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Thursday, September 7, 2006

How Can I?
How can I tell my boyfriend, that I cheated on him, with a guy that I love more than him? How this guy, loves me more than anything. I know how sappy and stupid that sounds but I know it's true. I stopped doing drugs, but drinking. I do a little still. I'm moving to Lethbridge Alberta Canada to live with my brother out there, And get a new start on life. My boyfriend is like my brother to me now. I don't know what to do. The guy I cheated with him on, lives in Alberta, I love him deeply. I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost. I feel love for him(boyfriend) But not the love that he wants. I love the other person more...God I'm messed up arin't I? I don't know what to do anymore...Please tell me what to do?! my brother and sister in law are probably gonna yell at me once I get there. And tell me how stupid and shit like that I am. That will only cause me to shut down even more. Or maybe even run away. I will run to where my "guy" lives, I won't care if I have to live outside. I would never live with someone who tells me that I'm a slut or shit like that. I know i'm a slut. I cheated once. i'm sorry. but i didn't know what i was doing. well i did. but whatever there is no point explaining it when I can't even think. Well I'll talk to you all later. i'll pm some people. And everything. Well have a good day now. byebye.
"Life can mean anything you want it to mean
To me it means love. To everyone it can mean
Sex, Drugs, Drinking, Killing, Love.
But what it means can be anything"
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