Thursday, July 28, 2005

   anna and the movies
hey, today was a great day. the day didnt start so great tho. yesterday i told anna that id be able to come over her house around 2, then right at 2 my friend john came over, and he was telling me stuff about a game, and it was the most boring thing ever. i even put on screemo music becuase that usually makes him go away, lol. so as he was sitting there boring me to death i was gettin later and later for annas house. but anyway i finnaly got him to go, but first i had to call ashley(my gf), to see if we could hang out later after i was done hangng out with anna. its been almost 2 weeks since i have even seen ashley. so i talk to her and ask if shes doing anything today. she said yea, shes busy with charlie. i wasnt bothered by that too much (even tho im starting to think that theres a chance that shes cheating with me on him) so i asked her if she was busy tommorow. yep, charlie again. well the next day is friday, and my grandparents might be coming over, then staying till saturday. so then i cant hang out those days with her. then on sunday i go with my dad. so its gonna be monday when i can finnaly hang out with her again. im kinda mad and kinda worried that she spends so much more time with charlie then she does with me. but the worst part is that im getting used to being alone. and thats not good, it shouldnt be that way when i have a girlfriend. so its dissapointing that i cant see her untill monday at the earliest, but oh well. so i go to anna's house, and im listening to sound effects and over dramatics, cuz im kinda mad/hurt. well im riding my bike there and some guy screams freak at me. suprisingly that didnt bother me much either. after sound effects and overdramatics was over, i switched right to the song "im a fake" by the used, becuase thats how i was starting to feel, not fake, but the words in the song. but then i got to annas house and i started feeling better. we were watching music videos on her tv with her surround sound, and it was alot of fun, and by now i was feeling just great again ^_^. i had a vanila coke, wich i hadent had in a long time, and it was kinda cool to have one again, lol. then at 4 brooke came over, and we talked about stuff and listend to music, then we went to the mall. at the mall i bought a pretzle cuz i was super hungry, and it was $2.11! thats way too much for a big pretzle! oh well it was good so it was worth it, lol. then we went to the silver cinemas in the mall and saw XXX:state of the union(xxx is tripple x, not a porno u sickos, lol) it was a pretty good movie. then after that we went to spencers and were lookin at all the cool stuff, and the guy that worked there caught some kid stealing stuff. the employee was really excited cuz it was his first "bust" and he went and shook all our hands, lol. then i got home around 10. then around 12 i was feeling a little down again, and a really close friend just happend to come to my house ^_^ this friend made me feel alot better, and this friend stayed untill 2 am, we talked outside in my driveway, and the whole time i was hopeing my mom wouldnt wake up and see me outside talkin to somebody at 2am, cuz then id be in trouble, but she didnt so its all cool. well that friend made me feel alot better, and them coming over means alot to me, so if ur readin this, thanks so much. well its 3 am now and i should be off to bed, just hope i dont have anymore really weird dreams like i had 2 nights ago, lol. c ya everybody


kinda like that one, lol
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