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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   He finally got it..
Hello people. I am survivor-of-love. Aka soul
I am not new here, and I am just posting what I want when I wish not to post stuff on my soul site. So if you do not understand this. Than you may have to go to my soul site and read. But anyways on to the other thing now. You probably won't understand this but whatever you can always go to the soul site.


He finally got it. Yet when he said that...I lied...I don't know why but I didn't. I want him to know, yet at the same time I don't want him to know. I lied to him, saying it was Ginter. He got confused when I had said that, for Ginter already knows that I like him. Yet I could have said that Ginter doesn’t know that he has my heart, but that would have been lying even more. I don’t like to lie to him; however I don’t want him to find out. Yet at the same time I want him to know. I mostly just want my heart back so I can move on, for I know we will never be together because...
1.There is Faith(not real name(girl that he likes))
2.There is another girl(that probably likes him)
3.There is the fact that we are friends
4.The fact that we are like family.
That is how I know that we will never be together. For I also know that he can never like me more than a friend. I just wish that I can take back my heart…Why does he have to have it?! Him of all people!...I should just give up; for I know that he will probably always have my heart. I should just try to move on with out it...

I am just going to stop writing before I say his name. Though with the list, it should pretty much say who has my heart. But I am going to go now. I hope you have a good day or night, or whatever, I shall post later. Cya.

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