now, i just dont know what to do. this is going to be the longest month of my life. i love her more than anything, she is my life, without her my life will be pointless, just wasted time. when i finnaly see her in april, it will almost be my birthday, that seems so hard to think of, becuase my birthday seems so far away. i will always love her and i will never stop loving her, being away from her for a month is going to be very hard for me, and it will probbably be harder for her, she has no contact with the outside world, i feel so sorry for her, locked up and nothing to do. this spring break we were gonna hang out togeather, i was really lookin foward to it, and on april 15 we were goin to a concert, but she will still be grounded then. well thats all for me now, im done now, im sure ur all tired of hearing about it, but i just want u to know how much this affects me, il update when theres something worth updating for, so probbably not till after spring break, but il still comment ur sites till then, anyway, bye
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