Sunday, April 15, 2007

Has it really all come to an end

Randomness:
Musica: Pierrot-Haruka
Thought: How wonderfull it is to have the snow back, track invite, and the complition of my game :( Also what Kat-Tun would look like playing hockey. o_O
Foodige: Just coffee O_O
Brand of the day: Addias
XDDD I laughed so hard at this messed up song i nearly cried a river.

XDD There are so many inside jokes in this song!!

Everyone knows this song!!! Come on Buggle!

I'll leave you with this for now, and maybe later add an actual post. XD
~see ya space samurais!~

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

O_O I never knew *faints*

Randomness:
Musica:GazettE-SxDxR (Was that it??)
Foodige: Bacon and a sunny side up egg. >_< I hate breakfeast food
Thought: Ever since i saw the pics on Nae Nae's post, i can't get the images out of my head. >_< ARGHHHH!!!! *smacks head*
Person of the day: Aoi!!!!!! ^-^

*oww* My eyes hurt terriably, and so do my tempels. *whimpers* I gusse thats what i get for not getting alot of sleep.
XDDD I think Miku might of got a little farther if he wasn't wearing the suspenders. XDD
Shiko-Chan i nearly had a heart attack picturing Ruki all wet in the rain. XD
I need a sobe or coffee....Im slowly slowing down....can't type...im looseing...strengthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
O_O Im awake!!! Thanks to this picture. o_O XDD I was not expecting this. Im going to be evil and send this to Chels. XDDDD Its the perfect plan, she'll see the email and little dose she known...
BAM!

*he he he* *ahem* Well thankyou for sharing Hiroki!!! XDDD
I have practice dammit!!! >_< I shouldn't be nervous seeing as it is only practice, but im still scared. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
yep so i have to get ready. >_< :(
Hey another V pic for my "v" Segment. XD I don't like Ueda's hair in that pic. *shakes head*

Yes my name is Ruki and i like to stare at candels

XD

~see ya space samurais!~
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Monday, April 9, 2007

Blood y Hell, the cat use to be an elephant, i swear!

Randomness:
Muisca: Diru-The Final and Paul Simon-Can't Run but (Paul Simon has intersting music, that makes you want to get up and dance) Ironic paring. XDD
Foodige: Coffee, what else would it be?? XD Coffee is my blood and soul! XD
Thought: I had a dream that Ruki was in our school play and that everyone only had a day to practice, but the director still wanted it to be perfect. Every time a line came up Ruki had to look at a piece of paper. The werid part was that he was shorter then us. (he is in real life as well) XDDDD He was still smexy though. Still smexy even if he dose only mesure in as 5'3".

He can't even carry his own umbrella!!!! RUKI THATS BEING LAZY!!
Person of the day: HIRO!!!!!!!! ^-^ I love his red hair!

Ah yes well *ahem* Is thing on?? Testing, testing, testing. Attention walmart shoppers there will be a sale on Q-tips, for $50.
Damn thats expensive!
Important guy "Yes, well this all started when they lost the ancient scroll of the art of Q-tips. From this they lost the skill to make them. All of the world's peope's ears will never be the same again."
Thankyou for the flattering compliment,Shiko-Chan, i did actually dress Goth Lolita once, and everyone was goggling over how adorablishy cute i was. >_< It was embarcing. Then i dressed up like a japanese school girl, and everyone couldn't get over how adorable i was. >_< So after those to outifits i layed low. XDD
How was everyones Easter??? Wonderful i hope! If not im terriably sorry. :(
Sorry i over loaded you on smexyness yesterday, TigerFantasy17. Im very glad that everyone likes the pics i put up here of JRockers.
*la la la la*
I need something to talk about despertaly. And no, not track because i don't want to think about the giant invite thursday. *shudders* How am i going to survive?? I wish i was in Japan, then i wouldn't have to worry about Track. :( Im so stressed and terrifyed that my stomach is starting to clench, and i think my liver might explode. ....
...
Why my liver would explode, i have no idea, just sounded fatal. Im trying to get a point across here.
That was a bluff, i will never give up the Chicken Pillow, TigerFantasy17.*cough even though i don't have it.cough* By the way, Kaoru is fond of the name Jessica.
NOTE TO SELF: Remember(i usually spell this word wrong) to pick up dry clean stuff.
I love notes to self, i write them on a piece of paper, and then forget i did and run off to proably stare at dust or something else. Then find it and get excited, open it and its just like getting a message from the past!!! ^-^ Im forewarning myself in the future. Even if it is just a 20 min away future.
Ah! im ticked at myself, i spelled Kanon wrong.
Ooooo a mysterious, and pontinally dangerous piece of radioactive paper, that could kill me in less then 30 seconds....O_O I'll just stick it in my mouth. Jrockers like to stick things in thier mouths. THEY DO!!!! There are...ok maybe at the most five pics of something being in thier mouths. But still! XDD
Im coming up with nick names for some of you, because your names are long.
Sliver Wold Shiko- Shiko-Chan
TigerFantasy17-Simba(Oh wait thats a lion XDD) jk
i can't think of one. >_< You tell me.
LunaInWonderland-Luna! That was easy!
By the way, Luna (im shortening your name, XD) Im terriably sorry i forgot about Malice Mizer. XD
Time for smexy overloading time! (Just for you TigerFantasy17. XDDD)
XDD I have no idea what he is doing, but whatever.

I Love when they smile!! ^-^


*SOB* I MISS PIERROT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aiji is in Lovely Moco-Chang with Miyavi's ex-guitarist, Maya, as far as i know, and three are in Angelo, and Jun is in ALvino.

XDDDD Wheres the love if there is no Kat-Kun. XDDD


Im stealing these sun glasses!

What counts as Emo glasses, Shiko-Chan??
I would find more pics but im to tired, plus Miyavi is playing on my ipod!! ^-^
OH YEAH!! im getting my track spikes today! -__- Glomp, i gusse this means im stuck with track. >_<
~see ya space samurai!~
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Sunday, April 8, 2007

SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!
Real quicky today!
I just wanted to congrulate Wizard!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!! Thier singal was sold out!!! YAY!!!!
OH! i finally found one song by MaveRick, after pain staking searching, well it wasn't the one i was hoping for but i love that song as well.
By the way did anyone figure out the name that Karou is very found of? (It just so happens to be my name XDD)
Easter surprise!


Gusse who?


This was proably the tour i wanted to see the most. :( My heart aches to think i didn't get to.

excuse me while i go cry and sulk.

~see ya space samurai!~
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Friday, April 6, 2007

Morning after the terriable crys

Randomess:
Musica: Ready! Steady! GO!
*dances* Brings back memories, that sorta make me sad. :( *stops dancing*
Thought: What it would look like if my brother did ever land on the roof, with the military, of my boyfriend, if i had one. My brother called me this morning and was being being goofy and telling me if i got a boyfriend he would personally come all the way from Japan to his house to threaten him. XDDD (Im singal and enjoying it, by the way)
Foodige: *tummy growels* I haven't had anything to eat, and my stomach is rebelling agnist me. Damn you, stomach. I wonder if im the only one who curses my own organs?? XDD lmao
Color: Green
Autor of the day: Anne Rice
Person of the day: TigerFantasy17!!! ^-^
Just like for Sliver Wolf Shiko, you get to pick which one. XDD I thought it was funny to pick an animal, exact opposite of a Tiger. XDD Plus its almost Easter!

O_O I think i hear GazettE-Zetsu playing on my ipod. YAY!! IT IS!!!!!!!!! I love the drum beat in the background, and then overlapped with the guitars and then wraoped up with Ruki's voice, makes a nice little package. Music to my ears. XDD
I found FOODIGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tackels the fridge* XDD I think i crushed my scones....*SOB* NO! SPEAK TO ME SCONES!!! DON'T LEAVE MY STOMACH EMPTY-IM MEAN DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!! XD Im so overtired. *head flops onto keyboard*
fbsbreuwibgruweibgweub cfrgguiiiiiiiiifdissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssshifffffffffffffffffffffffffffdaaaaaaaaaa
Funny how my head actually did. So anyways a few updates on my life, because everyone wants to hear about my life. Who wouldn't? (say no, and i will throw the chikcen pillow, that Kanon humped at you. XDDDDDDDDDD I forgot about that chicken pillow! Did anyone see that stupide video? XDD)
Im getting a pair of glasses to give my eyes a break from the contacts. (the contacts are soppouse to be correcting my one eye that is weaker then the other.)
I got a book, for easter, the 5th book to "the keys kingdom" series by Garth Nix. Then im enjoying "Interview with a Vampire" Lestat is the most kick ass Vampire ever! ^-^
I love that character, hes so dynamic, intriguing, mysterious, classic and elegant. *eyes burn with passion* XDD
As to the subject i had to watch a one year old, who had a siren for a scream, while my brother helped his friend (the father) in the other room with staining wood. On top of that a three old little girl (leah). Leah was so adorable! She was really hyper, and she loves to tackle you. She wanted me to sit with her in the rocking chair when we we'er watching Cars. She never payed attention to the movie, she kept talking and staring at me. Sticking her tounge out and making funny noises. XDD She was so adorable!!! But then after i left i started to think about a penpal i once had on here last year, and how she lost her little cousin who was about Leah's age. As i watched Leah run back and forth wearing a giant smile and laughing, i could only think about a small grave alone on a hill. My heart started to ache, and even though i had just met Leah, i couldn't imagine her dying. I can't even explain how it felt to think about that.
Soooooo, im not going to get all mushy and start crying, so im going to get off that subject. OH LOOK My scones are done! YUM!!!
By the way im glade you guys liked the pics!
(New York people always say "you guys" even if its a group of girls. XDD)
And Thankyou for the compliments on my story. I could put up another short blip from a story im actually finishing. (its 221 pages, but im not putting all of it up XDD)
OH!! Some pics of the libary club field trip.
This is me! I look so horrible in that pic in my stupid puffy winter jacket, you can't even see my JRock Bangs anymore because they grew out. -___-

My friend Kayla is closet to the camera in this one, then my best friend Chelsea (I only call chels my best friend, because she really is) is next to me. And iam being the unphotogenic person as i am. -___- V!!

Kayla and me are the only ones paying attention in this one.

This in the hallway at our school. Chelsea was flipping her hair to be goofy, and ducky (cassandra) caught it on camera. This is them getting out of class to go to the field trip.

And this is Laura and Katie, two of my good friends, at the archive.

Yep so thats a few of the pics from the trip. Maybe i'll show you guys the pics from our school play. (which wasn't all that great) XDD
~see ya space samurais!~
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Oh but you must eat cake, its a fital life source (Blunt like a cat)

Randomnessesesesesersemfwgrnwriny:
Musicness: (ive been spelling Music, Muisca, that i almost forgot how to spell it XDD) *looks at ipod* looks like its D'espairsRay-Garnet and then Kagerou-Utsu ^-^
Foodige: English Muffin and scones (is that how you spell it??)
*twitch* I haven't had my coffee yet.
Person of the day: I PROMISE IM GOING TO HAVE TIME TO ADD PICS!!!! Hiroki Aiba!

XDDDDDDD Sorry that pic of him just struck me funny!

Hey!! Seo Taiji finally has come up on the shuffel setting on my ipod. Been a long time, almost forgot i had them. One time my ipod played six Diru songs in a row and then five An Cafe songs, and as much as i love them, their was a reason i pressed the SHUFFEL Setting. -__- XDD Oh well, i loved the songs it played anyways.
Every English teacher i've ever had always told us that we had to have a "hook" paragraph for our reports. Something that will draw someone to read my report, but what i never understood is if a person ever wanted to find out information on a topic. Why would they look to a student for information, when the student didn't really care to make the report accurate and intersting. Oh well, i just think to much about things. I kinda feel bad because when ever my teachers would give us writing work, i never made my best effort to show that i was excellent writer i was, when it came to storys and such.
Speaking of which i have a gift to everyone. Its delated, i apoligize and its the rough draft so thier are spelling errors. I couldn't find my final. -__-
*Drum roll*
Sushi Samurai presents to you, her newest work, entitled: Life whispers of Death
(i always wanted to say that!!!)

"I hold within me the pain of everyone. My veins no longer flow with lush red, but with tears of those who weep. My mouth only speaks the sad tales of past lives. Who have been long dead and forgotten. My eyes cry the tears of those who cannot. My ears once heard joyous melodies, but now are deaf to them. Only to hear cold strings of moans of the sick. I don't want to be everyone’s savior.
Pain and anguish i no longer want to feel. Coldness of a touch i no longer want to feel. Darkness of a smile, pain of a kiss, i no longer want to touch or see. I want love, the warm embrace of arms, and the sweetness of a kiss, to be my life."
He recited upon the cold air of night; the moon illuminated the air about him. A signal tear rolls down his flawless face, to fall on the cold stone beneath him. The stone had become his home, promising himself he would no longer stand with life, but lay as death.
His blood created a pool around him, as a highlight of his attempt at death of his murderous life. His blood became his death bed. Sick of the blood that soaked his hands, sick of the rivers of blood he created upon the ground. Always drenched in innocent blood, almost as a second skin, that it became a constant reminder of his sinful deeds.
Killing was his way at trying to find life by death of others. A desperate attempt to find life in the darkness of his painful destiny.
Never had he felt guilt before it was never an emotion felt by him after a massacre. Death was the only thing he knew, it was his terrible pleasure. It was his only pleasure in his fake life. A way to find his purpose in this world, that he hated so much.
He was the perfect example of living dead. Love was not in the makeup of his heart. Happiness was not an emotion know to him. Laughter was not his language. Light was not his sight. Warm was not his skin.
Now death was his agony, the thing he wished not for anymore. His pleasure caused him to murder her, the one who had saved him from the pit less dark. Saved him from his search for his purpose. She was his purpose, he was there to make her smile, and she was his joy and happiness. The laughter in his ears, the warmness he felt at night; despite the constant coldness he suffered.
His eyes fell upon her mutilated body and he began a grief filled mourning. He felt such agony which chocked his heart, tightening his breath and flowed from his eyes. His pleas for her to live again, echoed in the stone sanctuary; that was to become her grave and his prison.
Gingerly he willed himself to touch her bitter ice that were her hands. A wave of grief washed over him as his fingers scarcely passed over her's. Rolling up into a ball to try and shield himself from her lifeless body. Feeling empty and alone was his soul.
Now he waited for the cold embracing kiss of death's never ending waltz with life. The dread of all living, death, had become his only wish. He could not die; he had to live a fake life, a sorry excuse of life that sprouted from death.
The last of his repent, he whispered upon the deaf ears of the cursed night.
"I cannot die, for now i live for the both of us. I can not die, for it is not for me to decide. This life is not mine but hers that she chose to give up in exchange for me. I live for her..."

Yep, i don't think i finished this story yet, because im terriyed i might mess it up. -__-
Time to make it up to all of you, by bringing you a little segment i've been wanting to do for awhile, since i discovered there are crap loads of them.
THE "V" SEGMENT!!!! Pics of JRockers/actors either doing the peace sign or the victory sign.

Miyavi might not be doing a Victory of Peace sign, but its close enough. XDD

So its sideways, so what. It was harder then i thought to find pics of these.

XDDDD I know, i know its neither, i just thought it was funny. "LOOK, LOOK I HAVE A BIG BLUE BALL!" XDDDDDDD lmao

AWW!! *he he he* This pic was to cute to pass down. XDD

This pic is randomly taken.


Tora and Nao have backwards, but oh well.

Intetsu's Blue hair! He looks crazed in that pic. XD

Kenzo looking dazed as well.

ANTIC CAFE!


Yeah i just thought this one funny as well.

I was searching for a half and hour for a pic of Diru, and i found one!!!!!! Its an old pic, and Kyo looks funny. XDD






Aoi is in the far right!




WOAH!! BIG V!


I still really couldn't find one of Miyavi. :(
~see ya space samurais!~
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Monday, April 2, 2007

I need coffeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Im fricken dieing here!

Randomnees:
Musica: Antic Cafe-Renai Game and D'espairsRay-Able to cain. ^-^
Foodige: Toast, -__- I would really like to say coffee, but no i didn't have any this morning. Im a walking zombie. *groans*
Thought: What Shou must be like without his coffee. XDD
Person of the day: Karyu!!!!! ^0^

You know its a pain to find music by Plastic Tree to download, and im so mad about that. grrrrrrr
Sooooooooooooooo I have practice today. -__- at 3 and i really don't want to go.
But on a brighter note, im reading the vampire chronicles by Anne Rice. Im only on Interview with the Vampire, but i was hooked after the second page. I mush warn you though, these books are actually for adults or very mature peoples. Yeah, im not even soppouse to be reading them, but oh well. XDD
Damn i have to get going, so i can't put any pics up. -___-
~see ya space samurais!~
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Shoeless in a Relay

Randomness:
Musica: I need happy music, because i feel horrible. Antic Cafe-Funky Fresh Days
Thouhgt: Could the day get any worse? Why don't I just fall over a cliff, it wouldn't be that bad.
And why must the weather have to be so fricken cold in Albion?
Foodige: French Fries
Color: Grey, like the drab clouds and cold wind at the track.
Person of the day: Hiroki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey look Hyde is in the backgroud! XD
I'll I have to put the pic up later i can't find it. -___- Stupid sister. -___-
*sigh* I had the scrimmage this moring, and everyone was all in off moods thanks to the weather and thier events. (Mine:200, 100, 4x100)
The 100 meter dash went sorta smoth, but my leg muscels were notted like rocks, i won first in my heat though. Then off to walk around in frezzy, bone chilling wind, with not a ray of sunshine.No improvement in my mood. Then the Relay, OMG, the worst part of the whole thing. First Albion had werid triganles starting points then ours, so i had no idea where to start. Then when i was taking off my warm up pants, my sneakers came off, and at the same time the gun shot to start the race. I had no idea where to stand, i couldn't get my shoes on, i was frozen, everything was going so fast i had no time to process what was going on. I had two choices: 1. I could put my shoes on, but that would mean that Sara would have to stop and wait for me, or 2. I could run without my shoes, and still suck or get disqualifed. I had 2 seconds to decide and so i picked choice number two, and like a fool would ran as fast as my notted muscels would let me (which was actually sorta fast, but still we lost) -___- On top of near the end i twisted my ankel, and couldn't do the 200 meter dash. Which i was sorta thankful for because i was pissed off, i had to go to the bathroom really bad, i was hungry, i might as well of been an ice sculpture from how cold i was. (We couldn't wear our sweatshirts when we ran. -___-)
Oh and i didn't have my spikes yet, and a whole crap load of people did, so that made me a little depressed.
On a brighter note, my coach didn't bite my head off, and some people managed a laugh at my shoeless dash. At the time i was so pissed off, i wasn't embaressed, i think i might of let a few swear words slip from my mouth afterwards. But i was so mad that i wasn't thinking. -___-
To top this lovely story off, i only had an hour long sleep (if you called toseing and turning every minute a restful sleep.) Since i was nervous this morning i didn't have breakfeast.
I felt a little better when my friend who was on my relay insured me that it wasn't that horrible, and that it was only a practice. Made me laugh because she told me that she accendently ate IceyHot stuff on her sunflower seeds. XDDDD
Heres the funny part, if there ever was one to this story. Last year on my first season ever on track and on my first ever track meet, i wiped out at the end of my 200 meter dash, smashing my face into the CINDER track of Lindonville. I won first with a beat red nose, horrible brush bruns that took 2 months to comptely heal properly, and a embaressing memory. So this was my first practice meet and i screwed it up as well. I gusse i start the season off with a thrills and chills.
I wonder what will happen next year???
By the way i made a new avatar!!!!!!!!!!! Hiroki!!!!! *drolls* Opse sorry about that.
By the way the 12th is Toaster day, but not just normal toasters, ones that are made in Korea.
OH AND A HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH FOR TOSHIYA!!! My favorite Diru member!!!

~see ya space samurais!~
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Friday, March 30, 2007

Quick Quicky!!!!! >_

I really wish at this moment i could get to everyone's sites and get back to the people that currently signed my gb, but its late and i need to get up early tommorow for a track scrimmage. >_< Im so nervous i don't think i will get to sleep tonight.
Anyways i finally got a livejournal!! ^-^
If anyone has one, just tell me.
Username: JigokuAssassin
~see ya space samurais!~
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Chinese people on my sandwhich

Randomness:
Foodige: COFFEE!!!!!!!!!! ^-^ Coffee, coffee, coffee,coffeeeeeeeeeeee is good in my tummy wumms!
Music: Miyavi-Aho Matsuri!!! This song is making me hyper!! Miyavi!!! CHU!! XDD
I'll throw a duck at him, or have a chinese cow do it for me. (spanish story XDD)
Thought: A chinese comunist rebellion on my penutbutter and jelly sandwhich, telling me to eat the sandwhich and be thankful. -__- Damn you!!
O_O AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Its my favorite part, the guitar part!!!!!!!!!!!! Oooooooo *faints*
Person of the day: Miyavi, because without his music right now, i would proably be in a bad mood.

For your conviences i have broke my post up into topics and random babbling.
1st topic???Ive come up with a use for all the purses that i never use because i hate purses. Im going to stuff them full with stuffing or something soft and use it as a pillow in study halls. ^-^ Portable pillow!!! and i gusse the plus side would be that it dosen't look like a pillow as well. If i could though i would take a pillow to school. *nods*
Random babbling:Diru just came on, *pauses* *listens* ok i know what song it is, Tsumi to Batsu. O_O
I took some quizs and i turned out to be Gackt. o_O
AHAHAHAHHAHHHHHHH Im addicited to quizs, the fun ones that is, i like to get something out of them besides a crappy grade. *coughMathcough*
I GOT A 91 ON MY MATH TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This Gackt song makes me think about roller blading on a board walk. o_O This post is taking me longer thanks to have to stop and dance every 10 seconds.
We went of the libary field trip to the archive, and it wasn't evactly what i was expecting, but it was still cool. Then we got to go to eat and it was only nine of us in libary club so we picked chinese, and when we got into the chinese returant it was a place where you had to order, and not a buffet, so we stood in the doorway stearing at the tiny little takeout resturant before we left and went to Mcdonadls. -__- i think i spelled that wrong, oh well.
2nd topic of the day: JRockers remind me of vampires. They do!!This is a compliment because vampires are fricken awsome and mysterious. Ooooooo! Maybe it has to do with most of them being pale. *thinking* I should look up traits of a vampire.
*elivator music*
Sucks blood:ummmm i don't think they do O_O
Flawless faces: i gusse so, but i hardly get a good look at them without all the makeup
Pale: Yep yep, they would look funny with a tan. *cringe*
imensely beautiful: ummmmmm sure!!!
Living dead: I don't think they are. o_O
thats all the site said, and im to lazy to look up more.
I never noticed this before, but anyone notice that most vampires in movies and such tend to be male??? Yep and male vampires are usually the main characters, and that the books are usually wrote by female authors. im to observent.
So lets see the verdict: They look like vampires but they don't suck blood, i don't think. O_O
Time for pics of JRockers who remind me of vampires. XDD
Aoi!!!!

oh i forgot to mention this but the sunglasses Toshiya is wearing in this pic, are my new sunglasses. ^-^ I forgot that i got sunglasses that are the exact smae ones as Toshiya's.
Miku looks like one in this pic. I think its because he pale.
Hiroto!!!
I would put more up, but my sisters i complaining, i'll have to finsih this another time. -___- Damn i forgot the pic for Miyavi! >_<
~see ya space samurais!~
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