Monday, March 19, 2007

Short one today

Its 6:10 and i just got back from practice, coach kept me after again, so i could do the relay. It was ok, i didn't mind it too much.
Anyways, im jsut warning you guys now that i might only be able to post on the weekends and, post my story up on weekends as well.
TigerFantasy17-its a story story, not a fanfic. I can't write those, because i like to make up my own characters.
Sorry the post is so short, i have to eat dinner, add more Miyavi to my ipod, and do homework, then take a shower and still have time to watch the documentaris on tv. Yes, i know your thinking im a geek for watching them, but they really are intersting.
Did anyone read my intro, i was just wondering, because i was excited for all the pics i put up. ^-^
~see ya space samurais!~
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

I missed everyone!!! I hope i'll be staying around. XD

Randomness:
Musica: *looks at ipod* Agitated screams of Maggots-Diru
Thought: Mozart's Magic Flute opera, i was watching that with my older sister this morining. It really is a cute little opera and not at all boring as people suspect opera to be. Mozart was a werid person, he wrote pomes about farts. XDD Mozart rocks!
Foodige: Bagels with coffee, i think i have a cafine addiction. -__- Oh well!
Color: RED!!! MURHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!! Vampires, blood, war, and your thinking im going to say love, but nope. Red dosen't make me think love. White actually dose more.
Person of the day: Shame on you Slive Wolf Shiko, for not knowing Hizumi!! XDDD just kidding just kidding, im just picking on you. Anyways, hmmmmm....Well my sister wants it to be her boyfriend's day. But i don't know. Oh fine, because im such a nice little mon petite soir( little sister)

But secretly its Daisuke's day! XD

I have to finish reading Anne Rice vampire books, now that im old enough to read them. Well actually im not sure in some people's eyes if they would find these books suite for my age. -__-
Im more mature for my age then i appear to be, and since im quite fine with anything, nothing really phases me. There are some things that make me twitch but thats because its in my nature to react to things such as that.
Well off of that rant about i have no idea what it was about. Anyways i have a four page rough draft due tommorow. Im good at procastnating, so i'll be fine i have three pages done and it only took me a half an hour. If i don't say so myslef, its pretty darn good of a report for having little soild information to work off of.
Question: Who was more violent: the Incas, Aztecs, or Mayans? Its an easy question. -__-
MURUAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!! I feel like jumping up and down and just sing about absoulty nothing. I wish i had someone at my school i could relate to, and sing V-Kei songs with. :( Its getting hard to be smothered by this mask.
OH! I had to go to a school play last night, they were doing Cinderella. I give it a thumbs down, it was boring as hell, and the person who was playing the prince, was singing so bad that i had to surpress from smiling and laughing threw out the whole play, as so i wouldn't seem rude. Though at the same time his voice was so terriable that it didn't even deserve a laugh. My mouth was sore, and even more sore was my ears. An half hour of Shou's voice and some Diru healed my ears though. Though my head was spinging with Shou and Kyo's voices still flowing threw my head, so i couldn't sleep. Shou's voice is to much to handel when im tired, in a good way because im stuck craving more. Damn you! XDD
*-* Ese Urnai-Antic Cafe just came on my ipod. This one always made me hop in my seat, even in public places. One time i had to sit next to this snobby girl in the ortho. waiting room, and she had her ipod so loud i could hear the crapy lyrics of this pointless rap song. It was interupting "The Final" and just at my favorite part, where kyo signs "I can't live, I can't live, ect." The stupid song gose into a giant rap rant about love, and how women are items and i felt a bit of pity towards the writer for thier suck ass lyrics. As for the girl i felt nothing more then pleasure to know that her choice of music was proably as low as herself, by the way she was giving peole looks, and acting. I can't stand people like that. The way she talked was also irritating, can nobody these days speak a sentence without having to use the word "like" to get a point across. She said "like" about 20 times threw out her conversation with her father who only nodded. I kinda felt bad for him, at having to hear a conversation about shoes being on sale and how her friend bought the shoes she wanted. -___- Thats about when i couldn't stand it any longer and had to turn it to a song that would drowned her out a bit, but i kept the volume down so i didn't disturb anyone. But to be honest i think they would rather listen to anything at that point, just not her rap music and corny pop love songs and her voice. When she kept piercing threw Alice Nine's songs i gave up and read my book. Even that was hard to concentrate. So when she went into the her appointment i secretly hoped they would wire her mouth closed.
Cocoa puffs turn your milk brown by the way. And whats the difference between brown and white eggs?
Sorry my post was so long, again. I just had to get that out of my system.
Ooooo Kodou-Diru just started to play!
I'll make it up to everyone for this boring post tommorow if i get a chance.
AHAHHA i was looking at my old posts and i had this one post where i was really loopy and the title was like Loopness something or other, and i was really werid in that post. XDDDD O_O D'espairsRay-able to cain just came on, i luff them!!!
Wisdom of the day: Chickens never loved snakes.
~see ya space samurai!~
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

My life is upside down

Randomness:
Musica: Miyavi-Jibun Kakumei ^-^
I feel like dancing!!
Me thought: What Miku is doing right now. XDD NOt really, for some reason the weather outside and this song make me want to play kingdom Hearts 2 again
(since i haven't been on the computer for a long time my typing has gone to hell -__-)
The weather- Cold, but its sunny, and there is no wind. No more snow -__- *sob*
Me MOOD: Hyper and perky for the first time in a long time
Person of the day: HIZUMI!!! WOOT!!





Sorry its been a long time, and i kinda put this theme together within mintues, so i'll have to clean it up when i get a chance. How has everyone been??
Its official my ipod is 95% J-Rock and there are a few american songs on it that i never listen to, so i should just delet them.
My package came in, no magzines, but i got an oriental dress. Its black on black silky material. ^-^ More to add to my collection of oriental clothing!
Books: Twilight, which im misserably disapointed at. You really can't get into a book, if you don't even like the main character. -__- Stupid book. Plus its a love at first sight kind of book, so that just angers me as well. Something about them being high schoolers just ruins the whole thing. *sigh*
I bought a pair of sunglasses the other day, and when i was looking up pics for a new theme, i found a pic of Gackt with the same sun glasses. Except the color is different, mine is maroon, and his are brown, and mine are a bit smaller.
Track: -__- what can i say about track, it sucks, and coach likes to put me in the fast groups, because im fast. So i get sepperated from my friends, and put with a select few. -__-
I might even have to do the relay again. O_O I was anchor last track season.
By the looks of it im going to be dead before the first meet if coach keeps up the killer intervals and box drills and non stop sprint drills.
I don't feel like doing huggle feast right now. Maybe next time, when im not so tired.
I was watching this show on demand, called PopJapan.Tv, because i was bored. I was surprised L-Arc-En-Ciel was on there, just a short clip of one of thier music videos.
Well im off to try to get to your sites!
~see ya space samurai!~

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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Math Homework with Alice Nine

By the way im changing my theme once again. Im not like my friend Justin, who changes it everyday! XDDD Lots of pics in this post!
Randomness:
Musica:Nine Heads Rodeo Show-Alice Nine
Me MOOD: angry (I have to join Track, because appearently im some great runner. -__- Not compared with other peoples, im not.)
Me Thought: A Alice Nine concert, :( I want to go to one)
Person of the day: Sliver Wolf Shiko! I don't have a pic of you so heres a replacement pic. Theres four so you can pick which one. XD





Oh and its alos Shinya's day as well! I think i already had that day, but oh well! I have strawberries right now as well. XD





I realized that im forgetting to put pics up for Bou and who did i have last post. I'll look later and put pics of them up at the end.
By the way sorry the post yesterday was incrediably boring. -__- I was kinda in an off mood.
Miku reminds me of a Bunny! XD I have no idea why, he just dose! See!








I told you!! Miku more adorable though! XD
I really want to huggle something at this moment. *looks for Kitty*
Ever get that feeling were all of a sudden you just want to huggle something ubberly adorable?? I do! Huggle Fest 2007 staring Adorable things!! Im going to creat that when i get older! XD My next post if i can remember is going to have all the things that will be in this huggle fest. XDDD
Random Pic of a Bunny cartoon!





Im starting a talk show! I had the sudden urge to do that as well when Regis and Kelly came on. (which i wasn't paying attention to because at the same moment Diru-The Final started to play on my ipod! *-*) Nothing like a suicide song in the moring as i always say! XD I watch Ellen, that the only talk show i watch. Anyways it will be the first talk show, where the host will be a card board cut out of a host. And heres the twist, it will star *drum roll* NO ONE, because thier all dead. Its a End Of The World talk show. But thier would be preformances (on a cd player of course, because everyone is dead)of Antic Cafe, ect. XDDDD
So RANDOM PIC TIME! WOOT!
Fluffys! XDDDDDD My sister made a joke about those fluffy things, she said it makes them feel secure. Like a teddy bear or something! XD



































BOU! I wonder what he would like as a guy??? O_O I saw really old pics of him once, but i can't remember what they looked like. XD





And Saga!!! lalalal and his hair still looks good. I like his new hair style now. I can't find a pic of it though, and im getting mad. >_<

Video of the Day: Antic Cafe!! For your viewing i left by normal scroll box off this time!

Im in the mood to listen to NYAPPY in the world now. O_O *-*
~see ya space samurais!~
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

Yet Despite the dread i look to the good *sigh*

Randomness:
Musica: Beauty Song-Shigeru Umebayashi

Me MOOD: Calm but sitll upset
Thought: The snow falling sliently outside
Person of the day: Saga!!! ^-^ He has brown hair now! I like it better then the blonde hair before.

Im so tired, all i really want to do much anymore is read books and write my books. Sadly i never have much time to do either, because of school. *sigh*
Im currently reading Memoirs of a Geisha, its very muture book in its context and subject. Despite that i keep reading because the story intrances you from the first page on.
I think i might, when i ever get enough time change my theme. But i never get enough time to ever finish the theme, before i have to go home. -__-
Not much else to talk about at the moment. So here are some pics, sorry there all translcent. XD














~see ya space samurais!~


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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

A not so pleasent trip to a not so exciting place

Randomness!
Musica: Antic Cafe- GO GO Super GO! (Thier so cute when they all sing together!)
Me MOOD: Depressed but slightly happy (which is better then nothing -__-)
Me thought: The hope that my package might of come in today from my brother. But unfortuantly he didn't even send it yet. -__-
Person of the day: Bou!!!! O_O Did i already have a Bou day??? Oh well, never to little of Bou! XDD


I had to buy some eggs and bread and some other foodige at the Martin's (replaced TOPS) with my father. There is only two brands of Ketchup at Martin's not including the store brand (which was oddly called TOPS Ketchup). Even if there was only to brands it took a while for my father to decide what ketchup to get. -__- He choose Heinz, good choice even if it is just ketchup.
unatpreciated ketchup therapy group- "we were highly insulted at the pharse "Just Ketchup" stated above. We feel that ketchup is not JUST ketchup but rather a source of comfort for people who find it hard to but chocolate syrup on thier icecream-"
*ahem*
Anyways, we also stopped by the libary to see if they had the other series by Garth Nix, The seventh tower series. -__- They didn't. DAMN THEM! XD No i love the libary, im a libary aid and proud of it!!
I have had the most random sudder urges to do things most of the time. I wanted to knock down all the cream oatwheat in Martin's and was seriously considering knocking someone into it for the heck of it and then shouting.
"You got creamed!"
Corny isn't it? XD I still wanted to, because i was hyper off the mountain dew again. I hate the feeling after the hyperness wears off because then you have a head ache and its like a hang over. Not that i know what a hang over feels like, but by what my sister says its not pleasent.
Oh by the way theres no meaning to the subject. XD
TigerFantasy17-Heres the link of the video to the Nao falling over in the concert. XDD
http://profile.imeem.com/CL4JOk/video/LMtXRney/alice_nine_hello_dear_numbers_2006_nine_heads_rodeo_show/
Robien- no its ok, i was wondering what happen to you, though. XD
Ok i would comment on everyones else comments and and comment on your posts, but i really have to go. Im late already. O_O Opse i was soppouse to be there 10 mins ago. XDDD I'll have to get to them in later, im sorry! :(
Hope evreyone is doing fine! ^-^
Opse forgot to put Bou's pic up!! OPSE!! SORRY!
~see ya space samurais!~
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Monday, February 26, 2007

Poseidon has unleashed his mighty power! (Tom cruise voodoo doll)

There was a water main break at our school so we don't have school tommorow. Untop of that we were going to have a half day tommorow as well, YAY!!!
Randomness:
Musica: Malice Mizer- Color Me Blood Red
Foodige- Orange Juice (im sick today)
Thought: What my cat would look like if she was a shrimp, she's curled up in my lap right now, and is reminding me of a shrimp.
Color of the day: Red with a hint of sliver
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Person of the day: Gackt!!!!!!!!! CHA!!!!!! HE should go on Nija Warrior!! *-* *eyes a burn with fire at the thought* XDDD
Hey! Look Hyde in the bg, i love thier sun glasses!





A while back i made this little doll out of paper towels and pipe cleaners and my older sister and I named it Tom Cruise. Then recently i found my cat eating it, so when the oscars were on and tom cruise came on. I told my sister it would be funny if he couldn't make it because of an arm injury. XD
DAMNIT! I forgot Shiya's birthday, that was last week. O_O Opse!
A late happy birthday to Shinya Im a sun glasse High at the moment so any pick with them with the kick ass sun glasses i chose it! XD Plus this is what i was doing during the award assembly for my school. Apperantly i was so asleep i didn't go up to get a award. XD Oh well it was just a presiden't educational award. XD (I dislike Bush anyways)





My mom wants to take me to the doctors and then to get blood tests, but i don't like going there. Its always bitter cold, like its underscoring that you will die. XD If i have to get blood work i'll listen to Beast of Blood or is Feast of Blood by Malice Mizer. I can never remeber that. XDD
I was depressed again yesterday, so i sat and watched Alice Nine concerts on imeem. Then that only made me more depressed because i had the sudden desire to go to one of thier concerts. I was laughing so hard when Nao just randomly fell when they were coming out. XD He was holding his butt, so i suspect it must of hurt alot. XD
Then i went on thier site, ^-^ New photos!!!!!!! I amused myslef for 5 mims refreshing the page and seeing who was on the bg. Hiroto's eyes looked so cute for some reason! XD
Im feeling Dizzy and light headed again, so i have to lay down.
~see ya space samurais!~
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

The lead singer of a Japanese Resturant

Thankyou Tigerfantasy17 and Sliver Wolf Shiko for making me feel better!!! You two really did make a differenece. :)
Randomness:
Musica: Malice Mizer-ILLUMINATI

(ive listened to that song about 10 times, the beat just captivates me. Lifts my spirit to a birghter outlook even if the words are confusing) I'll talk about that later. XD
Foodige: Dunkin Doughnuts. It was the most easy to eat with your hand clasping a book. I was sucked it the final chapters of the griping Garth Nix Old Kingdom series for the last hour or so.
Thought: My dream that was the shortest ever.
Person of the day: Hiroto!!!!!!!! CHU! XDDDDDD I just felt like saying that word. I forgot that he had his hair blondish for a bit.





Well anyways i had a dream that was only 5 seconds long, well it might of been longer but i only remeber 5 seconds of it. I was in the lobby of my school with my friend's cellphone, blind because i didn't have my contacts and trying to dial my mom. I couldn't find the number eight and was looking around for Aoi or Ruki to press number eight for me. XD I woke up and was confused as to why i was looking for Aoi or Ruki in my school lobby in the first place. XD
My father just came back with underworld 2 for me. Im just curious as to what is going to happen.
Anyways I have no idea why i was listening to Pink Killer yesterday, as it is a disturbing song. Scared me for a bit until i was overwhelmed with stupidity and started to laugh. Now ive come to turns with the lyrics, so it not scaring anymore. XD If that makes sense.
Malice Mizer- I don't know why i like the song ILLUMINATI. As the lyrics don't really bring upon the feeling of joy, but the confussion of what the heck was going on in the song. XD Maybe it just keeps me from thinking to much on depression. *sigh* On the negitive side it leaves me staring dumbly in space searching for the meaning to everything said in the song. XD
I love to think.
Meaning to subject- My father had asked who Miku was when i mentioned something about him to cause my older sister to become disgusted. My mother told him he was a lead singer to a japanese resturant! XDDDDDDDDD Which led me to wonder what Miku would look like singing in the background for these dumb Americans who had no idea who he was. A sushi chef chopping to the beat of Miku's singing. It reminded to much of a scene that made no sense in a insane person's mind. Which led to other thoughts.
Books you should read- Garth Nix's old Kingdom series. I highly recomend this book for its captivating action scenes, mind bogling magic combined with thrilling outlooks on the comparison of the dead and living. Fantasy wonderland for those lovers mixed with chilling gore for those lovers.
Tigerfantasy17- XDDD I loved how you said something instead of some kind of beast for what Kyo would have to bite my head off. XDD It caused me much laughter, to imagine kyo setting this werid creature lose. XD
Sliver Wolf Shiko-I love the normal pics to!! ^-^
Whenever i find one i always send it to my friend Chels to convince her thier not cross dreasers. XDDDD (We had a disscusion on this when she found a pic of Dir En Grey, at which i knew i had to redeem them as much for myslef. XDDDDDDDDDDD) Then i had to find normal pics of Gackt after she found some scaring pics when she looked him up on google. XDDD I tried to stop her but she was hell bent on something. XDDD
I hope we both start to feel better and not this dreaded feeling of being ingnored.

You know, i never really did like people. I always was scared of them for some reason. I tired my hardest to avoid them and treat them with kindness as much out of pity for them as from my fear of them. Ive gotten better and once i realized that not every person is evil i saw some clearness from the fog of my hatered towards them. I still at times find myself looking upon the people of town going on with thier lifes cutting thier grass every day, and i think to myslef, "for what?" So they can only speed up global warming and doom our future? *sigh*
My problem is i looked to truth to much and never be blinded by the niave excuses. So i tend to be negitive when i only tell it as it is. -__-
Ive left you with already too long of a post. XD
~see ya space samurais!~
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

If only life were a bit easier. *sigh*

Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend!
Randomness:
Musica: Pink Killer-Diru
Me MOOD: Upset and tired
Thought: What it would be like driving a tiny car on the celing and i was the size of a ant. Would i meet anybody? XD
Foodige: I think i smell steak. O_O
Person of the day: Kaoru!! in honor of forgetting his birthday. I didn't honor kyo, though. o_O opse.




The normal pics of them make me laugh, because im not use to finding normal pics of them. But i gusse this pic is werid and the pics that most people would agree was werid are normal. You know what i mean? Either way is fine with me. XD
Im sinking lower into a rut then i thought i was. Not only have my grades sliped (Thier not failing grades and im thankful just to have them, thier in the 80's, i usually get high 80's, XDDD) but my soical life as well. *sigh* Now it feels like i have only have 2 good friends left at my school, that actually talk to me or listen to me. Everyone else seems to be pushing me away, and i feel distant like im fading from existance. They never have anything to say to me, they just don't seem to talk to me anymore. If anyone of my friends dose talk to me, which is rare, it feels like fluff and my response is mechanical. When i try to talk to them i don't feel like myslef because im putting this mask on, and if i take it off to talk about one my intersts im speaking to thin air. I try to listen to them and ask them about thier intersts or about other things, but they never seem to care to share. Now when i hear thier voices they sound far off and shallow, and when i respond my voice sounds hollow and it feels strange in my throat. Im tired of putting on a mask and being someone i use to be, so i don't fell alone. Im not that person anymore and the mask that use to be me is smothering who i am now. But no matter how much i tug at this mask im to afraid to take it off. No matter how much i want to. Maybe im creating the distance, but now that im on the one side looking threw a clouded window to people i use to know, im starting to see the truth. I want to be on the other side, but not with them anymore, but with people who actually care to listen to me. Someone i can really talk to and relate to, not just talking about the weather and such just so i can be heard. Im not trying to hard and im not trying to little, as to why i have given up. Now im just happy to have what friends i have left in school and the friends i have here.
So ive become slient, confused, and trying to bulid a bridge on my own and all it dose is fall apart anyways. Im tired of smiling and laughing about nothing, i hate being hidden behind this shadow of who i use to be.
The more i feel this way the more i contridict myself, and start to miss my brother even more.
Its so complicated that i don't even think ive explained it the right way. *sigh*
On a brighter note, my book im writing seems to be coming along well, and i'll be getting my braces off in march! ^-^
Not to mention im looking foreward to starting to read another series by Garth Nix. Found another song by Diru i love, and hoping to add some Mozart to my ipod. (I love shuffling my songs and have a JRock song come on like gazettE or Diru and then have Classical, and then gose to An Cafe and Ayabie, to techno, to Asian Kung Fu Generation, ect. XDDD)
Watched Van Hellsing with Hugh Jackmon (did i spell his name right?) Justin has been talking to me about the Van Hellsing anime, and so i couldn't watch the anime i thought watching the movie might be close enough. But how would i know i never saw the anime? Watched Underworld with Chels, and actually got her to watch Moon Child. (i don't know if she liked it or not)
I wish i could go see a Sabers game. -__-
~see ya space samurais!~
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Sunday, February 18, 2007

I have forgotten an important Birthday. O_O

Randomness:
Musica: Nothing, i left my music in my room. Opse
Me MOOD: Tired and bored out of my skull (i actually just don't feel like doing anything)
*sigh* Not even read the book im reading at the moment and its a damn good one too.
Thought: What would happen if my boredom grew until i became a lump on my bed not even feeling like listening to J-Rock. (its already happen though. *Dun Dunn Dunnnn*
*glup*
Person of the day: Kawauchi!!! I never knew hard it was to find pics of 12012 until today.






I have been laying on my bed not even listening to J-Rock(which is what i do when i don't feel like doing anything) singing a retared song i came up with caused by my insainty. My cat who was beside me on the bed disliked it and rolled over to plug her ears. This caused me to laugh for a five mins because in the state i was in anything was highly amusing. *sigh* I have lost it, i think this is about the 50th time i have sat on my bed unable to think of anything to do.
I even looked at my homework for salvation and found that all of it was completed. Due to the fact that my friend had left school early for a swim meet and left me alone in a boring studayhall. *sigh*
I even forgot Kyo's birthday, which i was surprised i rembered that i forgot to remember his birthday. Even more surprised that i even remembered the date in the first place i usually remember a month later as i did with Teruki's.
Even the seasoned rice with hamburger that my mom has made me dosen't seem exciting enough to pick up the spoon and eat it. I curse the lack of surprising exciting things that happen in this small town of mine. -__-
By the way i saw a movie yesterday with my father, older sister and her boyfriend who met us at the movie theater. Saw Ghost Rider and was surprised i liked it because even if it a hint of westeren style to it or those low clucking motorcycles i usually hate it. As i did not, it had enough moderen elments and action sceens to keep my futueristic cravenings or supernatuarl/fantasy needs at bay. XD There wasn't even any blood though, so it was sorta a let down in that department.
Well off to go into my room and hurt my poor kitty's ears with my horriable singing skills. XD
Not really most proably just going to rot on my bed and wish i had some mountain dew or sobe to energize me. -__-
~see ya space samurais!
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